12 Works by Perrydise
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CT-9090 is a stiff purge trooper, ready to carry out its mission in an experimental tandem with the Twenty First Brother, the Inquisitorius' newest weapon. Its memories are hazy, and its thoughts are constricted to a neat, orderly line. It will not fail. It will serve the Twenty First Brother, just as it is certain it always has.
The Twenty First Brother doesn't need a keeper, much less a traitorous clone. He will prove as much before he gets too comfortable around this... strangely familiar shadow. When the clone's memories prove useful to unlocking his own past, he finds reasons to keep him around. Tactical reasons, of course, that have nothing to do with his undying loyalty and generally pitiful state of existence.
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In a night before Nya and Murtessa's challenge, Jay finds himself unable to sleep for the reminders of Skybound. Nya reminds him that if they got through this once, they'll get through this again-- however long it takes.
Work wherein Murtessa's attempt to forcibly marry Jay are taken seriously instead of played for laughs. Nadakhan also haunts the narrative because for some reason Jay cannot know peace in Ninjago.
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I'll Sleep When I'm Dead by Perrydise
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022), LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023)
16 Oct 2025
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In the Land of Monsters, Kai's everyday struggles against horrific creatures and unforgiving terrain created a passive habit of suicidal thought, a habit that didn't fade on his return to the monastery. With all of his support systems in havoc since The Merge, he sees no reason to keep going. Every day is a struggle to find some tiny reason to stay, knowing that one day, he'll run out of reasons.
He misses Jay dearly. Maybe he'd be able to talk Kai out of these terrible thoughts, just like Kai did for him years ago, but this person in the monastery isn't the Jay he knows. Is he?
A spiritual successor/sequel work to Vyoleya's work, "maybe i'll never sleep."
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Hysteresis by Perrydise
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022), LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023)
11 Oct 2025
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Jay Walker doesn't know who he is. There's an incessant buzzing in his body, an empty hole where his self should be, and he keeps having these dreams. Strange dreams, blurred messes that bring to mind sensations he's never felt, places he's never been. No, he has no idea who he is, but if he's clever enough... maybe he can figure it out.
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Fic wherein Jay Walker's escape from the Administration is explored, leading to an investigation into the Ras student team dynamic prior to the tournament of sources. All the while, he keeps mistaking blurry memories for confirmation of his falsified past.
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Jay and Nya haven't told the other ninja about Skybound. All they know is that something changed one day-- something that put a haunted look in their eyes. After Decoded, Zane also remembers, forcing him to face his own traumas in a similar secrecy.
When a mural is planned to tell Ninjago's history, they must decide if all history is worth remembering. Together, the three finally grapple with their memories as they decide whether or not to memorialize the alternate timeline alongside all other Ninjago events.or
Fic that asks how Skybound ended up on the wall mural at the start of March of the Oni, unpacking the season's traumatic implications along the way.
Formerly titled "The Mural"
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After failing to preserve the Tiger Widow's venom, Jay Walker is captured by Nadakhan and lifted high above the familiar comfort of his friends. In the plane ride that follows, Jay learns exactly what kind of a person Nadakhan is - and he sure isn't comfortable.
This short work asks what happened in between "On a Wish and a Prayer" and "My Dinner With Nadakhan."
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Leaving the Temple of Airjitzu, Cole finds himself fading from the world of the living, his business finished. Unwilling to leave him behind, Jay reminds Cole of all his reasons to stay.
A story about Cole realizing his worth before it’s too late, allowing him to stick around where he otherwise might fade from this world.
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After facing so many new horrors aboard the Misfortune's Keep, Jay Walker struggles to keep himself steady at night. Ronin can't sleep through Jay's screaming and decides to wake him. In the conversation that follows, Ronin realizes he doesn't just need to "defeat" Nadakhan--he needs to kill him.
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Painful Memories and Burning Spirits by Perrydise
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022)
28 May 2025
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Though Kai can't figure out the cause, Jay's evasive skills have improved drastically overnight. Frustrated and battling insecurities, he challenges Jay to spar, though the session doesn't go how either of them expect.
Jay explains the torture Nadakhan forced him to endure, including the skills he picked up in Scrap N' Tap. The two talk things out, healing their rifted relationship and finding themselves stronger for each other's support.
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Living on Nadakhan's ship has clawed deep wounds into Jay's heart and mind, leaving him with trauma he fears the others won't understand. After his rescue, Cole convinces him to open up and supports him through the terrible emotions that follow. It doesn't undo the harm done, but it's the first step to recovery.
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The Mechanic’s attack on Zane in the Kryptarium during Enkrypted (Skybound) is more thoroughly explored as a machine-exclusive form of sexual violence. Jay, Cole, and Pixal convince Zane to receive help in the aftermath of the attack.
No literal nor graphic rape/non-con, but I want to be extra safe as it is such a sensitive subject. Maintenance is a metaphor for intimacy. There is lowkey Jay/Zane/Cole ship content but it should be easy to ignore if that isn't your cuppa.
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Stumbling through the Maguuma Jungle, the Commander (Striker Feralworker) finds herself and her pets wracked by terrible nightmares. After a tango with the jungle dragon, Mordremoth, she discovers a new ability.
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