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Buck is having nightmares, suicidal thoughts and he doesn’t know what to do.
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05 Jan 2026
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“I’ll do whatever you want, just, please.” Buck sobs out the last word, eyes burning with unshed tears.
“A vow.” The man leans uncomfortably close to Buck. The knife brushes against his neck, lightly scratching across the top layer of Buck’s skin. The man’s cold blue eyes hold Buck’s full attention. “That’s what I require. Sell me your allegiance.”
Buck stares back at the killer, unable to fully process what is being asked of him. He sees a flash of anger dance in the stranger’s gaze. He's impatient. Unpredictable. Fear pours into Buck's chest as he realizes he might not get a second chance at this. He has to make this count. “I vow to give you complete control over the remainder of my life. My body is yours to destroy—so long as you let my sister live and return safely to her family.”
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Or, After Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck goes to seek comfort from his sister and walks in on her kidnapping. In order to save Maddie's life, Buck offers up his instead. Unintentionally agreeing to something worse than death.
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20 Nov 2025
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"Eddie takes a step backwards taking one hand off of the doorframe, Buck goes to step through, trying to get away as soon as possible. Until Eddie steps in front of him, blocking the path with his body.
“This isn’t over” Eddies voice is sharp. He doesn’t ask, he tells Buck this is not over. He nods and walk away. Coward, he tell himself."
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Evan Buckley spent his childhood injuring himself in hopes to capture his mothers attention. When even those efforts stop working, Buck finds a new way to gain his mothers sympathy. Buck falls down a dark path battling Bulimia/Anorexia, years of his life given to the sickness.He leaves home after high school, travels the country + Peru and lands in Los Angeles. Buck steps foot in station 118, in search of a job; he finds so much more
Or - Buck is suffering, and Eddies the only person who notices.
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- Part 2 of Eating disorder Buck
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06 Nov 2025
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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06 Nov 2025
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«You can’t go, okay? I won't survive it. And I know, I know. I’m making it about me again, I just…»
Quiet sobs interrupted Buck’s words for a few moments.
«We need you, me and Chris need you… I need you. Please, stay with me… please…»
In which Eddie has a near death experience which puts him in a coma that sends him on a spiritual journey of self discovery.
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All the dead people from Eddie's past make him realize how extremely gay he is.Bookmarked by Persassy1510
28 Oct 2025