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    He’s never had that. He’s never asked for that. Myra made it clear that she found it degrading, and he never pushed. Maybe in moments alone he would touch himself and imagine a mouth—not hers, not anyone’s really—closing around him, swallowing him down.

    But now Eddie has a specific mouth in mind, and that mouth is awfully close to his dick, and he needs to get out of there fast.

    Richie is still looking up at him. He smiles.

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    The Grindr pictures are nice, just two good ol’ Eddie K headshots the likes of which Richie has more than a few saved on his own phone. One is without a smile, one with. Richie likes the second one more. He does have that one saved, he's pretty sure. Or one just like it.

    Richie reads Eddie's description. It's pretty short. Name, age, weight, height. Body type: Toned. The sexual health section is extensively covered, he's even got a list of vaccinations like he's a shelter dog up for adoption.

    Vers, it says under Position. Okay, Richie thinks. Okay.

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    Richie helps Eddie out with his Grindr profile.

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    Richie's therapist had told him when he kept joking at one of their first meetings, “It’s just you and me here. There’s not always an audience to perform for," and at the time he’d laughed it off, of course, rolled his eyes, What a groundbreaking observation, a comedian seeking validation, but sometimes when he’s alone it creeps up on him: Are you performing right now? Who are you performing for? Are you performing right now?

    “I go to therapy now,” he blurts out.

    Eddie looks up from his phone, clearly surprised.

    “Oh.” He nods, blurry in the corner of Richie's eye. “Me too.”

    “Dope,” Richie says, popping the p hard. The conversation halts.

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    After Derry, Eddie comes to visit. Richie handles it as well as he can.

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    After Derry, Richie and Eddie start hooking up in secret. Richie knows it's never going to be anything serious—and he's fine with that, really—but sometimes Eddie makes it too easy to pretend otherwise.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “So, uh,” Richie leans heavily into the door, running a hand through his hair. “I think I’m finally drunk and exhausted enough to – ” he takes a deep breath, paired with a markedly awkward laugh. “To ask. Did you uh – So. So. In like 1997, my improv group from Rochester did a guest thing at NYU? And after – ”

    “Yes,” Eddie interrupts, realizing what Richie is asking with a sear of heat across the back of his neck. “That was me.”

    “Oh,” Richie intones, though it comes off as more like a choked exhale.

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