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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya feels okay until he gets off the plane, and sees Shane's text message with his license plate number, so he can find the car, and his stomach flips. This is it. This is really happening. For the next two weeks, he and Shane Hollander will be in the same place at the same time. They have never spent so much time together, not even close. Ilya wonders if they will get sick of each other after a few days, and he will leave early, join Svetlana in Russia as he had planned. He almost hopes that Hollander drives him crazy. It would be easier.

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    This is what he tries to tell himself when he thinks about Shane Hollander: It's better that they are nothing. He should have never started up again with Hollander after the Olympics, should never have let Hollander into his room in Las Vegas. He would be over this by now. He would be done. Now, he does not know how long it will take, not with having to see Hollander over and over again, games, awards, interviews, fucking commercials. The whole world seems intent on throwing Hollander back in his fucking face.

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    18 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    For the next two years, this is how it works between Ilya and Shane Hollander: they text, and whenever they find themselves in the same geographic location, they meet, they fuck. It becomes a routine, although it is never boring. Ilya learns that Hollander does actually live in the condo in Montreal, its sterile nature the result of a cleaning service and Hollander's own particular nature. He learns that when Hollander wins he is more demanding in bed, and when he loses, he is more willing. He learns that Hollander is funnier via text than he thought, but not sexier.

    Ilya should be happy. He has never had a regular thing like this with a man. He never thought it would be possible. And he likes it, he does, especially when Hollander is spread out on the bed in front of him, but.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ilya does not ask if Hollander has been with other men since the last time they were together. It does not matter. Ilya has been with several other men in these last years, in Russia, where everyone understands the importance of the secret they are keeping, and he thinks probably Hollander has found someone else to experiment with. Why wouldn't he? Hot, famous, rich guy like him? It makes sense.

    But Hollander hasn't.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ilya Rozanov has seen the tape on Hollander, seen his blazing speed and his quick hands, his almost psychic ability to know where the puck will be. Hollander is a magician on the ice, the best prospect in the world except for Ilya himself.

    But up close, Hollander looks young. Soft. Western. He has big eyes and freckles across his nose like a little kid. He is attractive in the way that many young men are attractive, his face not yet hardened by the work of the real world, and he seems nervous to be out here, nervous to be seen with Ilya. Because Ilya has been forced to learn everything about Hollander, Ilya knows that Hollander is older than him, not much, a few weeks. But looking at him, Ilya feels weary and old. He hates that.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “Fuck off, Hollander”, Barrett said harshly, that playful tone in his voice all gone. Then Barrett won the face-off and set off with the puck toward Montreal’s side of the ice.
    Shane set after him, irritation sizzling inside. His only thought was that it kind of sucked that from now on he would have to deal with two assholes playing on the same team. Not in the same way of course.

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    "Troy kicked off his shoes furiously as he simultaneously pulled the toque off his head and threw it on the floor. One of the shoes hit the wall, leaving a dirty slushy mark. He criss-crossed between boxes and suitcases as the rest of his outerwear ended up on the floor. He didn’t have a hanger yet, and if he was in charge, he wouldn’t need to buy one anyway because he would be the fuck out of Boston as soon as possible."

    Or; What if tuna melt never happens? What if Shane and Ilya's relationship is based on communication? What if Troy Barrett gets traded to Boston?

    A story about friendship, love and care and how to come to terms with all your flaws and mistakes. It's also a story about books and what they can teach us.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane may be unaware of exactly how beautiful he is, but Ilya isn't.

    Neither, to Ilya's frustration, is the overeager reporter who is currently interviewing his husband.

    Good thing Ilya has no problem reminding everyone exactly who Shane belongs to.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    And when Ilya lifts his head, gaze roving through the crowd, Shane can’t look away, pinned in place when those hazel eyes land on him. The smile Ilya had been wearing falters, his hands stilling on the woman’s waist. His body still moves with the music, but Ilya is a man transfixed, staring at Shane in a way that makes his skin prickle.

    And for a moment the world quiets.

    The music dulls to a distant thrum, the press of bodies fading until there’s only the space between them. Shane can hear his own breathing, too loud, too unsteady, his heart hammering like it’s trying to break free. Ilya’s gaze holds him there, captive, sharp and searching, stripping everything else away.

