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    "Chuuya at eighteen has long hair which he often ties back into a ponytail. Dazai can see the nape of his neck, the tendons in his skin, and when Chuuya is sitting down, leaning over a book or lying face first on the touch, Dazai will have to resist the urge to touch him there, the follow the veins down to the bumps in his spine and to figure out, how, exactly, Chuuya is built: where the flesh of him ends and the human begins. It is more than that though, but Dazai refuses to look at it, so he cuts it off: snips through the emotion just as easily as he snips through Chuuya’s hair, standing over him while he’s asleep with a pair of kitchen scissors because he cannot bear to see that swath of pale skin anymore."

     

    Chuuya uses Corruption: once, twice, when he's sixteen and eighteen and twenty one, twenty two.

    Dazai is there. Dazai is always there.

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    21 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    Thirty-five year old Dazai is devastating. His hair is long enough to gather in a loose knot at the base of his neck, sometimes long enough to plait, and it’s lighter than it used to be. Today, he wears it tied in a silk ribbon. He’s no taller than he was at twenty nor any heavier but he’s a brighter character, no longer weighed down by the blood on his hands or the weight of his thoughts and it shows in his body language and smile. Time has done you good, Chuuya thinks, sparing a quick glance at the hand holding the champagne flute to see that the bandages run only up to his mid-forearm. The last time they saw one-another was winter two years ago during a cross-over with a case from the ADA and Port Mafia, and Chuuya had been too much of a coward to tell him that he looks so much better now he’s happy before and after sex in the back of a rental Dazai had hired for a stake-out mission.

    Until today.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    It’s possession, obsession, need, and desire. The mind and body of Soukoku and no soul included; they gave theirs up to the Port Mafia years ago, willingly.

     

    And how I wish the day would come, when he and I can be as one

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    21 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Hey!” greeted Albatross with that wide, slightly manic smile of his. He swung the baseball bat he’d been tapping against his boot up to rest over his shoulder, golden eyes fever bright.
    “Hey.” Chuuya hid the spark of excitement he felt by appearing outwardly resigned.
    “I’m going out to fuck shit up.” A request, an invitation, a friendly notice of Chuuya’s incoming abduction. Preamble would be pointless.
    “I’ll grab a jacket.”

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Everyone in the room watched with bated breath as Chuuya slowly pushed past the door, and now that Dazai could see more of him, he raised an eyebrow at the man's unusually messy state. His coat and hat were nowhere to be found, and his dress shirt was soaked through from the rain outside.

    Or

    Mori is an asshole and Chuuya's had enough.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Okay so if we’re both still single when we’re twenty two,” Dazai’s smile grew even wider. “Let’s marry each other.”

    By the time Chuuya’s twenty two, he’d probably be in a relationship with someone else, and the possibilities of them even remembering each other were slim to none.

    And so, Chuuya gave his answer.

    “Fine, let’s do that.”

    In short, fifteen year olds Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya made a stupid promise one day in their school library out of boredom, which leads to the next seven years of their life filled with fighting, burnt notebooks and late night conversations.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    A wayward curse results in the ADA turning into animals, the only cure is to reveal a deep secret.

    Dazai thinks he's got it all under control, until an orange cat with a talent for gravity manipulation decides to make an appearance.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    After so many years in the Port Mafia, Chuuya thought he couldn't be phased by anything - that he had carried out the worst orders that would ever be given to him. Then he sees things he never saw before. He sees horror, cruelty, needless suffering. He sees death in every step he takes.

    Chuuya is only human, too. Eventually, he breaks.

    OR, Chuuya leaves the Port Mafia and attempts to escape his bloodstained past.

    (Rating and archive warning only apply to the first chapter, which can be skipped.)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    The question is obvious at this point.

    To die, or to ask Dazai for help?

    Chuuya is so choked by this question that his breakfast is lodged in his throat, unable to be swallowed.

    (Or, Chuuya would much rather die than let Dazai find out he has hanahaki disease.)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    When Chuuya wakes up in the middle of an ongoing fight without any memory of how he got there or what happened to him, he ends up turning to someone saved as 'bandage-waster' in his phone. Somehow, it just feels like the right decision.

     

    Russian Translation

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Atsushi-kun has a sugar daddy,” Dazai mumbles, teetering between betrayal and crazy. “I can’t believe that Akutagawa-kun just chucked his Port Mafia salary to your face!”

