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    “Rozanov, back up.”

    “Backing up,” Ilya said evenly, “But if he touches my husband again I will explore violence.”

    The reporter cleared her throat. "Thoughts on playing against Montreal again?"

    "They did not deserve Shane’s leadership." Ilya paused. "Certainly did not deserve his jawline."

    Shane exhaled, resigned. "You are sitting next to me for a reason.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agreed solemnly. “Leash.”

    @DownBadInOttawa
    There are FOSSILS less down than Rozanov. He is WHIPPED and PROUD of it.

    @MontrealDefenseSquad
    we are getting destroyed by a guy who just publicly admitted his husband controls him. this is the worst timeline.

    When Ottawa faces Montreal again, Shane keeps it professional. Ilya absolutely does not.

    Featuring: one infamous Hollanov Wikipedia page and a professional athlete with a marriage kink.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.

    And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.

    Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Ilya turned slightly toward the reporter. “Shane won’t say this, but it’s true. When your captain is calm, you don’t panic. You just… follow him.”

    The reporter blinked. “You’re talking about Shane’s leadership?”

    Ilya’s smile was devastating. “Am talking about my husband.”

    The room sucked in a collective breath. Husband. Said as if they were discussing muffin recipes.

    On the internet: Breaking: Shane Hollander maintains perfect composure while his teammate professes eternal devotion live on air.

    Shane agrees to one post-game interview with Ilya. Ilya is determined to make sure everyone knows how brilliant, beautiful, and perfect his husband is.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Ilya liked Shane’s parents. He really did. David and Yuna Hollander were entirely devoted to their only child–maybe sometimes a bit intense, if not a little overbearing, in Yuna’s case–and their attentiveness had moulded him into a kind, hardworking, and thoughtful man. Truly, their son was a testament to the quality of both their character’s–Shane’s soft underbelly nurtured by his father’s patient tone and earnest gaze and his shrewdness and talent sharpened by his mother’s fierce mettle. Shane was the sum of his parent’s parts, yet entirely his own, and Ilya was very grateful to the tender, yet firm, hands that had shaped the man he loved. But right now, well, right now Ilya was not their biggest fan.

     

    Jane:
    My parents are going to be staying at my place after the game on Friday.

     

    Ilya missed Shane. Ilya really needed to have sex with Shane. Now the man's parents were in the way.

     

    Or: Ilya is finally seeing Shane for the first time since their summer at the cottage but Shane's parents crash their first evening alone in weeks. Set during that agonising final season Ilya plays for Boston.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s eyes snap open. Wait a second.

    “Ilya,” Shane says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ilya, wake up.”

    Ilya makes a pained noise, eyes still shut. “I shut curtains already.”

    “It’s not that. Ilya, hey. Don’t go back to sleep.” Ilya tries to bury back into Shane’s chest, but adrenaline knifes through Shane’s hangover long enough for him to peel Ilya off and roll him into his back. Ilya blinks blearily up at him, starfished in the sheets. Beautiful and naked and missing his mother’s cross.

     

    OR: When Ilya’s cross goes missing after the Centaurs celebrate their first Stanley Cup win, Shane is determined to get it back. And so are the Centaurs. And the rest of Ottawa.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    21 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 36

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    He just wants to give her a single moment of respite.

    A minute where she can just be.

    With a friend, with a man who loves her.

    Where she can lay down her head—and her captain’s shield—for awhile.
    **

    Post-ep.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    01 Feb 2026

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    He can still picture her pacing in the interview room, distractingly beautiful in her slim jeans and fitted shirt. Dark brown hair just long enough to tuck behind her ear with a finger. 

    It’s a wonder any perps ever kept their wits about them with her circling around like that; a shark in Levi’s.

    If he’d been in the hot seat back then, her big brown eyes, pert breasts and acid tongue directed at him, he would’ve folded in a second.

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    A little post ep fic for Hubris.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “Well… it’s just!!! Lead archaeologists do fieldwork all the time!”

    And her boyfriend’s wiry bushy brows furrow like two inching caterpillars. “Come again?”

    She closes her eyes and lets her head fall against the headboard. “Lead archaeolgists do fieldwork all the fucking time why is it such a problem I do it, as a lead, as the Captain?”

