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    Shane thought about it, a lot more than he should've. And it showed. It showed in the way he'd begged Ilya to sell his Ducati the summer they got married. It showed in the number of times he'd had to calm his racing mind when Ilya took twenty minutes longer than expected at the grocery store.

    It showed in his heaving breaths, now. He was sitting up in his bed, his husband sleeping peacefully next to him, and he felt like he was on the edge of a panic attack.

    The plane didn't crash, and Ilya didn't die.

    Shane still feels the aftershocks.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Fix-it he didn't die.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    GORGEOUS. One of the saddest fic series I've ever read. SO WORTH THE tears.

  3. Rec *

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    Ilya didn't want to die.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Gosh why do you hurt me so? 😭 (SO GOOD, SO SAD)

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    This was one of the saddest fics I've ever read but it was oh so beautiful!

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    In pursuit of a sorcerer, Arthur and his knights stumbled into a cave. As the ceiling collapsed on them, Merlin had no choice except to reveal his magic or let all his friends die. That choice was not a choice at all.

    As Merlin's magic began to run out and tensions with the knights run high, it seemed he might have made the wrong choice after all.

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    30 Nov 2025