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“The church was… the only path before me, at the time, and I never questioned it," Beatrice admits.
“And now?” he asks, looking concerned, and Bea realizes she’s curled into herself against the counter. She didn’t even notice how small she’d become. He offers her the sugar. She takes it.
“Now, I think differently,” Beatrice says, rising to her full height, rolling her shoulders back. Now, the future is an open road, and she’s got her hands at ten and two and her foot on the gas.
Now, she sees how wrong it was: to be pushed into giving up her life as if it would mean she would no longer ache to live it, as if that could ever be possible. Now, she is learning how to choose herself. Sometimes when you’ve suffered a whole lot, it’s hard to stop, but she’s trying. She takes a sip of her tea, savoring the sweetness on her tongue.
“What about God?”
“What about Him?” Beatrice answers, trying to sound sure of herself. “I'm– I'm fairly confident that He still loves me.”
(Or, post-canon Beatrice, learning how to love herself while she waits for Ava to come back.)
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05 Dec 2025
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Thank God for her sneakers or else this would have looked more like she was pulling a dead body. Oh fuck. Did it look like she was carrying a dead body? Her pace increased out of pure fear. This literally could not be happening right now. She was done for. Ava’s fans would kill her. They wouldn’t even question her. They would tear her apart limb from limb in some sadistic medieval torture session while chanting along to one of their idol’s songs.
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Ava is a global pop sensation, a household name known for her breathtaking vocals, captivating stage presence, and undeniable charisma. She’s at the height of her career, with sold-out world tours, chart-topping hits, and a fanbase that adores her every move. Beatrice, the enigmatic and vulnerable lead singer of The Cruciforms, is her opposite in every way. She doesn’t chase the spotlight, it finds her. As The Cruciforms carve their way into the mainstream with their honest lyrics and genre defying sound, Beatrice remains a mystery, a fragile storm drawing Ava and the world in with every word she sings.
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25 Oct 2025
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The wolf was a curse, a disease, a mark of something in her soul that looked like leprosy. It was the dying gift of a demon that Beatrice had received by accident. If she could have peeled herself open, she would have gotten rid of it. She couldn't. It was too valuable for the OCS to lose.
Ava did not care what the OCS valued or didn't value. When Ava peeled her open, she wanted everything she saw.
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Ava learns, in her first moments in the OCS, that Beatrice is different. Then she sees it for herself: teeth, blood, crushing grip. Only it doesn't matter, not really. Ava doesn't care about blurring lines that she doesn't believe in.
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19 Sep 2025
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...our arms fill with miracles. What if Mac had brought Jerry up to the News Night floor to answer for what he'd done? How would that have changed things?
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30 Mar 2025
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It is weird, in a way, that it has taken the death of his father to be able to say out loud what he has known for months.
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30 Mar 2025
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The first time Ava saw her was during the summer heatwave of '62.
Ava had worked at Sal's Diner since she was sixteen, and after three years of slinging hash and pouring coffee for truckers and locals, she'd developed a sixth sense about customers. The regulars who'd tip well. The ones who'd camp out for hours nursing a single cup. The handsy jerks who thought a waitress uniform was an invitation.
But her? She was something else entirely.
It's 1962 in the middle-of-nowhere Pennsylvania, and Ava Silva's life runs on diner coffee and routine—until Beatrice Bennett walks in with her fancy camera and turns everything upside down. A professional photographer with stories in her eyes and a habit of disappearing, Beatrice becomes Ava's favorite irregular regular. But when two years of silence follow their summer together, Ava thinks it's over... until the bell above the diner door jingles one rainy night in '64, and there she stands.
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- Part 2 of time capsule
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21 Mar 2025
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Diego elbows Ava lightly in the side to get her attention. "Ava? How come you don't have a boyfriend?" he asks.
What if it’s because of him? What if she’s so busy always trying to make sure that he’s taken care of that she’s missing out on all the things other nineteen-year-olds get to do?
"Huh?" There's a pause, and he can almost see Ava's brain stutter into stillness before lurching back to life. "Well, um, Diego, it's like — I'm really — if I thought that — see, it’s more like —"
He hears Lilith scoff and turns towards her. "It's not that hard. Kid, Ava's down bad for —"
"Shut up, Lilith," Ava grinds out, cutting her off.
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After leaving St Michael’s, Ava does everything she can to support Diego, including taking him to extracurriculars. Beatrice is his aikido instructor, and it changes everything.
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- Part 1 of Land Upright
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26 Jan 2025
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It was a rainy September afternoon when Ava first saw the nun.
She was cutting through the arts and theater building to avoid the downpour, her sneakers squeaking shamefully on the nice tile floor as she hurried through, hoping she'd be able to make it her to the student union without getting any more waterlogged and damning herself for the thousandth time for not bringing an umbrella, when she happened to notice someone leaning against the wall of a hallway as she passed. She slowed down and realized the person was a nun, navy blue habit and all. And she looked like she was having a panic attack.
Ava keeps running into a nun around campus and they become friends. Just friends, of course, Ava is definitely not developing a crush.
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19 Jan 2025
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When Beatrice Zhao, aspiring art conservator, gets the news that her employer won’t sponsor her work visa, she has to make a decision: return to England and subject herself to the purview of her overbearing (and homophobic) parents or try something reckless, desperate, and most certainly illegal.
