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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “We’re pregnant,” Shane said again. “Ilya! We’re having a fucking baby!”

    “A little baby Hollander, with an adorable little nose and dark eyes.”

    “A little baby Rozanov, with curly hair,” Shane said, looking up at Ilya with an awestruck expression. “And beautiful hazel eyes.”

    “With dark hair and freckles,” Ilya countered.

    “With a crooked nose and crooked smile,” Shane said. Tears were beginning to gather in the corner of his eyes.

    “A broken nose is not passed down that way, I am thinking.”

    “Shut up,” Shane said. Then he looked chagrined. “I mean, I love you.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is pregnant.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is hurt- and stubborn- refusing medication even though he's clearly miserable. Shane is trying to be a good husband. Then he learns about the woman who would've been his mother-in-law, and things fall into place.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Fuck, he couldn’t let Hollander see him like this.

    An echo of his fathers voice played in his head, “ты слаб, Ilya.” You are weak.
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    Ilya has a hard time accepting help from anyone, especially when he’s sick. Good thing Shane Hollander doesn’t take no for an answer.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Shane dialed. It rang… and rang… and rang again. With each passing ring the pit gnawing its way through Shane's stomach was growing. Just as he felt like it was about to stop ringing and go to voicemail, it picked up. Shane breathed out a sigh of relief.

    “Thank God, I was getting worried. Where are you?”

    There was an unsettling beat of silence before someone answered, “Hollander?”

    It was not Ilya’s voice. Shane’s stomach dropped. He did his best to keep his voice steady as he answered. “Yeah? Uh, who is this? Can you give Ilya back his phone please?”

    Another beat of silence.

    “Hollander… God, um, something’s happened-”

    After the events of The Long Game, Shane and Ilya play their first All-Star Weekend. Things are going great, until they go truly and horribly sideways. Ilya is left hospitalized following an attack off the ice, and Shane is left to pick up the pieces and wonder why.

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    09 Feb 2026