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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    "...What you need is a friend..."

    Baldur’s Gate is rebuilding, the companions are drifting back to their own lives, and Astarion is left with a victory he can’t stand in the sunlight to enjoy. Elowen chooses not to move on. Instead, she walks the road with him as another traveling companion, sharing tents, watch shifts, and late-night honesty.

    What follows isn’t a grand prophetic quest, but a quieter, stubborn one: Elowen begins chasing half-whispers and forgotten lore about why the sun burns a vampire spawn who refused ascension. Ruins, odd priests, strange books, wrong questions in the wrong temples and little threads she calls “research” and he calls “madness,” even as he continues to follow her lead.

    Afterdawn is the stretch of road where nothing huge seems to happen from the outside: campfires, small jobs, detours, close calls, and two people circling something they have no words for yet. Underneath, Elowen is pulling on something old and bright and dangerous. By the end, that thread is tight enough that it’s not going to let either of them go.

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    31 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    After asking his leader and defender for a night of passion, Astarion struggles to figure out how to whoo her.

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    21 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    It isn’t weird if they both do it—that has been their sort of unspoken rule these past few years together.


    After Astarion and Wyll each came clean about their own less than romantic reasons for sleeping together, Wyll suggests that maybe they would be better off as friends. That’s completely, totally fine with Astarion. Sure, he’s in love with the man, but it’s fine.
    Their friendship starts to take a turn after Astarion learns how to transform into a bat, however. As a bat, he is soft, cute, helpless, and… he doesn’t hate that. As a bonus, Wyll also seems helpless to resist petting Astarion’s fluffy new fur.
    Maybe this can be their new dynamic, then. By night, they will travel the Sword Coast as a pair of dashing adventurers. By day, Astarion will shrink himself down to sleep on Wyll’s chest and tell himself that this is enough.


    This is the “strangers to lovers to friends to friends-with-benefits-but-only-when-one-of-them-is-a-bat to lovers” Wyllstarion pet-play-adjacent semi-accidental BDSM fic you never knew you needed.

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    28 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Astarion arrives at a tavern seeking work and shelter, convinced seduction is all he’s good for. Tav sees more in him than just another broken thing to pity.
    “You’re worth everything,” Tav says.
    Learning to believe it is harder than surviving Cazador ever was.

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    28 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Wyll arranges an inn room with a little privacy as a break from his and Astarion's frontier-saving travels

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    26 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Wyll, loving Karlach, has to talk her into returning to her greatest place of trauma for her to live. Both him and Astarion swear they will be with her, but is that enough?

    It wouldn't be for long. They have the support of powerful friends, a plan, and endless love for each other. What could go wrong?

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    16 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    With this new sensation, this beautiful sight, he has been distracted from noticing something was missing.

    Something has been absent since the worm entered his eye.

    The voice, Cazador’s voice. It’s gone.

    It’s gone.

    It’s gone.

    Astarion reels up to his feet, stumbling on the uneven ground in his fine shoes.

    Even in his dreams, even in the deepest of trances, Astarion can feel Cazador. The orders, the rules, that tug in his gut that pulls him, like a fish on a hook, back to the palace when he wanders too far. But it’s quiet.

    Astarion’s head has never had more physical occupants but has never been so quiet.

    His world hasn’t been this foreign in nearly 200 years, but that's what makes him realize with extreme clarity.

    Astarion is wide awake.

    AKA: Astarion finds himself far from home, safer than he's been in centuries, yet in more danger than ever. If he's going to keep this scrap of freedom he's going to need to fight for it, and he's going to need protection. Thankfully, a war criminal from the hells seems to fancy him. Best of all? She can’t be touched.

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    15 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shortly after Mizora's death, Wyll expects to follow in the footsteps of his friends who killed their abusers and have a sobbing breakdown.

    In all fairness, he does have a breakdown. He just goes sideways about it.

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    05 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 50

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    Walking in the black cold of the night, Wyll found a vampire in the road.

