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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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04 Sep 2025
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Dean and Castiel have been best friends for years. Still, nothing could prepare Dean for when Castiel announces that he's tired of waiting for a mate and wants to have a baby through artificial insemination. Dean chooses to set aside his personal feelings and be the supportive friend Cas needs. But things start to go awry at Cas's insemination party when Dean stumbles upon the donor sperm. He doesn't remember anything from that night but eight years later when Cas moves back to Chicago with his daughter, things slowly start to click into place and Dean realizes that the tie he thought he could never have with the man he loves may have been there all along.
Based on the film "The Switch."
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13 Jan 2026
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It's the end of season 11, and Dean and Cas are finally going to kiss for the first time. Unfortunately, Jensen and Misha have a hard time taking it seriously while they're filming the scene.
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12 Feb 2026
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Jensen and Misha are filming Dean and Cas' first sex scene. It's a little more difficult than they imagined.
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12 Feb 2026
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Jensen loves getting massages. It’s his way of de-stressing after long weeks of shooting TV shows and movies. There’s somebody new working at the massage parlor, and Jensen doesn’t seem to be able to control his dick.
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12 Feb 2026