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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    The morning after Buck and Eddie share a bed for the first time.

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    “I liked it,” Eddie says, pulling his thumb back just a little to coast back over Buck’s bottom lip, spreading the spit to make it shiny. “I like it.”

    Buck audibly swallows. “What?” he asks, but not like he didn’t hear. Like he wants it more than he thinks he’s allowed, and so he asks, to make sure Eddie is certain.

    “I missed it,” Eddie continues. “Sharing a bed with someone. Not being alone.”

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    22 Feb 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    It's only when Eddie's touching Buck that he feels alive again.

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    Buck can’t tell if Eddie is asleep on the couch. He’s tempted to go look, to see if he can find the catlike gleam of Eddie’s eyes in the shadows and know he’s not the only one still reeling—not just from Bobby’s death, but from that argument in the kitchen. Buck knows what he would have done in the past, were Eddie alone in his grief. Were it not Bobby who had died but someone Buck only tangentially knew, or hardly knew at all. He’d have cracked the shell Eddie always builds around himself, made Eddie talk about his feelings. Demanded to be let in and allowed to carry some of the load.

    But they’re still standing at opposite ends of this damn tunnel. He doesn’t know how to meet in the middle, where the dark is thick with things they can’t say.

    There’s a shift from the couch, a creak of leather. Then silence.

    Buck steps into his bedroom but leaves the door cracked open, as he’s taken to doing since Eddie came back from El Paso. It’s an unspoken invitation he doesn’t actually expect Eddie to take. Before, because that’s not what they do. Now, because Buck can’t be what Eddie needs him to be right now.

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    Buck goes missing, and Eddie goes crazy.

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    Eddie came home expecting to step right into Buck’s open arms, to hear the soft gravel of his laugh, to finally fucking breathe for the first time since Chris walked out the front door and Buck held Eddie up with a hand on his shoulder. He expected to show up at Bobby and Athena’s new house tomorrow night for a welcome back party he wasn’t supposed to know of but had already heard about from Buck, Ravi (by accident, since he assumed Buck had already told Eddie), and Denny via Chris (he wanted to ask Chris what games he should bring over). He expected life to go back to normal, to how it used to be.

    Instead, all he has is a pit in his stomach and a lump in his throat and a heart beating too fast, even while he’s standing still. He doesn’t panic, but for Buck, he might take up the habit.

    “He’ll be okay, Eddie,” Bobby says, and when Eddie just hums noncommittally, he adds, “When have you ever not known him to be fine?”

    “You want a list?” Eddie jokes, though he actually does have one, and each bullet point carries an addendum that says Eddie wasn’t there to keep him safe.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Buck gets abducted and makes affronted goose sounds when Eddie is sexy .

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Buck plans a Valentine's Day celebration for his family in honor of Bobby, and he and Eddie realize they are both gonna be single and alone on this holiday of romance.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    A Buddie Valentines

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    It's Eddie's turn to drive on their road trip back from Nashville, and his mind takes him places he hasn't been in years.

    Inspired by Sacha

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Eddie remembers his homophobic upbringing and comes out to Buck at the motel.