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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    It wasn’t like they had ever done anything serious, they had just kissed a few times, slow and languid when they were sharing a bed. It wasn’t anything more than that, Hudson had just thought about asking Connor to fuck him at least once a week since they met.

    Or, Hudson realizes just how far gone he is.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.

    Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    03 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 60

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    Set after episode 2.

    Ilya goes to Montreal for work (he tells himself) and finds Shane at a gay bar, dragged there by his oblivious friends.

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    “Hollander,” Ilya said as low as he could. “How much have you had to drink?”

    “Probly… too much.”

    “And you do not want to come out publicly as gay, yes?”

    Drunkenly, Shane wiggled his head from right to left.

    “Y-yes—I mean, yes that—no, I don’t want—” His shoulders slumped forward, and Ilya’s heart shot into his throat as he glanced around. “I—I’m not ready yet.”

    “Brilliant of your fucking buddies to take you to a gay club then, yes?”

    “They don’t know, asshole.”

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    “Goodbye, Rozanov,” Shane said, unlocking his door with the code and slipping inside.

    It was too hard to find the right English words for: Please let me in, because I can’t stay away from you. I’m a fucking asshole, like you say, and I came here to see you, to make sure you were okay, and I’m not done. I’m not done with you, so please, for fuck’s sake, let me in.
    So Ilya took the easier route.

    “Goodnight, Hollander.”

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

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    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

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    03 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane went outside to apologize to his mom and got the apology that he needed from her.

    Ilya stayed inside with David. He needed something in that moment too.

    Ilya & David missing scene, David POV

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    03 Jan 2026

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    He drives to the airport with an unshakeable urge to pull over and turn around. He smokes four cigarettes in a row before he boards the plane, then chews an entire pack of gum on the flight to try and cover the worst of the smell.

    He exits the airport half-hoping that Shane has chickened out of the whole thing. Then he spots him, tapping his fingers against the steering wheel in the most boring suburban dad car Ilya has ever had the misfortune of laying his eyes on, and he’s so happy to see him that his legs feel unsteady beneath his weight.

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    Or, the cottage, Ilya's version: an extended ep 6 featuring my take on what happened in the gaps we didn't see.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is watching the sun rise over the lake at the cottage when Shane joins him and makes a little request.

    “So, I was wondering…next time we fuck…would you like to, uh, skip the condom? Because I’ve been thinking about feeling you skin-to-skin inside me for a while now, and it’s been driving me—”
    Shane did not get a chance to complete his sentence because Ilya had hauled him over and was giving him a kiss, fierce and biting and ravenous.
    After many glorious moments of kissing, the sun warm on their cheeks, Ilya pulled back. Shane licked his lips and gave Ilya a darting glance before looking away. “Anyway, yeah, it’s been driving me insane,” he said, and cleared his throat.
    “Well now that you said it, it makes me insane too,” Ilya replied. “Come.” He stood and hauled Shane up along with him. “Chop chop, Hollander. No time to waste.”

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    30 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Someone holds me safe and warm,
    horses prance through a silver storm,
    figures dancing gracefully,
    across my memory...”

    As the melancholic tune played on and drowned out the winter storm, Jay slowly drifted to sleep. When Jay was asleep, Ximena gave him a final kiss on his forehead and put on her cloak. The winter storm picked up and rattled violently at the windows. Ximena sighed and headed out. When Ximena arrived safely at the council tower of Piltover, she was unaware that there was an even more violent storm raging. The army of Noxus invaded the palace that night and there were no survivors left. Or were there? Rumour goes that the young Duke Jay Talis might be alive.

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    A retelling of the Anastasia broadway/animation for our favourite couple Jayce x Viktor.

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    19 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 1

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    Ao nascer do Sol após a batalha contra os Couraças e a morte de Dalmo, Belladona pensava sobre sua equipe e sobre sua situação. Com a chegada de Jonas Aguiar, ferido e belo e desvalorizado, ela decide cuidar do homem, tanto de seu corpo quanto de seu coração.

