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“You’re damn right, Lottie. We don’t need anybody but us,” she says, though her translation is slightly off. “In fact, let’s promise each other right now that we’ll be friends forever. No matter what happens.”
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As kids, Lottie and Nat find an unlikely home in one another. When an unfortunate series of events drives a sudden wedge between them, they resolve to embark upon their own separate paths.
Where they lead is anyone's guess.
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21 Feb 2026
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"I love him!" Nat shoots up from the couch. "You wouldn't get it."
"What the hell does that mean?"
"You just... You only do hookups or short-term stuff. You never stick around with someone for long."
Lottie bites her tongue to keep from reminding Natalie just how long she's stuck around for their friendship, despite being forced to watch this train wreck of Nat's relationship like a masochist. Maybe Lottie would find someone to commit to if she could stay away from Nat long enough to forget she's been in love with her since freshman year of high school.
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Lottie, in love with Natalie for the better part of ten years, takes Nat in during her most recent breakup with Travis. The only question is whether or not Nat is going to stay.
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13 Feb 2026
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Oh, I can't Stop you putting roots in my dreamland by unburnttkhaleesi
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
13 Mar 2021
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So, it surprises her to see the attractive blonde, yes attractive. Toni may think the other woman was pure horse shit and hate Toni for just existing, but Toni wasn’t stupid. She had taken the time to check her out when she had the boys outside, catching her doing those stretches before she went on a run.
At one point, and Toni could have blamed the summer heat on this, but she had caught Toni staring and boldly made eye contact before fucking winking at her.
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25 year old Toni Shalifoe is the legal guardian of her three younger brother and thinks she has it all under control until one of them catches a stomach bug which brings her neighbor, Shelby, into her life. Toni thought she had the blonde woman figured out until she realizes there is much more to her than she had thought
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12 Feb 2026
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The End and the Beginning by MarshmallowNerd
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV), Razia's Shadow
05 Apr 2024
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In another time, on another Earth, the world was divided in two by the catastrophic mistakes of a powerful demigod. A hundred years later, a runaway fugitive, Natalie, unwittingly sets into motion the events of an ancient prophecy that foretells the Earth will finally be reunited again through the powers of love and hope.
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03 Feb 2026
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If you asked Nat how she’d found herself in this position, a pleasant sort of ache settled deep in her bones and the feeling of complete contentedness seeping throughout her veins, she’d tell you she hadn’t the faintest fucking idea. Not a born liar, she’d give some flimsy response - drugs, alcohol, the ambiance - anything to bail herself out. Then, if asked to drudge up the truth, Nat would explain it as relative, as not holding weight in the now the way it had in the then. The truth would be less harsh, yet eons more unforgiving.
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Nat wakes up in bed beside Lottie Matthews, Vice President of the campus-renowned Alpha Kappa Psi chapter and her current tutee.
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01 Feb 2026
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When Natalie wakes up in jail, she expects a court date, a hangover, and a hellish amount of regret—not Lottie Matthews, fresh out of the mental hospital, posting her bail.
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18 Jan 2026
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Right as she was about to give up, turn around and head home with her tail between her legs, the door opened with a loud clunk while Lottie still stood there,weakly glaring at the callbox, finger halfway to the button with Scatorccio scribbled next to it, and glanced over to see that the blonde had froze midstep at the sight of her.
“Lottie, hi.” She said unable to hide the surprise in her voice, the sentence ending more high pitched, almost like a question.
Lottie cleared her throat and dropped her hand once she noticed she was probably doing a pretty good ET impersonation with her pointer finger still lifted and hovering over the button to the buzzer. “Nat, hi. I just uh… wanted to come see you, talk to you for a minute.”
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Lottie has secretly been in love with Nat for years. When Nat spends the holiday away from her for the first time since they were 18, Lottie decides it's time to tell her.
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12 Jan 2026
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“Turn me back. Please, please, Carol. Please, I want to go back!”
Carol reaches for Zosia, then doesn’t.
“I don’t think that’s possible,” she says.
Or: One more take on deplurb’d Zosia for your reading pleasure :)
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09 Jan 2026
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“There's nothing wrong with you, Carol.”
She emphasized the word ‘nothing’ as hard as she could. She wanted – needed – so badly for Carol to believe her. Carol sat back up, facing Zosia, who was still kneeling in front of her.
“Then why can't I ever be enough?”After the events of the finale, Carol surrenders into a pit of depression that worries Manousos enough to ask the enemy for help.