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    18 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 55

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    Put Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov and Scott Hunter in a room to film an underwear commercial together—what could possibly go wrong?

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    18 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 91

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    When Shane Hollander and Rose Landry get engaged, it seems that Shane and Ilya's tumultuous love affair is finally over for good. Except that for some reason Ilya finds himself caring a little too much about those news, while Shane wonders why doing the right thing feels... wrong.

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    18 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    When Rose comes to visit Shane and Ilya for Labour Day weekend, Shane imposes a no sex rule. The walls are thin and he's just not comfortable with the idea, okay? Ilya thinks this is the stupidest thing he's ever heard and is intent on getting Shane to crack. So what if he's maybe acting a tiny bit possessive? He's not jealous. Russians do not do this.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    From @midpollo_'s twitter prompt : Shane puts himself up for a date at the Irina Foundation gala to prove Ilya wrong. Rose bids as a joke, a mysterious man raises the stakes, and jealous Ilya jumps in to win. ♥

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is wallowing after getting back from Montreal, when there's a knock at his door. Shane Hollander is here, and probably definitely going to break up with him for real.

    or: alternate version where shane flew to boston after his convo with rose, instead of waiting for the all-star game

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    18 Feb 2026

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    an opposing player flirts with shane during a game and ilya has a totally normal level headed reaction when he plays against the man the following week

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    “Weird stuff to be honest, kept calling me ‘pretty boy’ which like whatever I get that a lot,” shuffling sounds came through the phone, and Ilya knew Shane was putting his bag down and unpacking his stuff from his game, he was so predictable. “But he really hammed it up, like complimenting me? Like, I know it was supposed to piss me off, but it just felt strange.”
    Ilya sat up and put the phone directly to his ear, he felt anger brewing under his skin. He had a theory and needed to investigate it without Shane realizing anything.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I did not have a crush on Hollander,” Troy argues.

    “So wanting his number is not having a crush?” Dykstra asks.

    “Jesus Christ,” Troy murmurs under his breath.

    Harris feels like he should take pity on his boyfriend. “Hey, hey, it’s okay. I had a crush on Hollander too.”

    It’s close enough to the truth. Harris is not going to confess that in the depths of his crush, he wrote fanfiction about Shane. And he certainly is not going to elaborate on all the plot points from the rare heart condition requiring expensive care in the United States to being sold by his family to Shane Hollander to cover the debt.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “Barrett, your turn. What did you think of Hollander?”

    Troy must have had more to drink than he thought. Or he makes bad decisions without Harris right next to him. Or he must have a death wish. That has to be the reason why he says what he does: “I thought he was a fucking babe.”

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Something went wrong. Ilya knows something did. He’s not sure about Hollander, but he felt it. That night ended shitty. Hollander has never texted him–nor replied to any of his messages since then, either. And Ilya could’ve gone mad. Or crazy. Could’ve gone to him face to face and started cursing him out. Because how could Hollander not reply to him, the Ilya Rozanov? Russia’s beloved team captain. Stanley Cup owner. The guy who fucks him like crazy until the only thing that could be heard in the room was him repeatedly calling for Ilya’s last name like it was prayer.

    He could’ve, but he didn’t.

     

    Shane is avoiding Ilya. Ilya tries his best not to go batshit crazy.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    MLH Star Shane Hollander Seen Entering Rose Landry’s Upper West Side Mansion: Are They On Again?

    Immediately, his stomach sank. He stared at the photo attached to the article; Rose embracing him, kissing his cheek, a wide smile on her face. It sure looked like they were back together.

    “They’re talking about us again,” Shane said, looking at his phone anxiously, “I didn’t mean to cause a big stir-”

    “Shane, they freak out when I walk down the street to the bodega,” Rose said, idly turning a page in her magazine, “It’s not that serious.”

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Three times Ilya was definitely not jealous about Rose Landry, and one time he didn't have to be. (3+1)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “Is he a good hockey player?”

    His question was met with silence for a few moments. When he couldn't take it anymore, he glanced at the other and found that Ilya was still looking back, his face now serious and calculating.

    “Miller is OK. You are better.”

    Or, Ilya has a new teammate and Shane gets a little jealous.

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    18 Feb 2026

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