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    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    As he approaches, David hears the faint sound of a slider door being opened.

    In hindsight, he definitely wishes he would’ve just called out to Shane once he heard that noise.

    But he didn’t. Instead he just continued on through the kitchen, turning the corner to see—

    Shane, on the deck, standing in front of the open glass door. And definitely not alone.

    Or: Chapter 26 of Heated Rivalry from David Hollander's POV
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    Or: It wasn't really about the dishwasher tablets

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    25 Feb 2026

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    After ten years of being hockey players, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov give individual interviews on their lives and experiences in the sport. Hockey fans knows they’re friends and that they co-founded the Irina Foundation. Ilya Rozanov does a call-in to Shane's interview and Shane immediately loses control of his body's reactions to Ilya's face and voice. Shane Hollander hopes the whole world cannot tell just how down bad he is for Ilya Rozanov.

    Inspired by Hudson Williams' reaction to Connor Storrie's call on the Shut Up Evan podcast.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    If you ask Hayden's kids, they would say snooping is wrong. If you ask Hayden, he would say that snooping is wrong, unless you have reason to suspect that your best friend has had some sort of mental break and started cheating on his husband, in which case, snooping is very necessary.

    Or: Hayden catches Shane in a lie, learns how to hack, and becomes Ilya's biggest (and most reluctant) defender.

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