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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Part 5 of a series that explores what happens between the Olympics and Scott's ridiculously public coming out. It starts a very short time after the end of the last one.

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    19 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Arthur Pike gets diagnosed with autism, Hayden notices some striking similarities between his son and his best friend.

    He lets Ilya know his suspicions, who has always known Shane’s different, he just never had the word for it.

    Shane is hesitant to look into it, having only the stereotypical idea of autism in his mind, but slowly he starts to notice things too, and with a bit more research, and a lot of love and support, he comes to finally understand and accept himself.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    I'm jealous, Rose would often say after learning that someone was queer, intending it as a lighthearted joke at her own boy-crazy expense. She wonders now if everyone she's ever talked to heard it for the bald confession it may very well have been. You get to be with a woman. I don't. It's not fair.

    I'm jealous.

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    14 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    “I’m sorry to hear that it has been getting worse, Ilya,” Galina said, a line between her brows. “Do you think something has…triggered your depressive feelings to get worse?”

    Ilya had wondered the same, had tried to track down the exact moment his brain had decided to slowly suffocate him to death, but he had no answer. It was like the question of which came first: the chicken or the egg. He didn’t know which came first; his depression or simply his awareness of it.

    He felt as if he had always had it—he just didn’t recognize it for what it was until he became aware of its name through the Irina Foundation’s work.

    “Isn’t it just genetic?” Ilya asked. “The trigger was my birth, I think.”

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    14 Feb 2026