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30 Dec 2025
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Carol Sturka, a novelist and English professor, struggles with grief and isolation after the death of her wife. Upon her return to work, Carol discovers she is now forced to share her classroom with Zosia Rybak, an ESL instructor. Initially resentful, Carol learns that Zosia admires her writing and specifically requested to work with her. Time heals, and even though Carol's wounds are deep, she learns that there's something still left for her to pursue.
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17 Dec 2025
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Carol drew near and loomed over the unresisting woman. Zosia’s eyes, delicate and expectant, looked up at her. She looked tall from down here. Imposing, even. It was apt for a personality as big as hers. The world shrank under the weight of it.
“Zosia,” Carol said. Slow, like she was pronouncing it for the first time. “Do you know that you’re pretty?”
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or: What if Zosia interrupted Carol's Thiopental vlog? A variation on 1x04 from Zosia's POV.
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podfic length - 19:30
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08 Dec 2025
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Carol drew near and loomed over the unresisting woman. Zosia’s eyes, delicate and expectant, looked up at her. She looked tall from down here. Imposing, even. It was apt for a personality as big as hers. The world shrank under the weight of it.
“Zosia,” Carol said. Slow, like she was pronouncing it for the first time. “Do you know that you’re pretty?”
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or: What if Zosia interrupted Carol's Thiopental vlog? A variation on 1x04 from Zosia's POV.
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08 Dec 2025
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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11 Nov 2025
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i've been changed (yes really changed) by GleefullyWicked, Little_Ditty
Fandoms: Teenage Bounty Hunters (TV)
02 Aug 2021
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With John Stevens out of prison, Dana Culpepper in prison, Sterling dealing with an identity crisis, April dealing with a boyfriend crisis, and Blair dealing with everyone else, surely there's no way Willingham's production of Jesus Christ Superstar can go off without a hitch. Especially not with the ever-present tension between the assistant director and the female lead.
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- Part 1 of The Wonderous and Epic Life of Stepril
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26 Oct 2025
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Of course, Natalie had always thought Lottie was pretty. More on an intellectual level. Shit, it was just a fact. But the way her dark curls framed her jaw and neck… Well, the sight had suddenly grown interesting. Interesting and previously unnoticed. And now, like the memory of their encounter in the washroom, it was stirring something in Natalie she hadn’t realized was there.
// OR: The one where Nat and Lottie catch feelings in the wilderness, and it's everyone's problem. (But mostly theirs.)
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- Part 1 of play god and destroy the world
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29 Sep 2025
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Natalie likes Travis. At least, she thinks she does, up until a series of encounters leaves her questioning just what it is she's feeling for him. Is this how relationships are supposed to be? Do Van and Tai feel this way about each other? And where exactly does the enigma that is Lottie Matthews fit into this whole fucked up constellation?
(Or: it's hard to hide from yourself out in the wilderness. Better bundle up for a long winter.)
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29 Sep 2025
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Five months into living with her fellow survivor of the Flight 2525 plane crash, Natalie starts to question whether her attachment to her roommate runs deeper than trauma-bonded friendship. If only her own penchant for bad timing didn't make it so hard to sleep with said roommate.
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- Part 2 of Life's Long Night is Ended
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29 Sep 2025
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“For the last fucking time, Matthews, I am not goth!”
or, charlotte “lottie” matthews, the campus serial heartbreaker, loses a bet and has to prove that she can make any girl in uni fall in love or sleep with her and her bumbling idiot friends choose natalie scatorccio, her estranged high school crush, with whom she had an unacknowledged homoerotic friendship.
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“I bet my dignity that I can beat your asses in beer pong, just me, solo.”
And that was how Charlotte Matthews got her ass colossally served to her by who she thought were her brothers (or sisters) in arms, Tai and Van.
What she wasn’t prepared for was what followed.
“Alright, Matthews. Since you oh so humbly bet your dignity, we dare you to either sleep with or successfully get into a relationship with a girl on campus of our choosing.” Van trailed off, while she raised her eyebrows.
“This is what the big deal is all about?”
“Well, yes!” Taissa proudly puffed her chest. “Because we chose Nat.”
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11 Sep 2025
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Lottie only has one goal: get through senior year and escape Wiskayok for college without thinking too much about Natalie Scatorccio. But when she starts coughing up flowers, avoiding her becomes a lot harder, derailing her plans.
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08 Sep 2025
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Ava likes to think of herself as adaptable. When the opportunity for a little alone time with Beatrice presents itself, she’d be crazy not to take advantage.
So, here she is, sitting on the very library table that started it all, once again coaxing her dear reluctant girlfriend into a little fooling around.
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- Part 2 of Hickey AU
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05 Sep 2025