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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    Still, there in the corner of the Archives — sitting on his futon, head against a bookshelf, Dan Heng looks down at the ticket.

    Carefully and very slowly he pins it on the end of his jacket.

    There's no mirror for him to see what it changes about him.

    So he tests out on his tongue, “Dan Heng. A Nameless. Guard of the Astral Express.”

    Perhaps that's a person he can become

    — do not crumble

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    16 Feb 2026

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    He doesn't know who or what he is, or if his name is even Caelus but he does know one thing. The coldness in his chest lessens when he's around cute things. He craves to have this thing called 'family,' even if he's not sure what it is. Why can't he swoop in and collect (kidnap) these small children?

    March 7th loves being an Aunt. Dan Heng is subtlety trying to become a step-dad to a horde of children as he seduces their Star-dad. Welt has given up. Himeko won't stop laughing and Pom-pom is overjoyed to have more people on the train.

    Every new planet the Express visits, the horde grows and the cold place in Caelus’ star-soul gets warmer.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    After learning the truth of his past, Caelus has to work through what that means for his future. It's not easy, finding out your past identity in one of the weirdest ways possible.

     

    Adding onto his troubles, is the new arrival of distant figures from the stars. Drawn in by a desire to reconnect with a lost friend, the Aeons find every opportunity to interrupt Caelus's life, testing his already strained mind to its limits.

     

    The present is not much better, as the Nameless grow increasingly concerned for their youngest companion's well-being. The further he sinks into his own self, the further they push to find the answer to why.

     

    With everything fighting for his attention at once, Caelus struggles to truly balance all the different facets of himself, and tries to find solace in the only remnants of the past he has left- his dreams.
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    OR;
    A sequel to Nameless God, Nameless People, focusing on Caelus's internal identity struggles and the Aeons' former relationships with Akivili. Includes a healthy dose of memory dreams, because I cannot get enough.

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    11 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    A story spanning countless Eras, detailing the start of Trailblaze and its End. A story about what it means to be yourself, when you were once somebody else.

    This, like everything I write, is a love story.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Jing Yuan blinks, and the world around him tilts and morphs so quickly that he could almost mistake himself for having fainted if he wasn’t clearly still upright and standing. A look around the room they are currently in, and it only takes a moment for memory to kick in and recognise it as his master’s old estate.

    Except… it doesn’t exist. Not anymore.

    His beloved Dan Heng, who is still standing across from him, and who has always been considerably shorter than him, is now directly at his eye level. Judging by the horrified look he has on his face, he must have also come to the same conclusion.

    (Or : In which a gift from Stelle sends Dan Heng and Jing Yuan tumbling into the past.

    Turns out trying to act like a 700 year younger version of yourself is not nearly as easy as one thinks; and meeting your previous incarnation that hugely fucked up your current life isn’t so bad after all.)

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    09 Feb 2026