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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Bang Chan crashes out on Bubble. Felix stages a phone-tervention. No one is wearing underwear.

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    After a concert that leaves him restless instead of relieved, Chan finds himself listening too closely. To laughter behind him, to breath caught in someone else’s throat, to the quiet authority in a voice saying “Stay still.”

    He’s always known how to lead. On stage. In the studio. In front of millions.

    What he didn’t expect was how much he would crave the opposite.

    As old songs resurface and new ones begin to take shape, Chan starts to understand that control isn’t a single direction. It’s a choice. And sometimes, the most dangerous thing isn’t losing control...

    It’s wanting to lose it.

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    18 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Sometimes, his phone buzzes late at night. Sometimes, Hyunjin's laugh is the raft tossed out to sea solely for him, speaking things of weightlessness: "Hyung, tell me about your day. Channie hyung, I haven't seen you in a few hours, so let's talk."

    As it usually goes, Chan is drawn to Hyunjin, so his body rises to the surface on those rare nights. It's nice, being able to breathe. Chan thinks it's even better to pretend the world ceases to exist when Hyunjin can allow him such a privilege.

    Or: learning the difference between loving and taking.

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    26 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    Jeongin got his socks and shoes soaked by an unexpected wave as he tried to take a selfie. Hyunjin trailed behind collecting shells. Chan laughed until his stomach hurt at Jisung, who made the mistake of bringing a bag of chips with him and was screaming and running around in serpentine patterns to escape a hungry seagull.

    But Felix was the only one next to him, knee deep in the cold sloshing sea, and in his eyes and his big grin was the same excitement Chan felt vibrating in his veins.

    The beach. He loved the beach.

    (a chanlix beach episode.)

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    23 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Sometimes the two of you just look so happy with each other." He doesn’t look up. “Maybe one day you’ll realise that you didn’t need me after all.”

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    20 Jan 2026