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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He knew that dropping was important. It was simple. He needed to pass his physicals to be allowed to play, and if he didn’t drop he didn’t pass. So he handled it the same way he handled everything. With routines and plans and schedules. He took suppressants on game days, dropped at least once a week during off days. Most of the time, he regressed by himself. It was easier that way, less embarrassing. He had it down to a science. Drop days started with oatmeal. He would teeter for most of it, hover just high enough outside of his headspace to be able to do things like feed himself and shower without supervision, and then before he’d go to sleep he’d sink into it properly. It kept his levels balanced enough for the team doctor to clear him, and kept his dignity in tact as much as he was able too.

    Home days were different.

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    Shane is a little. He likes to think he's good at managing it. Some people (RE: literally everyone else) would disagree. Good thing he has parents who love him.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Nobody knows Shane Hollander is a classified little and that’s exactly how he wants to keep it. Things don’t go to plan thanks to caregiver Ilya Rozanov

    **previous title “Papoolya”

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    09 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    In which Billy gets a second chance at having a family and a second chance at innocence.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Shane desperately needs a job and applies to be a House Omega, not realizing it is for a member of the Russian mob.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are in the playoffs with the Centaurs. Shane is worried about their marriage and daily comfort in each other becoming a distraction. So he proposes a wager that he believes will help their team win the cup.

    If Shane wins, he gets to be the starting center with Ilya as his wing the next season.
    If Ilya wins, he gets a Ducati and Shane riding on the back of it.

    Hopefully, the team wins the Stanley Cup, and the Hollander-Rozanov wager doesn't become more distracting than their love for one another.

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    19 Jan 2026