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  1. Rec 35

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    One day, the stars disappeared without a trace.

    And we all know who’s fault it is.

    The wormhole. The power core. A violent flash into another reality. One where humanity is brought to ruin among dying colonies and moons built of blood. The Engineer did not just make a single mistake. He caused a collapse that echoed across universes.

    And then there is Simon.

    The Butcher. A title whispered to him like a curse. Eden. The Tree. Filament station, lost. A man condemned for crimes committed in desperation, sent into a coffin of encased steel. What would happen if, just if, the engineer stumbled into the Iron Lung itself? A portal into Simon’s nightmare of desperation.

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    18 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    tthiis made me cry ^_^ tthanks!

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    An alternate universe where Simon was right about the stars not dying but only a few stations disappearing into the void. He is found by the crew of the Aurora who decide to pull him out of the blood ocean and bring him on board.

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    11 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Cecil Palmer probably had it coming when he ate that pie the PTA gave him, but he wasn't expecting to end up in an alternate dimension, and he definitely didn't think the dimension he'd end up in would be an apocalyptic version of California.

    or, I really like Danger Days and I wanted to put Cecil and Carlos there..

     

    You don't have to know anything about Danger Days to understand this!!

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    24 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Moony does her best to help ENA with recovery after a manic episode. A conversation under a starry sky ensues.

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    25 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Kayne promised to give the King in Yellow his own body when it was all said and done. John was not the only fragment without a vessel.

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    Or; Yellow finds Himself inside His own body but without the means to take care of it. Noel is the only available option, but the strain on his sanity babysitting his torturer is a recipe for disaster.

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    16 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OUGH. yellow<3

  6. Public Bookmark 5

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    His life was a perfectly controlled thing that followed a linear path of cause and effect. He was everything they wanted him to be, and he would stay that way forever. There was no reason for this to change.

    Well, not until that change was thrust into his hands, and he was given back the reigns to a life which had never been his. But maybe... maybe happiness wasn't so far out of reach.

    or; a character study of kevin throughout the years: pre-strex, strex, post-strex, and beyond.

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    20 Mar 2025

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    this is sosososososo awrsome

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Martin couldn’t remember exactly when or why he’d joined the Knights of the Lonely. He supposed that was by design.

    Knights of the Lonely weren’t meant to last long. They were built to take blows, and, if necessary, they were built to die. He supposed that suited him fine.

    But upon an assignment to escort the Watcher’s betrothed to the Kingdom of Beholding, Martin began to realize that, perhaps, there was something he was missing. Perhaps it was in the shape of a person with bright, intelligent eyes and acerbic wit, with prickly edges and a gentle smile when he thought no one was looking.

    There was only one problem. He wasn’t meant to let the Watcher’s betrothed reach the kingdom alive.

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    13 Feb 2025

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    "Cecil," Carlos says, eyes still distant, fond smile on his face. "I love you so much."

    And Kevin allows himself to be pulled into an embrace, the words I'm not Cecil sticking his throat, partially because the last time he'd said them Carlos had gotten angry, and partially because....

    Well...

    He's not sure who he is anymore.

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    29 Jan 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    Gerard Keay thinks he finally has a shot at normalcy when he meets Michael Shelley. Spoiler alert: ignoring the fact that your partner works for a fear entity is a bad way to be normal. :/

    or: gerry and michael meet by chance and change the way the story ends

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    18 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ma girls :D

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    In a universe where the crew of the Aurora (and Aurora herself) were all born on the same planet, their paths somehow cross anyway.

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    05 Jan 2025

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    TWEAKONG OUT AHHHHHH

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    Surrounding him were hundreds of mannequins positioned to face the sofa. Some looked familiar.

    One of them was dressed as himself. Dark flesh of all variations of shade were sewn together and draped the mannequin as though they could not place their finger on the perfect tone. In its hand was a tape recorder duct taped to the palm. Jon felt bile rise at the sight.

