Parasitophobia



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  1. Rec 28

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    For the second time that night, Shadow Milk's frustration boiled over, sending his phone on a trajectory across the room. The sharp clang of the impact was immediately followed by the ragged, choked sounds of his sobs.

    If he thought it was beyond fixing earlier, a fleeting thought that had crossed his mind in a moment of controlled anger, the reality now was far, far worse.

    Just like him. He was beyond fixing.

    (This is just a yandere idol smilk au, in simple terms.)

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Shadow Milk Cookie lunges, fury incarnate, but Pure Vanilla is ready. He doesn’t raise his staff. Doesn’t cast. Doesn’t defend.

    He simply steps forward. And wraps his arms around him. Not in battle.

    In embrace.

    Shadow Milk freezes. His forehead presses to Pure Vanilla’s collarbone. Not gently. Not willingly. But needfully.

    “Don’t say you forgive me,” he says, voice ruined. “Don’t you dare.”

    “I’m not,” Pure Vanilla replies. “Not until you're ready to hear it.”

    The candles crackle. The walls hum. But in the center of the room, something quiet unfolds.

    Not peace. Not yet.

    But the possibility of it.

    And Shadow Milk Cookie—terrible and lonely and terribly alive—lets himself be held. Just for a moment. Just until the trembling stops.

    How cruel, then, how unthinkably cruel, that this moment must end.

    Because in three months’ time, he will be nothing.

    In three months’ time, his name will be only used in past tense.

    And Pure Vanilla Cookie will stand alone beneath the candied stars, cradling a broken body.

    Just to do it all over again. 

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    24 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Huh. how...
    no. not evil. i would've said evil but that's not what this is. this is amazing, a masterpiece to be truthful.
    i hope for chapter 2.

    Thank you.

  3. Rec 60

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    Candy Apple and Black Sapphire were sent on a mission to spread lies in the Faeriewood Library by their Master.
    Silverbell is guarding the library and doesn’t plan to leave anytime soon.
    Candy Apple is fed up with waiting, so Black Sapphire goes to distract him.
    He plans to seduce Silverbell away from his post.
    It works. Feelings ensue.

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    18 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Woahhh this so queer.

    Thank you.

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Inspired by the song Monitoring by DECO*27!

    Shadow Milk had been lonely for a while, and so had Pure Vanilla. But when guy meets guy, things start to get… messy.

    Vanilla smiled gently in an attempt to ease the tension. “You don’t have to pretend to be perfect. I’m not sure where you got the idea that you should be, but it’s unrealistic. Please,” he said, resting a hand on the newcomer’s. “All I want is for you to be yourself. In this shop all are welcome! And besides,” he chuckled, “it’s only me and you right now. It’s not like we’re performing for a crowd.”

    He was met with a blank stare. His hand still rested on the other’s. The visitor could feel Pure Vanilla’s warmth seeping into his cold skin. He felt the pressing need to pull away, to free himself from this scary feeling, this unfamiliar sense of comfort, to leave the shop right this moment and run far, far away, to keep himself isolated and safe, safe from the dangers of this unnaturally kind stranger. But somehow, he couldn’t bring himself to.

    “…Shadow Milk.” He blinked. The other had been silent for so long that Vanilla had begun to think he was mute. Noting his obvious confusion, the man backtracked. “Shadow Milk. My name is Shadow Milk.”

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    22 Jun 2025

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    I love yandere stories!!! this is great.

    Thank you.

  5. Rec 47

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    See inside for authors note.

    After an accident leaves Pure Vanilla with no memory, he wakes to the sight of a stranger at his bedside—Shadow Milk, who he mistakes for an angel. He doesn’t remember they’re married. Shadow Milk doesn’t tell him.

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    23 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fuck you. how could you.

    Thank you.