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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    For more than twenty years, Olivia Benson worked to hide what she was. It took a flashbang in a Queens warehouse to expose her, placing her on the verge of a fatal Zone out. And it took the return of the one man she swore she’d never trust again to pull her back. Now, Rafael Barba isn't just in her life—he's in her head, and the silence he offers might be the only thing louder than the noise.

    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you
    Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
    I swear to love you all my life
    Hold on, I still need you

    –’Hold On’

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    12 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Another story centered around the idea that Olivia and Rafael met prior to working together. After the fallout from the Delia Wilson/ Bart Ganzel case, Olivia goes to a bar alone and meets a certain green-eyed lawyer. Canon up to the end of 14x02…almost.

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    11 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    “We didn't exactly part as friends,” Olivia pointed out dryly.
    “No, I guess you didn’t. But you used to be. When Mr. Barba left the DA’s office, you said it felt like losing the closest friend you’d ever had.”
    “That was… then. Before.”
    “The Wheatley trial.”
    “Yes.”
    “The one that Mr. Barba didn’t win, as I recall.”
    “Not for the lack of trying.”
    “Are you certain?”
    That took her off guard, like a sudden gut-punch. For a long moment all she could do was stare, her mind aswirl in a blizzard of old hurts, unspoken doubts.
    “It doesn’t matter why he did it,” she heard herself saying as if from somewhere far away. “It doesn’t matter what he did. I asked him not to defend Wheatley.”
    It was like a mantra, she suddenly realized, one she had been spinning for four years. It used to help. It used to ground her.
    It used to remind her why.

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    11 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Rafael Barba never considered himself an overtly romantic man. Sure, he had his fair share of… entanglements. But the grand gestures of romance did not come naturally, nor were they much of a concern for him while he was so focused on first his education and then his career. Until a certain determined Lieutenant turned his world upside down.

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    11 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Pure Barson fluff in a world where Olivia gets an award, runs into Elliot Stabler, and he reluctantly gets a front row seat to her beautiful life. Established Barson, canon up to The Undiscovered Country, my imaginary timeline from that point.

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    11 Feb 2026