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   i knew love but i had not known one like this by stolehisredsweater

   Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   24 Aug 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Cal Kestis/Merrin
   • Cal Kestis
   • Merrin (Star Wars)
   • Greez Dritus
   • Cere Junda
   • BD-1 (Star Wars)
   • Canon Compliant
   • Post-Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • nightmare sequence describing the massacre on dathomir
   • Child Death
   • please proceed with some caution if that could be upsetting to you
   • Merrin Has PTSD
   • Soft Cal Kestis
   • Coffee is a love language
   • morning on bogano
   • greez cooks!
   • don't worry i've been to therapy and am doing fine
   • descriptions of battle droids and lightsabers killing young nightsisters
   • also grievous shows up in this he's just not identified by name
   • cause merrin def doesn't know who he is fs
   • technically still platonic merrical. they love each other tho. deeply even

   Summary

   Merrin looks away again and back out the window before quietly admitting, “I forgot where I was, for a moment. Just trying to remember.”

   Cal stands up, the floor creaking slightly, before coming up a level to the galley and stopping before he gets too close to her. He sets a hand on the tabletop, his voice gentle as he replies, “You’re probably just not all the way awake yet.”

   She doesn’t say anything back, but her shoulders droop a bit as she takes a shaky breath in. Cal takes another step closer, concern spreading across his face the longer she’s silent. “Mer?”

   Merrin nods her head this time, her loose hair waving lightly with the motion. “Perhaps not.”

   Series

   • Part 1 of how to start a garden

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,897

   Chapters:

   4/4

   Comments:

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   52

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   Bookmarked by Miramicah

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