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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    "Looking into Vasily’s face, and it is like looking into a mirrored version of himself, dark eyes to pale, and Ogata wants to reach inside, hunt for the same crossed wires, the same triggers, lust and violence. Because despite looks, they are not different. They cannot be. It takes a certain kind of man to watch, and listen while his wounded comrades die in the snow. He wonders if Vasily enjoys it. (He wonders if he would enjoy it. Or if it would just feel like nothing.)"

    Vasily and Ogata circle each other in the forest, drawing close and then springing away, always violent, always hungry.

    And then they meet.

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    20 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    "A boot-clad foot under his body, rolling him onto his back with an indifferent kick. Vasily’s throat spasms from the pain of the sudden movement; a groan escaping his lips. Bleary eyes squinting in the blue-white pale winter sun.

    It’s really him, the Japanese soldier. His dark, flat eyes are the first thing Vasily sees, and he knows they will be carved into his psyche forever; two black stones shining from under his hood, right into Vasily’s soul."
     

    Ogata does not let Vasily go with a simple headshot. Mouth-hole fingering: the fic. Post-sniper battle, spoilers up till chapter 163

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    20 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ogata models nude.

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    19 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Vasily has a hefty dose of anesthesia and wakes up without a filter.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 84

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    “I know you have no reason to,” Ogata says, the words finding their way through the fog in his brain, “but as a dying man, grant me one last wish. And then you can devour me until nothing’s left of me.”
    The being steps closer. Ogata tries to ignore the twitch of claws at his sides.
    “Make me feel loved,” Ogata mumbles.

    After murdering his father, Ogata is cast out by the people of his village and taken to the shrine of the forest god to be punished for his crime.

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    08 Feb 2026