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Buck wears lingerie for his boyfriend for their 6-month anniversary, it doesn’t really go to plan. In fact in the span of just a few minutes, he’s leaving his loft, his now ex-boyfriend and heading to Eddie’s. When he arrives at Eddie’s he’s upset and mourning a future he doesn’t see happening anymore. But a revelation has the night ending better than what Buck expected.
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07 Feb 2026
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It was odd—the little tilt of Eddie’s head, the twitch at the corner of his lips like he’s repressing a smile at Buck’s attitude. It’s… there’s something about it that has Buck’s inner, repressed brat perking up like a puppy hearing the word ball said out loud.
In which Buck is a brat, and Eddie tames him.
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25 Jan 2026
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“Eddie, I—” Buck swallows hard, voice catching in his throat as Eddie’s cock slides against his, thick and warm and huge.
And huge is not an exaggeration.
And Buck knows he’s not lacking in that department. Hell, he’s been told more than once he’s a lot. He’s seen guys do double-takes in locker rooms, seen the way hookups have lit up when his pants came off or even a couple shy away at the thought of taking him all (which was fine, he’s good with his hands and his mouth, they both always still had a great time). He’s not shy about it—never had a reason to be. The nickname Firehose always had multiple meanings.
So the fact that he’s currently realising now he’s the smaller one?
That Eddie—his best friend, his newly minted boyfriend as of thirty minutes prior (holy shit!!), the guy who makes him feel seen in ways no one else ever has—is bigger than him?
That throws him. Not in a bad way, not exactly. Just… surprising. Disorienting, in the kind of way that makes his brain short-circuit a little.
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Eddie Diaz has a big dick. Buck is a little intimidated. Eddie makes it fit.
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19 Jan 2026
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“If I had,” Chris lingers on the words, watching Eddie intently through the screen, “If I had conditions?”
Eddie feels his stomach knot up. It’s the first time Chris has ever alluded to a willingness to come home. Usually he just shoots Eddie down with a flat “I know” before hurrying off the call. Eddie Diaz will be damned before he lets this chance slip through his hands.
“Anything,” his voice rings with desperation in his own ears, “Whatever you need to feel ready to come home. If I can make it happen, I will.”
Chris eyes him, young face serious as a judge presiding over trial. An apt comparison because only Chris could condemn or parole Eddie. His fate is in his son’s hands so completely that if he was going to therapy, Frank would probably be concerned. Finally, Chris opens his mouth and says something so earth shattering as to crack the foundations of his father’s mind.
“Marry Buck,” Chris says firmly.
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15 Jan 2026
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[“You’d fuck any stranger, if they only looked your way, wouldn’t you?” Eddie says.
(It’s how the game goes.)
“Don’t know, Eds.” He exhales, looking Eddie dead in the eyes. “She was pretty fucking good.”
Eddie scoffs, his fingers squeeze on Buck’s knee, and then higher, on his thigh.
“Maybe.” Eddie concedes. “Maybe she fucked you and made you come, but you didn’t like it, did you?”
“Eddie.”
“No one’s as good as me, is it, Buck? No one knows you like I do.”
“But you’re not jealous?”]
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After Bobby’s death, Buck falls back into old habits he swore he’d outgrown. Eddie notices, and pretends he's not burning with a feeling he refuses to name.
But grief has a way of pulling at the cracks, and love has a way of making it worse.Bookmarked by Janneke
13 Jan 2026