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- Merlin (TV) (24)
- Criminal Minds (US TV) (21)
- Supernatural (TV 2005) (18)
- Stargate Atlantis (5)
- Torchwood (2)
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What is hidden can't stay a secret forever. It's the way of the mortal world, even in the Pegasus Galaxy. For John? His true heritage and the reason why his Ancient Gene comes so natural to him reveals itself on M6X-950. Where the bite of an alien butterfly ends his life as he knew it. Slowly the blood in his veins runs as cold as the planet was. His heart following suit… except it's always beaten that much faster for Rodney. His so alive friend. His saviour. His soulmate. Wait. What?
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For far too long John has lied about his second gender by hiding it as well as his sexuality. It's reached the point where he's forgotten about his inner omega. Biology however is more resilient than the silence his late father (who'd cast him out because of it), the Air Force (no omegas allowed) and the DADT legislation have put upon him. Love is too. His fate and home found in Atlantis. With team member slash friend Rodney; whose flawed, socially inept and often misunderstood personality are part of the attraction for John. Why everything he thought he knew about himself is uprooted in one passionate night of them celebrating life by creating a new one. Unplanned. What about his future now?!
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In which Anderson gets the call to come over to the bar and drive his intoxicated boss home. The one he's got a secret crush on… except this once his longing is about to be answered. For Hotch? He's empowered by the whisky to ask for what he wants. One night in which to forget that he's straight.
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Action speaks louder than words. Romance too. For where John has whisked Rodney away to their perch on the pier to escape the loud New Year's Eve party going on in the mess hall... it is his far braver friend who points out his true reason for doing so. Love.
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Rodney has got to know. Where does John go off to when he half excuses himself for his retreats? On Christmas Eve he follows his friend out into the sunset... in which an even greater yet silent revelation awaits him. Love. Warm and easy.
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A series of porn with feelings oneshots set around Castiel and Sam Winchester.
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In an alternate universe Aaron Hotchner is a wildcat shifter. A black leopard with an exotic, foreign and triple strained DNA. A catch for shifter traffickers... and their leader; a biology professor with a sadistic streak. They who catch him on the day he'd intended to propose to his mate Spencer Reid. Can he escape from their cage? Get back to his human side and life after they collar him firm to his feline half? Or is he doomed to live as Orion the Leopard forever? And even should he escape... what does it mean for his future when it comes at a cost...
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Summary: A series of four MA-rated Merthur scenes set in both canon AU and modern AU.
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A christmas getaway for secret lovers Spencer Reid and Aaron Hotchner leads to their coming out on New Year's Eve. Or a set of back to back stories written in reponse to the Quan Tea Co Montly Challenges prompts of December 2021.
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In this alternate universe Sam Winchester is a retired hunter gone white witch and Castiel is his (feline) familiar. Sam has survived an encounter with the devil, but rather than walk away from it he's now wheelchair bound, missing most of his leg. That however doesn't stop him from helping innocents, and standing behind his brother Dean with research. Trauma too plagues Castiel. Labelled as a feral being by his kind he was put on a leash by his controlling ex and too proud family until he could take it no more. Shunned, but guided by magic, he walked the streets until he falls in the lap of Sam... this is where their story begins.
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"I want to try something," Rodney says.
Bookmarked by Matthew1972
14 Jan 2026
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John could have used that line he’d used before – “I’m a sub but I’m not your sub.” He wasn’t just there for the taking of any Dom who wanted. But he’d been McKay’s since the moment the man first told him what to do, which was just a few seconds after meeting him.
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- Part 1 of On his knees
Bookmarked by Matthew1972
28 Nov 2025
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When the Pegasus parasite begins erasing everything that makes Rodney McKay who he is, John becomes the last thing anchoring him to himself. Through sleepless nights and impossible choices, John holds him together with equal parts desperation and devotion - until Keller intervenes, forcing him to face what it’s cost him to care this much.
After the solution The Shrine provided, the team begins to heal. Everyone except them. John can’t stop hovering, and Rodney can’t stop remembering the things John said when he thought no one was listening.
Love, duty, and survival have always blurred together in Pegasus. But when caring turns into needing, and needing becomes something John can’t hide anymore, both men have to learn what comes after saving each other.
A story about memory, burnout, and the kind of love that endures being forgotten.
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Or, another The Shrine Interlude
Bookmarked by Matthew1972
02 Nov 2025
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Living in a powder keg and giving off sparks.
John falls apart after a terrible day, and Rodney comforts him.
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- Part 31 of Whumptober 2025 (mcshep's version)
Bookmarked by Matthew1972
31 Oct 2025
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For kinktober I’ve decided not to do every prompt, instead I chose a few to do. This’ll get updated every three days, as I’m also updating two other kinktober fics
Enjoy!!!
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- Part 2 of Kinktober 2025
Bookmarked by Matthew1972
26 Oct 2025

