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    After the lawsuit, Buck notices a pattern: when he's hurt, people are kinder to him. When he bleeds, they pay attention.

    He believes that when the universe scream, you must listen, so he does and he obeys, because that's how he comes back home.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Earn love till the 118 realise what its really mean.

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    Fix-it- fic. S09E08 -War

    While I was so worried about all of you... were any of you even a little bit worried about me? 'How's Hen doing?'... Yeah... a question nobody was asking." Buck scoffed loudly.

     "Are you kidding me, as dementia to your list of symptoms" Buck growled as Athena's hand tightened on his. 

    "Excuse me?" Hen asked in shock

    "Buck?" Athena spoke calmly.

    "No! I'm sorry Athena but No" Buck snapped, his eyes boring into Hen. "You just said no one checked on you after Bobby's death, no one asked if you were upset, that we all were stuck in our own head. So either you have dementia, or you're telling yourself and everyone here stories to fit your narative" fury bleeding from his eyes "I checked on you

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    The intervention at Athena's ends with an explosive revelation, can the 118 fire family fix what they ignored

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Buck stand up for himself... not evrebody like that.

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    “Why?” Eddie voiced his question.

    Buck wasn’t prepared for that. He was prepared for anger at leaving the way he did, and appreciation for bringing his son home. He wasn’t prepared for Eddie to question his motive, and he wasn’t prepared to answer.

    “Eddie-” Buck started.

    “Why did you do all of that?”

    Buck quickly scrambled his mind for an answer that wasn’t ‘because I love you’ and ‘the thought of you leaving made me want to die’, his mind only supplying the other facts of the situation.
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    The best way to keep Eddie (the recently identified love of his life) from leaving him for Texas, is to bring Christopher back to L.A. Facing a few weeks off work following a brief kidnapping, Buck leaves for Texas without telling anyone. The mission? Bring Christopher home. Will Buck be successful?

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Order of things ... choas for Buck ... goal ... bring Chris home

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    Buck returns to work after the lawsuit to find his welcome isn't very warm. Some of the 118 crew are more upset than others and it soon turns violent.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Post-lawsuit ... beating ... 118 to rescue

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    for the absolutely infallible @eddiesdiaz who asked me on Tumblr:
    High school au where Buck’s the sad lonely kid with the shit family and Eddie’s the popular captain of the wrestling team who makes it his personal mission to make Buck an honorary Diaz and convince him that he deserves nice things I am just saying
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    Buck was good at going unseen.

    It was a defense mechanism—his parent’s couldn’t get upset with what they didn’t realize was there—and it had only amped up once Maddie graduated. Once she went off to college, Buck had no reason to be a distraction anymore, to try and pull attention off of anyone; so he just got better at it. He could pick things up and set them down without a sound. He constantly walked on the balls of his feet. He even kept his breathing even, slow and low, whenever he wasn’t alone.

    Buck was invisible to absolutely everyone.

    Well… everyone except Eddie Diaz.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Teen buddie ... child abuse