     

     

    [Ou: A autora estava extremamente irritada com a forma como todos tratavam seu querido Cachorrinho-Mutilador-MVP-Da-Guerra-Dos-Couraças-Noturno então criou uma personagem com o único propósito de dar ao homem o amor e o cuidado que ele merece]

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    11 Dec 2025

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    “The waiting room is always so damn stuffy, isn’t it?” Jayce tugs at the collar of his shirt.

    The man laughs, “it’s freaking cold, though.” To make a point, he shivers slightly. Considering how slim he is, Jayce thinks, it’s not a surprise.

    “Really??” Jayce laughs, “I guess I’m too hot.”

    The man gives Jayce a once-over. The edge of his mouth slightly curves with the hint of a smile.

    When Jayce Talis finally lands the role of a scientist in an upcoming series, he couldn't have known how the role would catapult him into stardom and, more importantly, introduce him to the man that would change the course of his life forever: Viktor.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    The Mage keeps walking, and Jayce panics; he shoves the stone in his pocket and runs ahead, seizing the Mage by the back of his robes. “Please, mister,” he says. “Thank you for saving me, but my mom—she went out to look for help and didn’t come back—do you know where she is?”

    The Mage turns around to look at him, then behind him, as if to confirm that Jayce is, indeed, alone. Jayce tries to peer up into his hood, but there’s something about the way the light bends around his face—it’s like he can’t look directly at him, no matter how hard he tries.

    “She might be lost,” Jayce says. “Please, could you—whatever you just did, could you find her, too?”

    Baby!Jayce gets separated from his mother in the storm. Mage!Viktor takes care of him.

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    02 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 66

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    "Do you remember the Distinguished Innovators Competition?"

    "I remember you..."

     

    Jayce and Viktor attend the annual Distinguished Innovators Competition, and take home a little more than just the trophy.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    Jayce learns the gesture from Vi — an Undercity custom meant to show affection, he thinks. He starts doing the forehead touch with Viktor without realising it’s something far more intimate than he ever imagined.

    Viktor knows exactly what it means. And he says nothing.

    Because for once, something warm and close and quietly tender is being offered to him, even if it's by mistake. And maybe… maybe he can have it, just for a little while.

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    08 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 10

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    Viktor froze. All the blood seemed to drain from him. His mind emptied in an instant, every thought, every word, every formula, every prayer swept away by a tide of ice.
    He said nothing.
    How do you speak to a mother who lost her son because of you?
    How do you even breathe, meeting her gaze?

    .-.-.-.-.-
    AU where Viktor survived the rune implosion. Jayce didn’t.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Viktor lets out a quiet laugh, though it carries no joy. He feels doomed. “You always were the optimist, Jayce. But optimism does not erase the past. It does not undo what I have done and what I almost did. Just because it did not happen in this world it does not mean that it didn’t happen at all.”

    The words hang between them, a challenge and an invitation all at once. Viktor’s chest tightens, his mind a whirlwind of conflicting thoughts and emotions. Inevitably, his eyes land on the fingertip shaped scars that decorate Jayce’s forehead like a circlet, a forever-reminder of Viktor’s actions. The weight of his guilt is not something he can set down so easily, especially with his most recent problem.

    “Viktor, you don’t need to–”

    “I need some air,” Viktor says abruptly, stepping around Jayce and heading for the door. Jayce doesn’t stop him, though Viktor can feel his gaze lingering as he steps outside.

    - - -

    In which Viktor and Jayce end up somewhere else, healed by the Arcane and given a second chance at life, one that comes with old regrets, lingering love and an unexpected complication. A pity they're both too emotionally constipated to sort it out just yet.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    Viktor is sick with Hanahaki. Jayce would do anything to save him—whether it be by developing an impossible cure or trying to find out who Viktor is in love with to smack some sense into them.

    Little does he know, he’s chasing his own shadow.

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    01 Aug 2025

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