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“Buck?” He asks incredulously and his brain couldn’t connect the dots that the person he had been ogling over is his best friend. “Buck, what are you riding?”
“You like it?” Buck gives a beaming smile and his curls are tousled from being confined in the helmet. The curls are loose and soft and not for the first time Eddie wants to touch them. He shakes his head and tries to come back to why he is annoyed in the first place.
“It’s loud,” Eddie stutters out as his brain comes back online. Buck’s smile droops a little as he tilts his head curiously.
“That’s all? It’s loud?” Buck asks as he rests his helmet on his hip. “I can think of a million better adjectives for it.”
“You bought a death trap?” Eddie is fully back and his annoyance rises.
Or After the plane landing that Buck helped clear he gets a bike of his own and Eddie has mixed feelings.
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You Saved Me (in every way a person can be saved) by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
28 Jan 2024
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When TK was 9 his father left. His mother became an alcoholic and drug addict and began to hate TK. Her new husband abused TK both physically and sexually. This all got worse after he came out as gay.
When TK is 21 he is sent to his father's station as a firefighter. He hides his sexuality out of fear. No one knows what hell he has been through, but little by little the team finds out. How will TK navigate his new life on his own for the firsit time? Will he find a new family with the 126? Can he mend a relationship with a father he doesn't know? -
(Will I ever be) Enough by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
19 Jun 2023
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TK has had problems since the day the towers fell. He has never been a normal kid and now as an adult he wasn't a normal young man. Escaping to Austin doesn't mean he can outrun his problems and it isn't long before his dad has to start bringing in the team to help manage his disorder. He is convinced that after Alex he is doomed to have nobody love him again, but Carlos Reyes is determined to not only prove him wrong, but to show him he might have never been loved in the first place.
An alternate version of the show we love with TK suffering from extreme separation anxiety when it comes to his dad
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Beautiful Stranger by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
12 Apr 2022
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Tyler Kennedy Strand was the nation's biggest up and coming pop star. Carlos Reyes was an elementary school teacher nobody would ever know. They couldn't lead lives any more different. What happens when TK gets an insane idea to marry a stranger in front of millions with a broken heart? Can strangers really fall in love? Can Carlos handle the pressure of being married to a pop star?
A Marry Me AU based on the movie.
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Piece by Piece by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
09 Jul 2021
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Carlos Reyes's world is rocked on its axis when his father walks out on them the summer after high school. For family support they move to New York just in time for college. He moves out on his own and his roommate seems to be just as broken as he is if not worse. Can they help each other piece together their broken parts? Or will they spiral off into darkness instead?
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Tarlos Tumblr Prompts by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
Fandom 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
04 Jul 2020
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Buck finally let out a quiet, strangled sob against Eddie’s shoulder, the dam breaking. Hen wrapped her arms around them both, and Chim followed, creating a cocoon of warmth around him.
And for the first time since the funeral, Buck let himself cry.
Bookmarked by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
02 Mar 2026
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And I've been meaning to tell you, I think your house is haunted. by orphan_account
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2025
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He had grown up competing with him.
Daniel, the perfect son, who died young and left only idealized memories behind.
Daniel, who became more than a brother. He became an altar. A legend.
His parents didn’t just mourn Daniel. They worshipped him.
And they measured Buck against him every single day of his life.
He was never enough. Never quiet enough, never smart enough, never obedient enough. His every breath seemed to offend them.
It wasn’t Daniel’s fault he died. Buck knew that.
But some part of him—some furious, aching part—hated Daniel for it.or
Buck doesn't talk much about his childhood, and Maddie doesn't either. There are several reasons that Buck doesn't like to think about. However, when his parents come to visit him in LA and it triggers his childhood trauma again, it might finally be time to confront it. (I'm bad at summaries)
(*Updated* name changed, after obssesing with seven-taylor swift on 15.6)
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01 Mar 2026
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Buck 1.0 is long in the past. Buck doesn't use sex as a coping mechanism anymore. Really. Except maybe, sometimes there's just the kind of bad day that makes him stumble a little - luckily Tommy is here to catch him. (Set after season 8 and them getting back together.)
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24 Feb 2026
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Buck only feels like himself when he’s in Eddie’s arms—the one place he’s safe enough to let go. His love shows in the ways he clings and leans, through touch and quiet acts of service. And when the weight gets too heavy, Eddie is always there to hold him together.
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Five times Buck couldn’t stop clinging to Eddie, and the one time Eddie finally held on just as tight.
Bookmarked by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
23 Feb 2026
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Buck hesitated before he spoke, "I should’ve just let you keep going.”
“Buck, sweetheart, why should you have just let me keep going?” Eddie questioned, and Buck felt his walls crumbling.
“Well, it’s my job, isn’t it?” His voice was quiet, barely a whisper.
Buck could see Eddie's breath catch in his throat before he swallowed. “What’s your job?” Eddie asked, though Buck could tell Eddie already knew what he would say next.
Buck took a deep breath before answering, “To have sex with you.” He finally said, “It’s my job as your boyfriend to have sex with you.”
Or, in which Buck grapples with his sexual trauma and deeply rooted intimacy issues after he and Eddie finally figure things out.
Bookmarked by idontwanttheworld-iwantmalec (GoodFinderBadger)
22 Feb 2026

