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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    “Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.

    In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.

    “Dafuq?”

    In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    “We’re searching for clues,” Chan said, finally offering Jisung an explanation as to what in the world they were doing. “Hence, I am actively searching through a dumpster, trying to solve this mystery.”

    “The mystery of why Minho keeps heatedly making out with you before leaving for work?” Jisung wondered, his lips drawn wide in a wicked grin. “I don’t see you complaining."

    Or, Minho has made a recent habit of kissing Chan at any given opportunity and Chan cannot for the life of him figure out why. This is the story of him finally getting it.

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    15 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Chan must cross the elf lands to mend the broken sword that is a symbol peace between two peoples. Joined by an unknown elf, Minho, to guide him, there is no time to lose. All could be lost, and all gained.

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    All four men seem lovely, very outgoing, and Phil feels a little overwhelmed and out of place. He knows, realistically, that this is his gig and yet he feels like he’s somehow letting them down.

    Phil shakes everyone’s hands – Reece, a confident, charming man with an impressive moustache, Miles, who seems a little shy but friendly, and way, way too muscular for Phil, his handshake so tight, he gets a little scared for his poor weak hand. Elias, constantly talking, making all of them laugh. And a fourth guy, Dan, all curls and sharp edges, who looks at him a little intensely.

    Phil does a video speed dating some gay guys - And falls into it hard and fast.

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    15 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    After playing Date Everything and unable to stop thinking of inanimate objects coming to life as human, Phil tries to guess the one thing Dan would date in their home.

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    14 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 41

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    After Dan and Phil finish recording their big video opening up about their relationship, they have one last hurrah on the phedsheets before flying into the new era.

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    13 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    (Alternate universe)
    After a wild birthday party, a video starts circulating, a video that raises a lot of questions not only for the Phandom, but for Dan and Phil themselves.
    The timing couldn’t be worse: they’re about to begin the Terrible Influence tour, trapped in close proximity with zero chance to escape fan speculation.

    Or Dan and Phil drunkenly make out, get filmed, and now have to figure out what the hell that means for their supposedly platonic friendship - all while trying to survive tour life.

    Or quite some angst, a lot of fluff, and an unhealthy amount of domesticity.

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    13 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    12 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 24

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    After two failed attempts, Dan is determined that this will finally be the year he and Phil make it to Christmas with Phil’s family. Healthy and without the universe sabotaging them at the last second.
    What he doesn’t account for is how terrifyingly intimate it feels to step into a version of Christmas that isn’t built on tension, silence, or survival.

    Or: A soft, domestic one-shot about anxiety, chosen family, baked goods, and the quiet realization that sometimes, home is just wherever Phil is.

    Or: I listened to the latest podcast episode and just knew I had to write about Dip and Pip's first Christmas together.

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    12 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 38

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    Phil asks Dan if he's ever thought about getting fingered, or if he's ever wanted to. At first, Dan brushes it off as a Phil-ism, something that was mentioned on a whim, never to be brought up again.

    But Dan keeps thinking about it. And finally, he caves.

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    11 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    On a completely ordinary day, Phil takes care of paperwork related to the mortgage. He looks so serious and so focused that Dan drools over him, just a little bit. He tries to keep it together so Phil can focus.

    But Phil notices.

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    11 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 25

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    Phil has a great deal of love in his heart for his fellow creatures, big and small. Dan has a great deal of love in his heart for Phil.

     

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    or: a 5+1 style compilation of phil being a loving and protective sweetheart. happy birthday king <3

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    11 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 31

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    When Dan bought the sexy nun costume at a random Spirit Halloween in Florida, he meant it as a joke. By the time he leaves the club in Nashville, about two states past where this would have been a good idea, having cried in a bathroom, downed a glass of wine, and experienced one of his most formative nights, it's not really a joke anymore. Something has changed. Something has been awakened.

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    11 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 28

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    Though Phil originally shows no interest in having his makeup done, after a few hours of femboy baking, he changes his mind. He finds that while he doesn't mind makeup, he isn't particularly passionate about it, either. It doesn't matter that much to him.

    It matters a lot to Dan.

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    Featuring Dan and Phil re-enacting the famous Lesbians Doing Each Other's Makeup Meme. Title from Hammer by Lorde.

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    11 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    After Phil's comments on the podcast about breakfast in bed, Dan puts himself up to the challenge.

    Also known as: what happens when the guy who couldn't make pasta tries to cook a balanced breakfast?

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    11 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 52

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    Set during the events of How Phil Nearly Died.

    At the end of their ordeal, all Dan wants is to comfort and curl up with Phil. It seems, however, that the drugs in Phil's system affected him more profoundly than either of them expected.

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    Or, your classic "Person A wakes up from anesthesia and forgets that Person B is the love of their life, hijinks ensue."

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    11 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 35

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    It’s June 20th, 2019, one week after the release of Basically, I’m Gay, and there’s a man named Daniel Howell listed in the obituaries.

    The weight of the things they haven’t talked about comes crashing down on Phil.

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    or: Dan and Phil have an honest conversation about the suicide attempt that Dan discusses in Basically, I'm Gay

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    10 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Your family’s nice,” Dan says quietly.

    “Dan, are you okay?” Phil asks, “Your heart’s pounding.”

    “Yeah. Yeah. I’m okay.” How can Dan explain that he isn’t just okay? He’s so much better. “Thanks for having me.”

    Phil’s answer is quiet with exhaustion and muffled by Dan’s chest, but Dan hears him loud and clear.
    “Always.”

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    In 2009, certified loverboy Dan Howell crosses the country to spend Christmas with his boyfriend of two months and his family. He discovers that the Lester family handles the holidays differently than Dan's family does.

    In 2025, Dan and Phil invite their families to spend Christmas in the house they built.

    This is a fic about then, and now, and a few points in between.

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    10 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Just… be happy, okay?”

    That’s the last thing Dan says before he gently lets the door fall into its lock behind him, the soft clicking more resounding, more final than any slam could’ve been.

    Phil can handle a loud fight – Dan always comes back after those.

    He’s not sure how to handle this soft goodbye into the night.

    Dan leaves.

    Phil doesn't know how to bring him back home - he just knows he has to.

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    10 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    “Oh, we’re on this again, are we? In the middle of my plight?”

    “Just telling the truth,” Phil shrugged. “I can hear you stressing in your mind, you know?”

    Dan shook his head, his eyes gleaming.

    “Right,” he said. “Except our fucking neighbours can probably hear it too, with how loud I’m projecting my misery.”

    Phil can read thoughts. Dan doesn't believe him.

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    10 Feb 2026

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