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He knew if he kept his eyes shut for longer than a blink, he could still see Neil in his rear view mirror, his hair disheveled from where Andrew had his fingers in it not but moments prior, holding a lit but unsmoked cigarette between his fingers as Andrew drove away from him.
He also knew that he didn’t have to close his eyes to feel the ache that lingered within his ribcage; the ache that felt like the end of something, but also maybe the start of something new.
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Figure You Out by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Jul 2023
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“You remember Li Bowen, right?”
A silly question. Lan Wangji remembers everything.
“I do.”
“Right, yeah. Silly question,” he shrugs. “Anyway…we’ve been out together a few times and I didn’t really think it was gonna go anywhere but—“ Wei Ying stops, cutting himself short.
The problem with the direction in which Wei Ying’s explanation is heading, is not that he’s having trouble saying it. It’s not that he’s talking about dating, or going on multiple dates with the same person, no. Lan Wangji knows his best friend is an unrelenting flirt, and loves companionship. Lan Wangji knows his best friend also loves physical intimacy and sex. These things have not been secrets for several years now. The problem with the direction in which Wei Ying’s explanation is heading, is that Lan Wangji is irrevocably in love with him, and has been for about 14 years. The problem is that Lan Wangji is in love with him, and Wei Wuxian, who’s never actually had a partner despite all of his dating, is about to tell Lan Wangji that Li Bowen, rich and illustrious philanthropist Li Bowen, has asked to formally court him.
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Once you say it out loud, it can't be undone by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 악마판사 | The Devil Judge (TV)
23 Jan 2022
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Alternative title: Five times Gaon catches Yohan off guard, and the one time he sees it coming.
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You, Me, Only by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
06 Jan 2022
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A story of love, loss, loneliness, and endless devotion.
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Can't Hold My Heart by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
27 Nov 2020
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You’d think a year was long enough. Long enough to learn to breathe on your own, learn that places don't haunt you, people do, but there aren’t going to be ghosts lurking in every alley or storm drain. It’s certainly long enough for a smell to fade, a number to be forgotten, or a family to stop asking. But things like mattresses and couches don’t forget the bodies that used to rely on them, and tables and desks don’t forget marks and scratches. Broken plates don’t fuse back together, hardwood floors don’t magically undent. Hearts don’t miraculously unbreak.
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Nǐ shì tàiyáng, wǒ shì yuèliàng by Ivrigasked, shiptastic_energy
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Nov 2020
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Paradoxical by Ivrigasked
Fandom Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
23 Mar 2020
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The Things They Don't Tell You by Ivrigasked
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17 Mar 2020
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He looks up at Ilya, feeling so goddamn stupid he doesn’t even know what happens next. There’s dried blood all over his mouth.
“Are you gonna tell anyone?”
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21 Feb 2026
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wow, genetic by ganseyyiii (A_frayed_knot)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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“Papa?”
“Yes, solnyshko?”
“Can I tell you something and you promise not to tell Dad?”
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or, ilya reminds their son that genetics don't make a family, love does. and his dads love him very much.Bookmarked by Ivrigasked
17 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.
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17 Feb 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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16 Feb 2026
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Signs of Life by jukoist for caffiend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.
“You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.
“Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”
“Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-
Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.
Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.
Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.
Fic will be updated every 3-4 days.
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Bookmarked by Ivrigasked
16 Feb 2026