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Three Months, Eleven Days and Nine Hours by sassy_cissa
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
13 Nov 2018
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Broke and living in a one room hovel in Knockturn Alley, Draco hunts in rubbish bins for food. Nothing could be more humiliating, right? Unless you're Draco Malfoy...
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12 Feb 2026
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chasing the dragon by saltwatergarden for 7HedwigtheBoo7
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Sep 2025
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“Every time afterwards is just trying to get back to the first time. You’re always trying to find that same warmth, but it’s never quite as bright or soft. It’s just shadows of it, so you take more and more and more. And you think…maybe next time. Maybe if I do it differently, maybe if I mix it with something else. But it’s never the same.”
“You know what they call that? Chasing the dragon. I always thought that was funny. See, the first time, you see the dragon, you ride the dragon. And every time after that, you’re just chasing it, just chasing smoke. You’re always a second too late.”
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06 Feb 2026
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Draco Malfoy had returned for his eighth year at Hogwarts. Things were, of course, not ideal, and everyone pretty much hated him. But that was to be expected.
What was not expected, however, was everyone in Hogwarts mysteriously falling under a dangerous sleeping curse. That was, except for Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter.
The two soon find out the curse is only one part of a much bigger, and darker plot. Draco and Harry must set aside their differences and work together to save the Wizarding World, and each other.
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02 Feb 2026
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“The Joker is dead. Batman is dead. One of those things is good and one is bad, but she’s not sure which is which right now.
There’s a child sitting on the floor between them, laughing hysterically. That’s an easy one—bad.”
Harley and Tim are the only survivors of Joker's plan to brainwash Robin. She does her best to pick up the pieces.
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12 Jan 2026
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swimming is to drowning as flying is to by TransSilver
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics), Teen Titans - All Media Types
08 Sep 2022
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The child. Talon’s test. Not its first, not the first shaking form to be placed before it. They died, like Talon died, but didn’t move again. Talon thinks the first was hard. It was easy by the time they brought the child.
They’d never brought it a child before.
“What kind of shitstain hurts kids?”
or; a newly-escaped, formerly-Nightwing Talon crosses paths with a newly-established Red Hood; both recognize something in the other. featuring Talon/Dick living off of protective instincts alone, Jason trying to give a bird-assassin therapy while actively killing people, and family coming together to spite odds.
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20 Dec 2025
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“It’s not a plan,” he emphasizes again. “It’s never been -- I mean . . . It’s just a thought. Something to . . . I don’t know, entertain myself, I guess.”
They both know what this is about now. There’s no pretending it’s something else. Still, Sokka can’t help how his eyes widen and his tone comes out incredulous. As much as he wants to be calm and supportive, he almost can’t believe what he’s hearing.
In the silence that follows, Sokka stares up at the clear sky and swears on Tui and La both -- and Yue, fuck it, as blasphemous as it feels -- that Zuko is gonna get therapy after all this, even if Sokka has to drag him there himself.
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Or: Zuko has a lot of demons and unhealthy coping mechanisms. Sokka stumbles across him and decides he's going to help.
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09 Dec 2025
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zuko wakes sokka up during a particularly hard night battling with his brain.
tw for mentions of self-harm so be careful friends
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08 Dec 2025
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Sokka is just trying to have a little fun at the beach when Suki and Zuko notice his scars.
TW for self-harm
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- Part 2 of Zukka Oneshots
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08 Dec 2025
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this is what the living do by judeaftersickness (gothicmisa)
Fandoms: A Little Life - Hanya Yanagihara
10 Nov 2025
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Willem survives the car accident, but he wishes he hadn’t.
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19 Nov 2025
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In which Peter Parker makes bad decisions by paralleling
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
14 Apr 2025
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He’s not sure how it slid out of place. Maybe it was the small earthquake last week. Maybe he slammed the drawer too hard the last time he closed it. Either way, the edge of the yellow cover glares up at him, freed from its usual hiding spot between the two pairs of jeans that he’d outgrown years ago.
His hands move before his brain does, taking the corner of the journal and pulling it out from the drawer. Peter starts to flip through the pages, several dozen having been completely filled out with weekly weigh-ins, calorie counts, body measurements… The sinking feeling in his chest grew deeper with each page as he watched the dates fly by, until he hit the middle of the journal, where he’d abruptly stopped recording everything during his first semester of college and chaotic move-in to this apartment. Apparently it was nearly two years ago.
A lot has changed in those two years.
His mind is already picking apart the numbers in everything he’s eaten this week, and Peter is starting to think that he is not one of those things.
In which Peter Parker needs help, and Wade doesn't know how, but he'll try his damn best.
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08 Oct 2025
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Draco was SUPPOSED to be living out his sentence under house arrest in the countryside. After a bit of investigation, Auror Harry- obsessed and a little sleep-deprived- finds out that the ministry had stuffed Malfoy in Azkaban and erased the evidence.
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Harry breaks Draco out of prison and hides him in his apartment like a secret cat.
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Draco has very little left of his sanity, and Harry helps him find it again.Bookmarked by Only_decaf
06 Sep 2025
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In which Jason is a literature nerd and helps his siblings.
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31 Aug 2025
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if i could be who you wanted by satorussuguru
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batgirl (Comics)
24 Nov 2024
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“What was hers?” Jason asks finally. Bruce looks up at him, fiddling with the flashdrive in his hand, and back at the empty doorway. “Her favorite?”
“I can't recall.”
