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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    “I am so sorry, Shane,” he kept muttering under his breath as he consumed more and more of the venomous clear liquid. “So sorry, moya lyubov.” 

    He kept going. He had no idea what time it was when he opened the second bottle, or when he reached for the first box of pills. All he could see, in his hazy state, was his mama, who was holding her arms out for him, calling of him, telling him to come closer. To be brave and come to her. 

    He did as she asked. 

    He thought about her as he crinkled the first packet of pills, popping all seven from one strip into his hand. He wondered what was going through her head as she poured the small pills from the bottle he found next to her into her dainty hands. He wondered if she thought of him, like he thought of her. 

    “Be with you soon, mama,” Ilya breathed, as he swallowed the pills down with a mouthful of vodka. “Me and you together again.” 

     

    OR, where ilya is depressed and he wants to feel his mother's comfort again. shane has no idea, but he'll do anything to be with ilya, to make him better. he'll drive all night. he would call ilya's mom.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane had left. Ilya had told him to go, and Shane had listened. He walked out that door, after driving all this way, all because Ilya told him to.

    God, why did he tell him to leave?

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    AKA: after their fight over the party, Ilya spirals, and ultimately attempts suicide. Shane doesn’t want him to have to pull himself back together alone.

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    Harry's been forced into a high-class prostitution ring because his heroin-addicted mother is too strung out to realize that her boyfriend is pimping out her son. Louis is the crown prince of England and gets into a lot of mischief and thinks it's normal to pay prostitutes to "get a good night's sleep." They probably aren't meant to see each other beyond that one random night, but then again, they probably aren't meant to see each other at all.

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  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Paul and Art devise a plan to each bring home a girl after school since they are freshly 16. The four of them go to Paul's house, where no adults are home. Except the whole time the girls are with them, the boys can't help but watch each other. Things transpire between them once the girls leave, and neither are sure what to feel.
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    Based on this quote from Art's book:
    "We were the closest of chums, making out with our girls across the basement floor. We showed each other our versions of masturbation (mine used a hand)."

    Paul and Art are #certifiedbisexuals in this story.

    WARNING: underage sexual content

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Remus Lupin is the new professor at Diagon High. Young, charming, witty, and in spite of his thrift store clothes and patched elbows, there is no denying that Professor Lupin has an odd sort of appeal.

    Sirius Black is the unanimously proclaimed heartthrob of the senior class, and it's not hard to see why. He's as intelligent as he is pretty, and it's apparent that Remus has quickly become his favorite professor.

    As it turns out, being the favorite may cause some unforeseen complications for Remus Lupin... especially after he receives an unexpected email half-way through the school year.

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  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shaped by a childhood of abuse, Will Graham seeks help from psychiatrist Hannibal Lecter, leading to the unraveling of dark secrets and a journey of confronting the reality of self-acceptance.

    Please read tags before reading!
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    04 Feb 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    Scar liked him?

    Scar Scar Scar Scar Scar Scar.

    Grian chewed and ripped at the skin on the inside of his lips until his tongue turned bitter as he yanked his shirt off of his head and turned himself to the side.

    He hadn't had dinner. He only had a banana for breakfast. Did bananas make you fat? Maybe it was still too much. People- People don't date chubby guys...and if Grian was being honest with himself. Really honest with himself. He liked Scar too.

    Grian stared at the flesh of his stomach, narrowing his eyes as he calculated the best course of action. People don't date chubby guys. People don't date pigs. They don't like pigs. He couldn't mess this up like he did with Calvin. Fool me once and all of that.

    Expelling a sigh, Grian reached into his pocket for his phone and opened up Google and searched up how long a person could go without food for.

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    After a toxic breakup Grian finds himself scared to death of disappointing Scar like he did with his ex. He liked Scar, a lot, more than he ever did his ex so he really really didn't want to mess this up. Scar was kind, funny, and Grian didn't wanna lose that. So he did the only rational thing anyone would do. He stopped eating.

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    30 Jan 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Mumbo's surprised to find that he survived. He's even more surprised that people care enough to visit him.

     

    five times mumbo's friends came to visit him after his career-ending crash, and the one time his two favourite people came instead.

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    30 Jan 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 20

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    "You're really into this guy, huh?" Cleo says as Bdubs settles into his seat at the table. Etho's getting the hang of knitting enough that Bdubs finally feels safe to knit too, while he sits beside him ready to help if needed. He only brings idiot-proof stuff to work, anyway, since he's always getting interrupted.

    "Excuse me?" Bdubs asks. He aims for teasing, but it comes out a little too raw for that. She must be joking, but god, shouldn't Cleo know better as his best friend?

    "Not like that—" they say quickly. "I know you're aromantic and stuff, I mean. Just, like, that you like him a lot, right? You've got a friend-crush.".

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    In which Bdubs teaches Etho to knit a sweater, doesn't quite fall in love, and makes a huge mistake, but still manages to work it all out in the end.

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    26 Jan 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    As if he recognised Impulse’s apprehension, Skizz reduced his wide grin to a friendly smile. “I saw you when I walked in and thought all your piercings were super sick. And I didn’t know anyone, so I figured I may as well talk to someone new,” His wings shuddered slightly. “I hope that’s okay with you?”

    Impulse was shocked at how friendly Skizz was. In the three years he had been at this high school and the many years of knowing some of the other students from grade school, no one had ever paid this much attention to him. “Oh, that’s nice of you to say, and yeah sure it’s fine,” he responded, hoping his pause wasn’t too noticeable.

