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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Castiel can't remember why he flew to the motel, but he knows he had something important to tell Dean. He can't remember why Raphael put him in such a miserable state, but he knows Heaven was complicit. He can't remember why he can't remember, but every time he tries to figure it out—

    “You have to stop doing that! Stop trying to remember."

    “It’s important. It has to be. It wouldn’t be concealed otherwise.”

    “Castiel. Dean and I will figure something out.”

    But the angels are coming, and in between spells of unconsciousness and worsening symptoms, Castiel is realizing he won't be able to access whatever Heaven wanted him to forget.

    “Freaking out isn’t going to help, Dean!”

    “We’ve got Heaven on our tail and a blue rare angel steak on the bed. What am I supposed to do other than freak out?”

    But neither brother will listen when he tells them the memory is unrecoverable and they can't hide from Heaven as long as he's with them, and Castiel doesn't understand. There is no reason outside of hoping to recover his intended warning that the Winchesters would refuse time and again to leave a wounded, useless soldier behind.

    No reason at all.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Cas had one hand curled over his stomach, one grinding against his forehead, and his eyes were darting everywhere. Dean couldn’t catch his gaze. “I n-need to find—I need to get—safe.”

    “Let me help. It’s me, Cas. It’s me.”

    Something in Cas’s expression calmed, for a moment, but then he looked like he was on the verge of tears. “It’s me, we’re family,” he said, eyes finally looking at Dean straight-on, intense.

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    When Dean nearly runs over an injured Castiel on the way back from meeting Metratron at the end of 08x21, it doesn't take long to realize something is seriously wrong with his friend. More than he'd realized, more than Cas can hide. He can't speak, can't stand, can't remember things. Dean will have to swallow the bitter feelings he's been harboring since the crypt and help him, or Cas might not make it through the night. But if he does pull through, maybe Dean will get another chance to make Cas understand what he's been trying to say.

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    16 Dec 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    01 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Sherlock Holmes woke up sore, which was never a good sign. He would be lucky, if it was just from lying in the same position in the night. But as he sat up and took his walking stick, it became clear that it was one of those days. The pain was mostly in his hands and knees today, the retired detective noted as he was searching blindly for his spectacles on the bedside table.

    They weren’t there.

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    30 Sep 2025