    In the road, buried up to his chest. Facing the east, where the sun would eventually roll up over the distant hill and set him alight.

    Wyll fixes it.

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    30 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 42

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    Astarion knows what he is: a used-up, dried-out, bitter-tongued spawn with hair like starlight, so beautiful that somehow men manage to overlook the rest of his flaws to their deaths. He knows that Wyll says he loves him. He knows that Wyll loves his hair.

    And he knows that if he cuts it off, the truth will come out.

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    27 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    Rowyn knew it'd be a tough fight, a fight for the future of her lover. Neither of them predicted what Cazador would do to her just to hurt Astarion. Now it's a fight against time as she bleeds and they reckon with her unavoidable death. Will it be the end or the start of a new forever?

     

    Part 1 in a series told out of order of Dark Urge Rowyn & Astarion!

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    25 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 53

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    Marriage,” Astarion repeats acridly, sharp crimson eyes cutting to Wyll across the mahogany after he slams his hands on the tabletop. “I’ve doffed one hellish prison, and they want to confine me to another.”

    “Astarion,” Wyll chides gently. “You’re one of the city's heroes, you’ve come into a large fortune, own property, and your charm is considerable.” Astarion’s glare is withering, not the least bit mollified. “When you want it to be,” Wyll adds on, knowing that he’s poking the spawn.

    “Why aren’t they hounding and tormenting you, then?” Astarion retorts, crossing his arms with a huff.

     

    (The one where Astarion and Wyll pretend to date to get high society off their backs, OR five times Astarion asks to drink Wyll's blood and the one time he doesn't have to.)

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    20 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 96

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    Astarion burns to death one lovely Baldurian morning.

    This has consequences.

    Or: the nine deaths of Astarion Ancunín, and the one he is saved from.

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    Comments:
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    20 Sep 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    13 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 29

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    It’s been over a year since Eve had to uproot her life and assume a new identity—anything to distance herself from the past she wishes she could forget. When an erratic, if oddly charming, newcomer stumbles into her place of work, she recognizes something familiar within him and the two can’t seem to stay away from each other. But Eve is not the only one running from her past.
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    An alternative, modern take on the Dark Urge x Astarion romance, filled with friendship, secrets, healing, and ABBA.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    04 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 79

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    At long last, after a grueling year in Avernus, Karlach, Wyll, and Astarion have found a way to remove Karlach's engine for good. Returning to Baldur's Gate (and a small cheap flat in the Lower City) Karlach recovers under the careful attentions of her lover, Wyll. There's only one problem: they've let Astarion stay with them. And though Astarion knows that this living arrangement must be temporary and the happy couple will get tired of his company soon enough, he finds himself growing attached to the little life they've made.

    It doesn't help that he's madly in love with both of them. Or that they're all sharing a bed.

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    01 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 38

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    Blood-slaked and vital as he has never been before, Astarion finds that his regenerative abilities have returned to him a certain ironic piece of anatomy. Naturally, he decides to play the virgin for Wyll.

    This goes about as well as could be expected.

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    Chapters:
    7/8
    Comments:
    152
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    24 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    This is about a headcanon I wanted to explore through narrative fiction. About how it would feel for Astarion to be properly fed after 200 years of starvation - because I cannot even imagine that it would feel “normal” for him to be satiated, despite his vampiric inclinations and instincts to drink whenever blood is available, and despite the painful hunger. I don’t know if it makes sense in the end but oh well.

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    7
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    20 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Leaving pain you lived with so long that it is part of who you think you are for something supposed to be better, but unfamiliar, is harder than most think.

  19. Public Bookmark 1

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    Fanart for Over an Open Field by backflips: Wyll goes for a late night drive to clear his head. Astarion needs to get as far away as possible—fast.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    18 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 27

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    An exploration of the second time Tav and Astarion have sex from Astarion's POV. Complete with the dawning realization that his little plan may not be going as perfectly as he thought it was, but before he's ready to reveal it to her in Act 2.

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    17 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The nice, simple plan falling apart. Shit. Shit shit shit.

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