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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Buck finally let out a quiet, strangled sob against Eddie’s shoulder, the dam breaking. Hen wrapped her arms around them both, and Chim followed, creating a cocoon of warmth around him.

     

    And for the first time since the funeral, Buck let himself cry.

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  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    He had grown up competing with him.
    Daniel, the perfect son, who died young and left only idealized memories behind.
    Daniel, who became more than a brother. He became an altar. A legend.
    His parents didn’t just mourn Daniel. They worshipped him.
    And they measured Buck against him every single day of his life.
    He was never enough. Never quiet enough, never smart enough, never obedient enough. His every breath seemed to offend them.
    It wasn’t Daniel’s fault he died. Buck knew that.
    But some part of him—some furious, aching part—hated Daniel for it.

     

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    Buck doesn't talk much about his childhood, and Maddie doesn't either. There are several reasons that Buck doesn't like to think about. However, when his parents come to visit him in LA and it triggers his childhood trauma again, it might finally be time to confront it. (I'm bad at summaries)

    (*Updated* name changed, after obssesing with seven-taylor swift on 15.6)

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  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Buck 1.0 is long in the past. Buck doesn't use sex as a coping mechanism anymore. Really. Except maybe, sometimes there's just the kind of bad day that makes him stumble a little - luckily Tommy is here to catch him. (Set after season 8 and them getting back together.)

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  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Buck only feels like himself when he’s in Eddie’s arms—the one place he’s safe enough to let go. His love shows in the ways he clings and leans, through touch and quiet acts of service. And when the weight gets too heavy, Eddie is always there to hold him together.

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    Five times Buck couldn’t stop clinging to Eddie, and the one time Eddie finally held on just as tight.

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  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Buck hesitated before he spoke, "I should’ve just let you keep going.”

    “Buck, sweetheart, why should you have just let me keep going?” Eddie questioned, and Buck felt his walls crumbling.

    “Well, it’s my job, isn’t it?” His voice was quiet, barely a whisper.

    Buck could see Eddie's breath catch in his throat before he swallowed. “What’s your job?” Eddie asked, though Buck could tell Eddie already knew what he would say next.

    Buck took a deep breath before answering, “To have sex with you.” He finally said, “It’s my job as your boyfriend to have sex with you.”

    Or, in which Buck grapples with his sexual trauma and deeply rooted intimacy issues after he and Eddie finally figure things out.

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