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After months of preparation, it was time for Barney to finally pop the question.
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Barney practices sign to propose to Gordon on his 30th. -
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He's back! Gordon Freeman is back! Barney should feel elated, and he does! So... Why does it feel like Gordon is farther away than ever before?
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Gordon returns after 20 years, and after weeks of constant avoidance, Barney is forced to talk about his feelings.Series
- Part 2 of Crowbar
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Humanity's prized possession and one sign of hope.
A crowbar.
A crowbar Barney has the privilege to hold onto, and he uses it to cry into. A sign of hope and prosperity used to only enhance the sorrow and longing Barney feels for his lost lover.
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Barney mourns the loss of his lover, and then angstily jacks off to a crowbar.Series
- Part 1 of Crowbar
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Charlie forgets his phone at his collage's locker room after winning a swim tournament; his coach, Schlatt, decides to give him a reward.
After, Charlie can't stop thinking about it, and seeks out guidance from the man who got him here in the first place.
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While drinking with his brother, William lets it slip that he has feelings for his best friend. His brother offers to show him a way to ensure the other falls in love with him.
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David gives William a hand job against his will, and he is too inebriated to fight back.
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If Gordon thinks about this situation too hard, he’s gonna have a panic attack, he can just feel it. So he stares at those emails and resolutely endeavors not to.
Most of it is the usual - contacts from other research facilities, contractor updates, the occasional undergrad messaging him about his work - but one in particular catches his eye. Sign-ups For The Inter-Disciplinary Black Mesa Baseball Team! He didn’t even know they had one of those.
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18 Feb 2026
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His work here is almost done.
The countryside burns, the bodies stack up, the world becomes cleaner. Were this anywhere else, he'd be moving on, continuing his work, migrating with the swathes of people as they tried in vain to escape.
But there's just one thing keeping him here. His little secret.
The house on the hill, one of the few with the lights still on. His favorite place, with his favorite person. One of the last few pleasures he allows himself.
One particular night, he decides to indulge.
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04 Feb 2026
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Hemotoxin by Antilocapra for Second_to_none
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
31 Dec 2025
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He could almost see the spark of pleasure flowing up from his core to his head, racing along networks of nerves until it burst into a tiny firework, right in front of Benrey's face.
What was that?
“Nothing,” Gordon said quickly. “Don't worry about it.”
Worry? It felt...good. Benrey's presence stretched in his mind, like it did when he was feeling out a new sensation. Really good. Do it again.
A continuation of my HLVRAI/Venom crossover.
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- Part 4 of Coevolutionary Adaptations
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04 Jan 2026
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An intruder knocks on my door, and tonight, I let it in.
AKA palegun porn with plot
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05 Dec 2025
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Stay Up With Me by cashewsaregay
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
31 May 2022
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Gordon and Benrey pull an all-nighter.
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10 Nov 2025