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In a world where rivals become lovers, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov build a secret life of stolen nights, fierce passion, and unbreakable vows. But when early-onset Alzheimer’s begins to steal Ilya piece by piece, their forever turns into a heartbreaking countdown. A tender, devastating tale of love, loss, and the fight to hold on—until the end.
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15 Feb 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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10 Feb 2026
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Ilya's memories are scattered like debris after a car wreck, the best of them the glitter of a shattered window, the worst of them giant chunks of metal gouged across black asphalt. They often hit him in flashes or in his dreams. Ilya remembers being so in love it hurt, he remembers being alone in Boston and feeling the weight of his aloneness whenever he was away from his team. He remembers the cotton smell of his mother's perfume and summers basked in sunlight by a lake.
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The Centaurs' plane goes down over Georgia and Ilya Rozanov's body is never recovered.
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27 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.
OR: What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?
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27 Jan 2026
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Shane plans on going into the 2014-2015 season and doing everything in his power to make sure Rozanov doesn’t win the Cup. Fuck Vegas, fuck MVP, fuck that asshole for leaving him on read for half the summer. He’s going to personally ensure that it’s the Metros at the end of it all.
As it turns out, he doesn’t have to.
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An injury recovery fic where Shane and Ilya develop their relationship in the wake of a traumatic brain injury. Takes place after Episode 2 and diverges from canon there.Bookmarked by Nixi99
22 Jan 2026