    “Okay, that’s great! See you around, homie!” Skizz chirped before picking up his bag and walking out of class, leaving Impulse there to contemplate what just happened to him.

     

    or: impulse has spent his high school career avoiding attention from everybody, but what happens when someone actually wants to know him?

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    17 Jan 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    The white haired player is already jogging up to the bleachers, climbing up them to retrieve the ball.

    Bdubs can feel his heart pounding as the man gets closer.

    He’s gorgeous.

    Bdubs can’t see much of his face, but what he can see, makes his heart flutter.

    “Sorry.” the man says, grabbing the ball, a Canadian accent in his voice.

    “It’s g-uh, fine…uh…you guys are really good.” Bdubs says, cheeks tuning a little pink.

    “Uh, thanks.” the man says, “I’ll tell Joel to try and not hit you again.” he says, winking at Bdubs with mismatched eyes before walking down the bleachers, soccer ball in hand.

     

    or, Ethdubs college au <3

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    17 Jan 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 90

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    “My mum couldn’t take care of me, so she gave me to Canada.” Gem announced cheerily, swapping her red pencil for a yellow one, drawing what could only be a sun in the top corner of her page. “Then Canada found me a new mum.”

    Etho clicked his tongue. “Right.”

    “What about your mum?”

    “She uh, Couldn’t take care of me either. So I go to other people’s houses and they take care of me for her.”

     

    ;The story of siblings, who after all this time, are still chasing after each other.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “This was like nothing John had ever thought to associate with Sherlock: stubble, skin-tight jeans and three small silver rings gleaming at the crest of one ear. It was unbelievable, like stepping into an alternative universe, and John couldn't stop staring.”

    When Sherlock infiltrates a club in order to track down a serial killer, his altered appearance is enough to make John question his assumption that Sherlock is beyond his reach. However, is he the only one who appreciates his flatmate's charms, or is Sherlock at risk of becoming the next victim? (Warning: reviews may contain fic spoilers)

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Based off this Tumblr text post by s4mm4n:
    God I miss the days when you could show up to a strangers farm and he’d say “Whats your name, boy?” and you’d take off your hat and hold it to your chest to better let him see your face and reply “Why I aint got one sir, on account of my mammy passed on before she could give me one” and he’d tell you he’s real damn sorry to hear that and ask what he can do for you and you’d tell him that you can’t read nor even write neither but you’re mighty good with horses and can mend them fallen fence posts what you saw on your way in and won’t ask for nothing much more than a hot meal and a warm barn to sleep in and he’d keep his wife and daughters inside but send his boy who aint for married even though his mama tells him he needs a woman out with a lantern and some stew at night and the two of you’d get to talking and he’d throw you his flask to take a swig from and watch you drinking from it while he leant against the door frame and when he finally got called back on up to the house again he’d take a sip from it too real slow-like like it weren’t the whiskey what he were tryna savor

    WARNING: Halfway through this story, it becomes about family loss and tuberculosis.

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    After the war, Draco Malfoy seeks refuge from infamy in the Muggle world. A friendly Muggle couple takes him under their wing, but there’s a problem: they are intent on setting him up with their best friend, Hermione Granger.

    Or, in which the Muggle friends Hermione Granger undoubtedly would have had will not take no for an answer.

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  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    Neil Perry is sent by his father Thomas Perry to and old friend Mr. Anderson in hopes of 'curing' his rebellious atitude and gayness. There he meets Todd Anderson, a boy that deals with sever anxiety and religious trauma brought on by his father. They learn how to love themselves and each other despite the horrible situation.

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    26 Feb 2025

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    In which a famous young actor falls madly for the soft spoken screenwriter hired to work for his TV show (featuring frigid city nights, raging parties, wool coats, spilled coffee, long drives, controlling fathers, fake girlfriends, chosen family, taxi rides, loft apartments, secret schemes, film sets, and a love that might just last forever).

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  18. Public Bookmark 46

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    This is a poly Dead Poets Society au set in the 1950's. It's (mostly) from Todd's perspective and follows the first half of their final year at Welton.

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    The Dead Poets deal with the aftermath of Neil’s attempt, as Cameron and the administration blame Keating. Meanwhile, Knox is on the rebound, Charlie is pining, Neil and Todd are being oblivious and everyone’s favourite nerds are trying to get both couples together.

    This fic mainly centres on Anderperry and Knarlie but I won’t forget the other poets! McKeating and Chris x Ginny are briefly mentioned too!

    Frequent strong language is used, and there are mentions of suicide/self harm but I’ll try to make these parts skippable. It’s no worse than what you saw in the movie anyway<3

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  20. Public Bookmark 18

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    “I’m sorry, how can you even dare to criticize my voice when you sound like that ??” Todd teased him.

    Neil glared at him. “I thought this was a no judgement zone. Let me have my fun.”

    “Oh, I see how it is. We only agree with things when they’re to our benefit.”

    “That sounds about right.”

    Todd groaned in defeat. “Fine, I suppose I can survive the rest of the night with your awful walrus voice.”

    “You can and you will,” Neil said with finality.

    They stopped talking and let the music wash over them, both joining in when they knew the words, neither of them being even vaguely in tune, but choosing to enjoy themselves anyways. Neil stood up on top of his bed and began to dance, kicking his legs wildly and spinning around, his head nearly hitting the ceiling. He jumped up and down on the bed, completely forgetting that the springs might break, lifting a fake microphone to his mouth and yelling out the words. Todd looked up at him in amazement. He looked half between amusement and awe, but a few seconds later, he too had jumped up on his bed and was dancing with Neil, yelling loudly as he could.

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