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“I don’t skip meals just because I feel like it.”
“Dah, yes,” Ilya rolls his eyes, throwing his hands up in the air. He feels insane. Shane not understanding his worth makes him insane. “Obviously. You skip meals because you don’t believe you deserve it. So much better, Hollander.”
He knows it's the wrong thing to say the second the words leave his mouth. Shane, stunned in silence as all the air leaves his lungs.
or, Ilya knows Shane's habits, and Shane is having a bad eating day
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12 Feb 2026
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it's gone (all red now) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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If this is what growing up feels like, Shane Hollander doesn’t want it.
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5 times nobody took Shane Hollander seriously + the 1 time they finally are forced to.
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10 Feb 2026
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“Holy shit! Have you all seen this?!” He yelled out with glee, breaking through the noise of the locker room. Several heads turned to look in his direction. Cameau’s eyes were glued to his phone, and he had an almost manic smile on his face. He continued to swipe down his screen and let out a booming laugh. Hayden caught Shane’s eye and raised his eyebrows in question to gauge whether or not Shane knew what had Cameau so fucking happy. Shane just shrugged and rolled his eyes.
“Are you going to tell us what you’re looking at or just keep laughing like an asshole?” Mitty piped back as he zipped up his bag and threw it over his shoulder. Drapeau walked over to Comeau to glance over his shoulder at this phone, and his eyes almost comically bugged out. He let out a sharp laugh.
“Who would have thought Rozanov was a fucking faggot!” Drapeau exclaimed as he threw his head back.
Shane felt like his heart stopped. The air was suddenly thicker. His vision blurred. He was pretty sure he was about to pass out.
Or, ghosts from Ilya's past make Shane realize he was always going to risk it all for the other man.
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09 Feb 2026
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The Soft Animal of Your Body by Butterbeerandbutterknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
Love what it loves-Mary Oliver
Or, after years of struggling with an eating disorder, Shane literally and metaphorically spills his guts in front of Ilya.Bookmarked by Lexi429
09 Feb 2026
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On a plastic stick there is a clear, dark plus sign.
Positive. Fucking positive.
His phone, clenched tightly in his hand, rings. It's Ilya.
Shane turns to the toilet, drops to his knees and throws up.
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Shane finds out he is pregnant in a middle of a play-off run.- Language:
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09 Feb 2026