Genderfluid_jester
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The Nein were a very close group who gave touch and affection without a second thought. Usually it was a refreshing change of pace from the reserved and stuffy environments that I was used to in the dynasty; even with my own general repulsion for physical contact usually if through clothes it's fine, enjoyable even and it doesn't come with the same discomfort as skin to skin touches. Unfortunately today I could already tell that a layer of clothing wasn’t going to matter.
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Essek has autism and has trouble with physical contact, the Nein invite him to a party where he learns that its ok to ask for accommodations.
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“You too have noticed that our relationship is a bit more than a friendship at the moment but I believe we should go back to where we started.”
Esseks face fell. “Are you suggesting that we ah- break up?”or
Caleb has a ton of internalized acephobia and thinks that he cant be in a relationship with Essek because he doesn't want to fuck him, Essek amends this belief
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Ikithon left caleb with alot of scars, not all of them physical. The ghost of his memories comes back to him one night.
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Caleb is having a bad night and has a really bad panic attack
Tw: ptsd, disassociation, self harm, suicide attempt, slight unreliable narrator
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Caleb blames himself for nott almost getting hurt and has a shitty night
Pre cannon, c2 e48 spoilers
Tw:self harm, disassociation, subtly implied suicide (only once)
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The moment I turned around and Chuuya could see my chest and arms. Riddled with hundreds of scars, ranging in size and age, a patchwork of pain and suffering.
Dazai has been tortured and experimented on from mori since day one and chuuya finally discovers the truth.
Tw: suicidal idealiation/thoughts, torture(not on screen just described in detail)
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Today, of all days, see (Can you hear me, Achilles?) by frankitineedrehab
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
06 Jan 2026
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"From the moment Trinity has met him, Dennis has always been a tired person.
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Dear Trin, it starts.
I just wanted to say, thank you. I…
Nothing.
That's where it stops.
Incomplete. A scribble. Barely a sentence. It could be anything.
(It isn't. She knows it isn't.)"
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Despite what people tell her, Trinity knows to trust her instincts.
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07 Feb 2026
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“... BP 129 over 76, response to pain but disoriented on scene. Whitaker here found him.” Dr. Robby glanced at Whitaker.
“You found him?” Santos asked Whitaker. She had shown up halfway through the brief. “What was he, passed out on the street?”
“No, uh, he had fallen out of a top bunk at his shelter.”
Santos looked confused. “Isn't it your day off? And I thought the street team doesn't go out till at least 10am?”
Whitaker felt a great need to disappear. “Yeah, it is, and, uh, no we don't."
"Then what were you doing at the shelter?" Dr. Robby asked, and Whitaker could see the answer dawn on him the second the words left his mouth.
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TLDR; Whitaker is sleeping at a shelter when someone there is injured and brought to PTMC. Questions, and answers, ensue. For the sake of plot Santos never found Whitaker in the empty hospital wing.
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- Part 1 of The War Between the Water and the Bridge
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06 Feb 2026
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“I don’t need to see a doctor. I am fine. You’re worrying for nothing. Let’s just go to sleep.”
Go to sleep? Shane huffs, Ilya thought it was fine. It didn’t matter if he was in pain or danger? They should just move on? As if.
“It’s not nothing. I’m worried about your health. Which you don’t seem to care about! Tell me one reason that I shouldn’t be worried!”
“Because I didn’t take them.”
“What?”
“I threw the bottles away when you left. Happy?”
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Ilya doesn’t keep pills in his house and Shane finds out why.Series
- Part 2 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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09 Jan 2026
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don't feed it (it will come back) by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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“Are you sure you don’t want me to stay?” he asked.
“I will not fuck you tonight, Hollander,” Ilya bit out. “Get out.”
Hollander blinked down at him owlishly and why wasn’t he leaving? Ilya extracted a hand from under the covers and gestured half-heartedly towards the door.
“Not for…that,” Hollander said, shaking his head. “I could just stay here.”
Ilya swallowed hard and pictured it. Curling up against Hollander’s chest, resting his head against warm skin. Letting Hollander run his hands through his hair. The soft light from the lamp turning Hollander’s eyes molten, the comforting solidness of him.
But they couldn’t. It just wasn’t what they did.
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05 Jan 2026
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Dean realizes that maybe... maybe it isn't straight to find guys kissable sometimes. But honestly, that's probably not right because everyone finds people of the same sex attractive too, right? They just don't say it, but they all do too.
aka, a rendition of how I accidentally came out to my extended family.
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05 Dec 2025