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01 Aug 2025
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revolutions, interrupted by GothamsFavoriteAnarchist (axolotl2261)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
20 Aug 2025
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Tim prided himself on his ability to untangle problems.
Red Hood declared war on Batman again because of some bullshit that Bruce is doing in Crime Alley? Okay, no problem—Tim’s on Jason’s side for this one, and it’s easy enough to throw some financial and logistical support Hood’s way.
Robin’s benched, and Damian’s embarking on teenage rebellion? Sure, that one’s a little harder for Tim to fix, but still, he’s got at least five contingency plans for this exact scenario.
Jason’s recent crusade brought up memories that Tim hadn’t thought about for years, and now Tim’s stuck ruminating on the exact parameters of his undercover training and the precise definition of what counts as trauma?
…Yeah, so maybe Tim doesn’t have a solution to everything, and maybe this particular problem just won’t leave Tim alone. But the people he loves seem to refuse to abandon him, no matter how hard he tries. So maybe, just maybe, he’s going to have to figure out how to live through it, anyway.
(or: the ramifications of being raised as a soldier instead of a child, and what it means to break a cycle.)
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- Part 2 of Love Letters to Harm Reduction
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30 Jul 2025
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We Keep Us Safe by GothamsFavoriteAnarchist (axolotl2261)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
23 Feb 2025
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Jason’s life is actually going alright for once. He’s got a pretty good thing going on with Roy, Red Hood’s work in the Alley is really starting to make a difference, and the Bats (mostly) leave him alone these days. But then all of a sudden Bruce is in the news, there’s a new bill threatening sex workers in Gotham City Council, and Jason is thrown back into a struggle he never believed he’d confront again. Turns out becoming a harm reductionist comes with a lot more organizing drama, grief, and trauma recovery than anticipated.
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- Part 1 of Love Letters to Harm Reduction
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30 Jul 2025
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Stephanie Brown's Complete Guide For When The Universe Has It Out For You by WindReader13
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
02 Jul 2025
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While it might come as no surprise that Stephanie Brown is possibly not the most organized person in the world, she’s very good at keeping her life together, thank you very much. In fact, she takes immeasurable pride in the fact that she manages to stay on track in her college courses, don a cape and fight crime at night and sustain social life.
…she’s not sure how well she actually does it, but that’s besides the point.
Or, after a rough day when nothing seems to go her way, Steph hits a low point. Cue angst and ponderings of one's self-worth.
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22 Jul 2025
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how am i supposed to leave you now that you're already over? by a_alene
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types
15 Jun 2025
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She's limping towards the pantry when the bedroom door swings open. Steph whirls around, nearly unbalancing entirely. The click of a disengaged safety echoes through the room. Jason Todd stares at her down the barrel of a gun.
Steph blinks. Jason blinks back. He lowers the gun. "What the fuck, Steph?"
"Heyyyyy," Steph says slowly. "Thought you would be. I don't know. Out." After all, it's only just barely morning, sky hazy with the oncoming sun. Steph would still have a good few hours left on the streets if she weren't hemorrhaging intensely out of her side.
He shifts slightly in the doorway. "Yeah. Well. Wrapped up early. What are you—"
"J'son?" A voice slurs from behind Jason's back. He stiffens, ramrod straight. "What'sit?"
Holy shit. Holy shit! Steph's grin splits across her face immediately. Jason Todd has somebody in his bedroom. In his bed, even! No wonder he wrapped up early. Somebody was wrapping up, alright. Jason Todd. Getting laid. Wow. Wonders never cease.
Jason takes one look at whatever shit-eating expression she's wearing and shuts the door.
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Steph intrudes.
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- Part 11 of night watch
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22 Jul 2025
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pencil sharpener by MCUsic_to_my_ears
Fandoms: Batman and Robin (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
18 Jun 2025
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Her studying is interrupted when someone sits across from her at the library. Stephanie and Jason talk Alley philosophy.
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- Part 7 of star chart
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22 Jul 2025
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Ouroboros Eats Itself Whole, I Do Too by Captain_Kinky
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU, DCU (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types
04 Oct 2023
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“You’re done already?” Tim rubs his fingers together and lets the crumbs on them fall. “You usually eat a lot more.”
The words “a lot” stick around in the back of Dick’s brain as he forces his voice to sound chipper. “Wow, Timmy– you calling me fat? I’m hurt.”
Tim just scoffs and idly answers, “If the shoe fits,” his attention mainly focused on the screen of the batcomputer.
Ouch.
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Angstober Day Two: Anxiety
This fic touches on disordered eating behaviors and thoughts! Please do not read, or at least read with caution if you know this will trigger you.Series
- Part 2 of Angstober 2023 !!
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22 Jul 2025
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Bruce hasn’t had Dick Grayson for very long, he wasn’t sure he was cut out for being a parent. The boy was still well under the influence of his manipulators, The Court of Owls messing with the fragile young mind too strong willed to be completely sucked under. It created a different problem, a child caught between freedom and enslavement within their own mind. A child so conditioned he would find any weapon possible for no discernible reason. Bruce had to confiscate so many already, but this time, when Bruce came down the stairs to find his child talon who had abandoned his room in search of more knives, he found the boy shivering instead.
Or, Bruce has a smol murder bean who is very scared and very cold, knives are obviously the answer until Bruce gives him a hug
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- Part 1 of Blizz’s Talon!Dick One-Shots
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18 Jul 2025