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    Twelve hours, Shane reminds himself. Twelve hours, and then he can come home and sleep for as long as he needs with nobody to disturb him.

    He can do this.

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    Or, Shane gets sick and thinks he can hide it. Ilya sees right through him.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    24 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Shane has many fears regarding his relationship with Ilya. Of course they mean nothing against how much he loves that man but he is very much aware of all the things that might go wrong with their relationship.
    One of those fears he doesn’t talk about often is Ilya getting injured during a game. At the very least he is close by, with Rozanov recently moving to Ottawa but their relationship is still a secret so when his parents call him to tell him they just saw Ilya being taken to the hospital on live TV he doesn’t know what to do, what to say or who to call.
    Who is even his emergency contact?

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    24 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    “You’re so pretty,” Ilya whispers.

    Shane Hollander tries to stop a smile from spreading across his face, but he fails miserably and it makes Ilya’s heart jump. God, this boy is going to absolutely ruin him and the worst part is that Ilya doesn’t even mind anymore. He just wants to be with Shane Hollander.

    Shane.

    “He must be hallucinating,” Hayden Pike mumbles. “He’s got to be having the biggest fever.”

    Or: Ilya is sick, but he will not admit to it nor will the coach let him stay home, so he shows up to the ice rink anyway.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    when a panic attack brings Shane to his knees during a heated Montreal–Boston matchup, the only name he can say is Ilya’s. In front of a stunned arena, Ilya chooses love over rivalry, crossing the ice to hold him and accidentally revealing the secret relationship they can no longer hide.

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    23 Feb 2026