    “Quite literally,” Atsushi insists, rubbing at the still-reddened space on his forehead, where Akutagawa’s wallet has practically imprinted itself. “I still think he was trying to kill me.”

    A sigh. “The pinnacle of romance.”

    Dazai-san!”

    [or, the one where atsushi & akutagawa navigate living together]
    [in Vietnamese!] [in Russian!] [in Spanish!] [in Chinese!]

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    16 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 65

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    1. At the first instance, it was genuine fatigue on his part.
    2. The second time the Husband Slip Up happened, again, they were undercover and it was part of the mission, so he complied with only minimal teeth gnashing.
    3. The third time was an actual accident. Like, an accident preceded an accident then came another accident.
    4. The fourth time was frankly just embarrassing, on both their parts.

    +1. And another time, it’s not him that is the husband. He’s the one in hospital and Dazai -
    or four times chuuya told people dazai is his husband to other people and one time dazai tells other people chuuya is his husband

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Kunikida was the last one to know Dazai has been part of the Port Mafia. But the first person to realize it and have it confirmed has been, to no one’s surprise, Ranpo.

    All because of a visit to a bakery.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    The first time Dazai sees Yosano, hears how she speaks, the way she threatens her patients into submitting to her care with the promise of a smile, the steel in his grin melts into quicksilver, a poison so potent flowing through his veins he can taste the bitterness of metal on his lips.

    The first time Yosano lays eyes upon Dazai all it takes is a smile.

    One smile for the warning bells inside her head to shriek alarm.

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    16 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 66

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    Chuuya knows to expect a difficult mission at the very least when he is summoned to Mori's office one day. He isn't surprised to find Kouyou and Dazai already there, looking as if they were having a pleasant chat over a cup of tea. But the matter at hand is the retrieval of a sensitive piece of data; a job requiring a certain degree of delicacy. It's only when Dazai allows himself to be spirited away by a sleazy business man that Chuuya understands what type of delicacy Mori meant.

    Or: shortly after Chuuya joins Portmafia he finds himself in the middle of a metaphorical chessgame between Mori, Kouyou, and Dazai. And for all that Chuuya isn't a chess person, he demands to have a say in what games he's used as pawn in.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    There had been something very weird, very off about the new recruit. He had popped up out of thin air a few months ago, wrapped from head to toe in bandages. Not a word of what he did before, saying he wanted to join the sheep. He wasn't strong or skilled, and truly, there was no logical reason for Chuuya to pay him any mind.

    But then the Port Mafia put a huge bounty on his head and things started to get interesting

    (previously titled Sheep Civil War)

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    16 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 25

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    Nothing is worth prolonging a painful life to pursue. And yet Dazai tries still.

    What Dazai wants, above all else, is not death. It is, in fact, life—a purposeful one, with meaning and weight, something to give him the chance to want to wake up in the morning. Something that renders his every day more than clockwork, more than killing and intel gathering and dealing with annoyingly tetchy subordinates.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Without even realizing it—with the world still a conglomeration of swirling color and too-distant sounds—Dazai stumbled his way into the middle of oncoming traffic, right at the heart of Yokohama.

    He didn't register the sound of someone screaming his name. Didn't hear the blaring horns, terrified screaming, or screeching tires of swerving cars. Couldn't see the flashing lights or the people across the street, some turning away to avoid the scene while others looked on with growing horror, unable to tear their eyes away from inevitable tragedy.

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    16 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 81

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    instead of oda, it's dazai who perishes in the mimic conflict, overconfident, eager for bloodshed, and desperate to die.
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    “it’s okay, oda. i’m okay. it’s over now, and you’re alive... just wanted you to be alive... so you can write your book.” dazai’s body is so light. he’s always been so lean, so small. dazai is still a kid. he’s still a fucking- “make it about us,” dazai’s voice is fading. his eyes are losing their light, dull and dark in a way oda knows, and yet - “make us solve crimes.”

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Don’t mind Shuji,” Shouta’s mother said once, when she spotted him staring at his cousin. “He’s never been normal, you know.”

     

    Aizawa Shouta has no interest in his mother’s side of the family. Dazai Osamu tracks him down anyway.

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    14 Jan 2026

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