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  1. Summary

    Sirius Black and Remus Lupin were thrust into quasi-parenthood the night that Lily Potter was killed and James Potter was incapacitated. This series will explore the years in which they grow together as a family, overseeing some of Harry's time at Hogwarts and beyond.

    While primarily focusing on wolfstar and the circumstances surrounding them, other themes will be explored in this series.

    Not all of the fics will be in a consecutive timeline, and you will not necessarily need to have read all of the fics for each individual one to make sense.

    Expect liberal amounts of time skips.

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    He kisses Essek’s jaw, then the soft spot just shy of his ear. Essek hums and tips his head to guide his lips.
    “I can tell you do not want to talk about it,” Caleb mumbles. He kisses the torn lobe of Essek’s ear where Jester has healed it closed; he’ll need to pierce it again sometime if he wants to replace the earring. Caleb thinks this, and moves to kiss his neck again. “But I am going to find it hard to sleep if I don't feel you next to me tonight.”

    In broad daylight, Essek is attacked. His friends do not know why or by whom until it is too late.

    E rating in chapters 1, 5, and 11.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Caleb moves closer into his space and holds his shivering arms tightly, and rubs some warmth into his shoulders. “Essek, you can feel it, can’t you?”
    Caleb noticed it as he left the cottage, once he consciously felt for the sensation. Or rather, a lack thereof. Typically, magic rushes around him like the wind itself, or an ambient scent, or music. It appeals to a different and entirely unnamable sense though, of course. He can feel it, touch it, and manipulate it. It is so constant that it becomes subconscious and beyond notice.
    “You can feel it, Essek. It is gone.”

    Peace is a precious thing, and a fragile thing too. When the unexpected finally strikes Essek's delicate new life, he and Caleb are left adrift and alone and very, very, vulnerable. What are two wizards without magic to do?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “This is not a negotiation.” Deirta Thelyss’s voice cracked the air like a thunderclap, sharp enough that even her ever-bustling flock of attendants twitched. “You will agree to this marriage, or I will have you cast from Den Thelyss for dereliction of duty. Is that clear?”

    Essek held himself stiffly, his shoulders rising in affront. A dangerous lapse of control, considering the woman standing before him, and one he would berate himself for later in the privacy of his tower, but he couldn’t help it. To be bartered off as—as a diplomatic representative of all things. It was absurd, insulting. Was the prestige his accomplishments brought to the den not enough? The Bright Queen herself had awarded him the title of Shadowhand for the advancements he’d made to the field of dunamancy, advancements that had secured countless victories in the war. Why should he have to upend his entire life to accommodate some human he’d never even met?

    Or: A Shadowgast Arranged Marriage AU in Space~

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    28 Jan 2026

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    The Mighty Nein are very comfortable with one another, boundaries established and reconfigured and settled well before Essek finally joins them.

    Casual touch is a given with them; proximity was a necessity for safety in their early days. This, however, stands in stark contrast with Essek’s many decades. Walls, barriers, layers, space. Separation kept Essek safe.

    It’s not that he hates touch, no. It had simply grown unbearable after so long without. Unexpected or held for too long, it burned.

    And then they won him over, slowly, over time, as they are wont to do. Rather, he is one of them now.

    (Now in chronological order - posting order found here)

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    25 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Caleb’s attention is wrapped up in the pleasant mundanity of Issa and Merlon’s newest-to-him taciturn tryst, when Essek’s ankle slowly slides between his own, too steady to be anything but deliberate.

    Essek’s foot then burrows under his heel. Stops.

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    AKA Essek is trying out... something, and Caleb gets to find out what firsthand

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    24 Jan 2026