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    02 Jan 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 43

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    In front of him, across the room, stood something.
    It was the shape of a human, presumably a woman, but it was as though someone had made a new human out of spare parts.
    A dark-skinned left hand and a pale, nearly as a sheet, right hand stuck out of ring-masters sleeves. Jon could not see the things legs underneath a pair of black tights and ballet shoes where it stood in a point, but it’s legs were lumpy as though they were stuffed with hay.
    It’s face was not it’s own; For as the thing indeed had a face, but it was stuck on with safety pins. Underneath it’s stolen face laid rot and decay.
    Jon felt as though he was in Hell upon seeing such a creature.

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    28 Dec 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 19

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    The feeling of an empty bed in the morning had never been more gut wrenching than it had in the exact moment Martin woke up.

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    28 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    no thoughts, head empty

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Jonathan Sims was not suicidal.

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    28 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    *slowly approaches like a feral cat offered food* mmmmmmmmmmmm

  15. Public Bookmark 44

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    Three days.

    It had been three days since Jon tumbled out of the yellow door that was never in the ceiling and fell flat on the floor of his office.

    It had been three days since he stormed up to Elias’s office, limbs aching, and demanded to know why no one tried to get him back.

    It had been three days since he last felt those cold, plastic hands on him, wandering over his body, stiff and unnatural and cruel.

    Three days, and he still ached, still burned with rage, still felt those horrible hands on his body.

    Jonathan Sims, the Archivist, curled up under his desk with his knees pressed to his stomach and sobbed.

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    Jon gets back from being kidnapped by Nikola.

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    28 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    gurl dinner

  16. Public Bookmark 39

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    "He couldn’t go completely cold turkey, it was still his job as the Archivist to take, record, and analyze statements. But he could cut down on them as much as possible. And take none fresh. In order to make that work, he would have to only record those which were brought to his attention. Those were the truly important ones. In the meantime, he could do other necessary things he had been neglecting such as organization or research. Although, realistically thinking he knew he wouldn’t be much good for anything.

    During nicotine withdrawals, his notoriously dedicated attention span would practically go out the window. He’d become too agitated and distracted to get any work done. But he’d done it before, he could do it again."

    AKA: A statement withdrawal fic, but this time it's in his control
    Whumptober prompt 25: Being monitored

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    28 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ah yes, a fine meal for me to enjoy (barely suppressing tears)

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    “I’ll shout when I’m back,” Georgie says softly around the door frame. Jon watches her worry the glittery ‘G’ charm on her housekeys between her forefinger and thumb. He wonders if she’s predicting that he’ll be the object of danger, or the agent.

    He drops his gaze to his lap, and feels hers attempt to probe through the seaweed-tresses of his damp hair – clean for the first time in weeks.

    “I’m okay with it now,” he says quietly. “Knocking.”

    (“look steph, he doesn’t like knocking and he doesn’t like not being able to see doors and he had a piss poor excuse for a childhood and he doesn’t want me to know more than that and i don’t want to think about it too hard so can you just move the sodding table and let me put the sign in the porch and – oh, hi jon, i thought you weren’t coming down til later –”)

    She flicks the keyring into her palm.

    “I’ll shout.”

    (understanding, lack thereof, learning, becoming)

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    28 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    jonn,,,,
    *rereads a trillion times*

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    A year (and then some) in the life of Daniel Matthews.

     

    Or Daniel lives with Allison Kerry after his dad is found dead.

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    02 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    crumchy

  19. Public Bookmark 62

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    simply to fill your cravings
    boreal trio my beloved
    angst my love <3
    (Adoxgraphy: beautiful writing on a subject of little to no importance)
    and yes, i moved my adoxgraphy book here haha

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    19 Jun 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 51

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    "The prison? The prison-prison, with dark walls and crying obsidian and crippling isolation? The prison that only showed up in his nightmares, that he refused to step foot in after learning he’d already been there, that he would rather be killed than get thrown into?

    Before Ranboo had time to think, the cage he’d been kept in (like a zoo animal or a circus attraction, he didn’t know which was more dehumanizing to him) was swung open and he was yanked out. Two pairs of hands grabbed him by his forearms, dragging him forward and out, out of the cell, out of the courtroom.

    He relished in the fresh air for only a second until he was reminded of his predicament by the sound of-

    -oh. No, please, no. "

    ...

    in which the gravity of loss isn't addressed, but pain of it is.

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    19 Jun 2024

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