    Can be seen as a companion to "changes" and "pressure" or read as a standalone.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Five years after Elliot Stabler’s return, Olivia Benson still fears losing him again. Their bond remains undeniable, yet shaped by silence neither knows how to break. As honesty replaces distance, Olivia must face what she avoided for years: things have changed, and she never let herself acknowledge it. Together they untangle fear, guilt and old habits, and discover that love can begin where certainty ends.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “Sergeant Bell. Detective Stabler.” Trevor’s tone is smooth and careful. He knows their history or, whatever parts people presume they know about them.
    Elliot nods back, eyes flicking between them with too much awareness to be casual.
    “Liv,” he says warmly, and it is both professional and personal. “So this is the glamorous part of command.”
    Olivia’s smile tightens. “The annual reminder that everyone looks better under dim lighting and budget champagne.”
    Bell laughs. “She’s not wrong.”
    Olivia gestures at Elliot’s tux. “Detective Stabler, I’m impressed. You clean up extremely well.”
    Elliot smirks. “Yeah, well, Sergeant here made me try on fourteen jackets. She threatened to call Fashion Crimes on me if I walked in wearing the wrong cut.”
    Ayanna lifts a brow. “Fourteen was generous. Twelve of them looked like you stole them off college freshmen. Your gym chest cannot fit into regular tuxedo.”

     

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    They were fine. Really. Everything between them was steady, manageable, almost ordinary, until one night, the sound of their laughter tasted like the relief they had been waiting for. Elliot and Olivia decide that that laughter needed to be bottled.

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    24 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 53

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    "The paramedics lift him carefully, securing straps across his shoulders and legs. He does not resist, but his gaze stays locked on the children until the last possible second.

    As they wheel him toward the stairs, Olivia finally steps closer, close enough to be heard over the noise. “You’re going to make a full statement,” she says. “When you’re stable.”

    He nods, eyes half-lidded now, exhaustion cutting through the adrenaline.

    “Badge number six three one three,” he says again, as if it matters that she remembers. “Don’t let them bury this.”

    “I won’t,” she promises."

     

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    Olivia Benson learned how to survive alone.
    Elliot Stabler learned how to carry everyone else.

    In an AU where they meet as adults with full lives and unfinished grief and their connection unfolds quietly: through cases, shared silences, an unexplainable pull, loyalty, and the long path of learning how not to walk away.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Olivia’s mind suddenly wandered back to Elliot’s eyes, all those years back, after being shot by Bushido. In that moment, Olivia felt that she was going to lose him and her tears flowed unabashedly. She didn’t know if he was conscious but remembered caressing his forehead in the ambulance and repeating “stay with me, El” “please don’t leave me”.

    She was bereft and lost and in that moment of helplessness, she remembered Elliot’s God. She had raced to the tiny chapel of the hospital and begged God for his grace and promised Him - as long as Elliot was safe, she was willing to pay any price. The promise seemed almost innocent in that desperate moment for she didn’t know how to pray, or what to say to Him. She was only striking a deal, a plea bargain of sorts with a party who had more power. But God kept his side of the bargain and years later, when she packed up Elliot’s desk, she remembered that she had to keep hers.

     

    Olivia Benson had prayed once and her wish was granted. She clung to that bargain. Now she is finding out that there is more that lies between living, almost dying and actually dying.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    She almost misses it when he grabs a mug from the cabinet, his back to her as he fills up the Keurig with a French Vanilla pod, muttering something about weekend plans in February.

    “Want to get dinner?” He looks over his shoulder to see if she’s listening.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Olivia runs.

    It’s raining, the storm is about two minutes away from completely talking over, the wind is howling and the rain is fighting her every step, but she runs, down the empty street, through the gate and to his door, harsh, heavy breaths leave her chest as rain beats down on her while she stares at the door.

    She knocks before she can talk herself out of it. She’s come this far. She has to see him.

    They can’t end like that. With him thinking she doesn’t care.

    That’s she’s happy to be nothing to him.

    She could have died today and their last conversation would have been that one.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    It's starts with a simple call that leads to a conversation a long, long time in the making. Elliot and Olivia finally open up to each other about everything and have a frank, no-holds-barred conversation that eventually leads them to mutual understanding, and hopefully to Olivia's willingness to let Elliot back into her life in the way they have both been craving for so, so long.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Missing scene from L&O 25x9 / SVU 27x9 Crossover

    She knew Elliot would hear the true horror of the moment in her voice when she called, ostensibly to ask for OC's help in their unfolding human trafficking case, but truly because she just wanted to hear his voice amidst the multiple disasters surrounding her. She wasn't sure what he would do after he listened to her message, but she was less than surprised when he met her outside the ER doors.

    His presence turns out to be fortuitous as she navigates her own injuries, ignored in light of what had happened to Bruno...but can she finally let go and let him take care of her?

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    13 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    “It scare you?” he asks.

    All day long, all she’d wanted was this.

    Olivia breathes, more clear now. “Yeah,” she admits. “Yeah, it did.”

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    11 Jan 2026

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