Ava Silva’s main concerns are:
i) getting out of swim practice early
ii) making it to her volunteer shift on time
iii) what to eat for dinner
That is until her friend Camila shows up with a huge favor to ask.--
“Bea.” Ava tilts forward to take her hands. “You are literally one of the most interesting people I have ever met.” Beatrice opens her mouth but Ava pushes on. “I have loved getting to know you over these past weeks and I can’t wait to deceive the American government with you. I am all in.”
Beatrice is blushing furiously.
“Thank you,” she chokes out.
“The pleasure is all mine, babe.”
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28 Dec 2024
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After a disastrous blind date, Beatrice is desperate to stop her cousin Camila from meddling in her love life. So she tells Camila her date was a resounding success. She never expects the lie to come back to bite her in the ass.
Ava Silva dreams of finding her soulmate, but after their train wreck date she knows it is not Beatrice. When new business partner Camila gushes about how happy she is that she and Beatrice hit it off, Ava is more than confused.
Beatrice begs Ava to go along with it, and she reluctantly agrees to pretend they are dating. After all, there's no chance they will catch real feelings.
But maybe opposites can attract when true love is written in the stars?
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An AU based on "Written in the Stars" by Alexandria Bellefleur
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20 Dec 2024
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Beatrice gets her soulmark at age 6, but doesn't meet her soulmate until she gets sent to boarding school.
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07 Nov 2024
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Beatrice found a life. Ava found Beatrice. And together, they found a home. So, Beatrice thinks, barely six months later, it's just her luck when her past finally finds her.
When an unexpected offer comes from an all-too expected source, Beatrice needs to face old fears and older foes. With Ava's support (and that of a few unlikely allies along the way) she faces a critical dilemma. Reject a fortune -- or accept a family?
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- Part 2 of in the next
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02 Nov 2024
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Beatrice is back in Switzerland, at the bar, at their apartment. She sees the looks of pity that come her way and does her best to ignore them.
She just wants Ava back, is that too much to ask?Bookmarked by LastChapterFeels
12 Oct 2024
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The Rodeo Road (and a horse named Halo) by AloneButNeverLonely
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
16 Feb 2025
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Twenty-one year old Ava Silva is an aspiring rodeo champion and the adopted daughter of ranch owners Vincent and Suzanne. As the season approaches, silent ranch hand Beatrice is unwittingly volunteered to manage Ava and her sister Camila while on the famed 'Rodeo Road'. Months go by and the Texas cities begin to blur. How long will it take for stalwart and professional Beatrice to warm up to breakaway roper and all-around-wildcard Ava? It’s as the saying goes: "Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway".
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The moral quandary of evil is so much bigger when you fight demons. Even more so when you are demons. Mary always thought she knew where the line between good and evil was. It's the line she fights so hard to protect. Now she's wishing she was wrong and fearing she's right.
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Mary knows what evil lurks beneath Beatrice's calm facade. It's why they need to keep Ava away from her. To keep Ava safe. Too bad Ava's historically horrible at keeping Ava safe. Turns out she's even worse at staying away from Beatrice.
Mary's begrudgingly impressed at the sheer lack of survival instincts this requires.
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22 May 2024
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Beatrice meets Ava at age 7 and her life has been forever changed since:
“Well, it’s nice to meet you, Beatrice. Now come on, the nurse is this way!” Ava rushed off happily, grabbing Beatrice’s hand once again to pull her along playfully.
When they arrived at the nurse’s office a couple of moments later, still hand in hand, Beatrice stared down at the point of contact. Wondering why Ava hadn’t let go yet. And more importantly, wondering why Beatrice didn’t want her to.
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The childhood friends to lovers au that takes place over the span of years
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- Part 1 of This is How you Fall in Love
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28 Apr 2024
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Ava really had to leave or she’d be late. “Welcome to Las Vegas,”’ she said with a smile then turned to leave.
Beatrice took a breath and couldn’t help but think this trip was a good idea after all.
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Beatrice hates flying but thanks to her friend Lilith, she's on a plane out West to Sin City. Ava has her hands full catering to the richest of clients and finds herself wanting to cater to the casino's newest visitor.
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25 Apr 2024
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She posted the picture from her seat at the terminal in Buenos Aires, waiting for her flight to JFK, on her Instagram along with several other photos both she and Matias had taken the past years. It was only the sixth or seventh post she had made in the last two and a half years seeing as there were other things to occupy oneself with when being in Antarctica.
When she turned her phone off of airplane mode as they arrived in New York, a notification popped up on her screen ‘beatriceDaughtler’ liked your post’, and Ava suddenly didn’t feel as nauseous as she had felt those weeks before when thinking about her homecoming. The nervousness had been slowly but surely making its way into giddiness at the prospect of seeing her Beatrice again.
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Ava did her PhD in Antarctica, and now she's coming back.
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04 Apr 2024
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“I made a list!” Ava trills.
“A list.”
“Yeah!” Oh no. Ava’s grin is wicked. “Of all the things that turn me on when I’m with a boy.”
Jesus Christ. Good thing Beatrice lowered that bottle.
“Care to explain?” she groans.
“I call it the to do list. I figured if I do all of this stuff with a girl and I get turned on, it means I’m also into girls.”- Language:
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30 Mar 2024