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It’s around three hours after midnight, it somehow always is in the last time, and the sadness weighing down on his chest feels no lighter than during the daytime. Harry had left long ago, he’s not even sure if he had been here with him in the first place. Yet, as he looks at his drink clutched in his cold, excessively sweaty hand, he’s sure that something was wrong. Very wrong. Not the sort of wrong you could recover from, but an actual fuck-up.
It wasn’t the alcohol.
This was neither the three glasses of neat whiskey nor the molly. No, this was a whole lot fucking worse. The realization punches a deep hole into his stomach — he had been drugged.
He thinks he starts laughing. He doesn’t hear himself laugh. He only feels his lungs vibrate like a beehive in his chest.
And now, it was too late. Everything was too late.
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Jean gets kidnapped, Harry finds him three days after, all the while they're slowly getting lost amid the chasm of lust, denial and love.
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Three hundred years ago – with the birth of this isola – a countdown began. Slowly ticking. An hourglass with sand borrowed from a future that will never exist. Like a tear through time, a hole to compensate for all that is not supposed to be here yet.
The problem does not lie within the silence of the church. It lies within us.
Human consciousness.
Maybe the presence of a simple priest is what’s holding the world together. The low whisper of continuous prayer like bolts in the substance of humanity.
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Jean Vicquemare is a dolorian priest in Martinaise, battling with unwanted desires while simultaneously dealing with the porch collapse at his literal doorstep. Harry bumps right into Jean's carefully balanced temperance with the grace of a drunk bumblebee.
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Pushing the trans agenda through the rise of fascism or, Vicky in a dress having totally normal, regular thoughts and Harry prodding at the possibility like a cadaver sniffing dog at a corpse. Because he gets a kick out of teasing Jean :) Not like our Vicky minds much…
basically: gender-fucked Jean, just very, very deep inside the closet
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a god made of flesh and bone by R4ttails for tarotbean
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
08 Aug 2025
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Harry, unable to sleep, bothers Kim after-hours. Who will guess what they'll get up to..
Finally, the announced additional chapter to my previous work :)) Both work fine on their own!
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True love is possible, only in the next world by R4ttails
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
27 Jul 2025
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-for new people; It's too late for us. Some things are just doomed from the start. But you try saving them, nonetheless. That’s what makes their loss even worse. You tried. It just wasn’t enough. And you’ll keep blaming yourself till you find it. The fault in yourself.
Martinaise from Jean's POV, because he's very misunderstood and also so very miserable. This is NOT fun.
I had initially intended this to be an extra chapter for another work, but it works pretty well on it's own.
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Everything in the world is disco, except disco, which is about gay sex by R4ttails
Fandom Disco Elysium (Video Game)
08 Aug 2025
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all the futures we've never asked for by Houseofchaos for helarctos
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
24 Nov 2025
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“But isn’t it terrifying?”
“What? Getting old?”
“Being so heartbroken it kills you before you die.”
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19 Oct 2025
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Comme larrons en foire by Houseofchaos for AceOfBaze
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
08 Oct 2025
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Harry takes a determined step forward, but Kim’s palm is already in the middle of his chest, stopping him.
“Rules, officer.” Kim says in his sternest voice, and Harry bows his head like a begging dog.
“I’ll be so good,” he promises.
“I’m sure.” Kim takes a long breath. This is probably a mistake, but then, maybe it would be nice to live a little. “This is a Mesque-themed place. Behind the curtain is the dance floor, which also features a mechanical bull. People challenge themselves into staying on it as long as possible, often in ridiculous or skimpy outfits. There is a gallery with railings all around the room on the second level that gives great khm…observation spots. Now,” Kim lifts his index finger in the air, severe. “No touching of any kind. People will probably rub on you, but I want you to keep your hands on your drinks for tonight.” He lifts his other fingers in time with the commands he is laying down. “No hollering, no bellowing, no drooling.”
It’s good that there are no more fingers to raise, because Kim is overtaken with the urge of adding, *no barking*, which would be insane, and yet feels necessary to specify somehow.
“That’s a lot of rules,” Harry grumbles.
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11 Oct 2025
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Jean and Titus should get to have fucked up sex methinks. Also make them both trans-
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10 Aug 2025
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Suck it up, buttercup, or get a goddamn transfer by Leu (Karaii)
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
22 Mar 2022
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“Jean-Jean,” Harry says, slightly out of breath and hazy-eyed and his face is still a mess from your love tap and his love of Revachol and you think you might be a little bit in love with him, too. “Partner. C’mere.”
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10 Aug 2025
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Harry Du Bois is an animal, built from instinct and urges. Thoughts he can't shake off. Kim Kitsuragi is a man he might never have. But it doesn't hurt to imagine.
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Pulling yourself into your reliably sweat-stained dress shirt is a bit like a butcher hooking a pig up to bleed. Heaving for breath, hands dug into mindless meat. The buttons slip out of your rigor mortis fingers. You want to *gut* yourself. It is only appropriate.
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19 Jul 2025