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Neil is Demi, but Andrew is Gay. It's a distinction Neil's never really paid attention to before, barely thought twice about at least in regards to himself. But after an incident at Eden's, and a specific comment from Andrew, Neil starts wondering if there are several things he hasn't noticed. It leads him on a downward spiral of self-doubt, depression, and his usual martyr-like tendencies that can only have one conclusion. He loves Andrew so he wants him to be happy- even if it's with someone else. So he'll let him go...but only if he asks.
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- Part 1 of I Will Always Choose You
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20 Feb 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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19 Feb 2026
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Neil has temporary amnesia, and Andrew is disconcertingly attractive. This is especially disconcerting because Neil was pretty sure he didn't swing. Nicky is endlessly pleased by the entire situation.
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19 Feb 2026
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“What are you doing?” Tobio asks, giving Atsumu-san his yakiimo.
“Taking a pic!” Atsumu-san says cheerfully, typing something out on his phone, “My boyfriend peeling sweet potatoes for me. How romantic!”
“Why would you need a picture of that?” Tobio asks around a mouthful of warm sweet potato.
(The sweet potato was really good and maybe worth the later stress felt by all parties involved.)
“So everyone knows how wonderfully you treat me,” Atsumu-san singsongs, picking up his chopsticks and digging into his noodles.
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In which Atsumu posts way too many pictures of his boyfriend and Tobio, in an attempt to not make it a big deal, turns in into an even bigger deal...- Language:
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24 Jan 2026
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It was a new lifeguard.
And he wasn’t a Beta, either.
No, he was.
All. Alpha.
Now that Steve looked around, he noticed that the prime deck chairs all held posing, preening, perfectly coiffed Omegas, mostly mated but still blatantly ogling the new lifeguard.
There was a lot of him to ogle.
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23 Jan 2026