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Evan "Buck" Buckley has always felt most alive when he’s off the ground. Trained as a trapeze/aerial silk artist since childhood, his secret life in the air contrasts sharply with his role as a firefighter on the ground. No one at Station 118 suspects the skills he keeps hidden—until a series of daring rescues force Buck to draw on his acrobatic talents in unexpected ways.
As the squad teases and Eddie Diaz’s curiosity grows, Buck must decide how much of himself he’s willing to reveal—and whether the man watching him so closely might be the one person who understands the thrill of flying without fear.
In other words:
Five times Buck uses his trapeze/aerial silk skills on the job to pull off impossible saves. And then the one time the entire crew sees those skills in full display—at a pop-up circus where Buck volunteers, bringing his two worlds crashing together.Bookmarked by FanficFixation
05 Oct 2025
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Bobby's gone. Buck is pregnant, unsupported by the team that once felt like home, and Tommy is flinching from a future he doesn't believe he deserves. But Buck’s not giving up—on the baby, on Tommy, or the messy family they’re still building.
COMPLETED but extra chapters (one shots) are added on at the end starting at chapter 18
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02 Aug 2025
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Raphael’s trying his best not to be nosy, but his eyes land on Eddie’s screen anyway, and he huffs out a quiet laugh. “My wife sends me stuff like that, too. I don’t know where she finds it.”
“If she’s anything like Buck, she’s got the oddity section on AP News bookmarked.”
Eddie’s card makes a soft little beep as he taps it against the machine, and Raphael smiles at him as he tears the receipt off and hands it over. “How long have y’all been together?”
...or, everyone in El Paso has lost their minds.
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30 Mar 2025
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Buck holds up his hands, spreading them almost apologetically, and it still takes Eddie a second too long to realize what he's showing him. He's too busy scanning for fresh scars, or burns, or infected tattoos, to realize for a second -- Buck's left index finger is half gone. It ends just below his second knuckle, the stump already smoothly healed over. Eddie reaches out, the medic in him taking over, and Buck lets him, standing there obediently while Eddie cradles his hand, turns it over between his own.
"It's healed," Eddie says dumbly. "Is there any pain?"
"None," Buck promises.
"But -- when?" Eddie asks.
Buck grimaces. "Six weeks ago," he admits. "Please don't be mad."
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13 Feb 2025
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Eddie goes to Texas for four months and Buck makes it’s all of two weeks before he finds the need for a new hobby, sourdough!
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07 Jan 2025
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Eddie is all fucking over him.
He falls asleep with his body sprawled over the broad expanse of Buck’s chest and wakes up with his face buried into the skin of his neck. They watch a movie together on Eddie’s couch and Eddie practically sits in his lap, head tucked under Buck’s chin as he blinks at the screen. When they’re alone, Eddie can’t stop himself from peppering kisses to Buck’s lips and his cheeks and his forehead as Buck giggles and pretends to try and duck. Under the dinner table every night, Eddie will hook his foot around Buck’s ankle and make Buck duck his head into a flushed smile. And Eddie is always, always holding Buck’s hand—running errands and in their own bed and at the grocery store and across the console while Buck’s driving them to work.
Maybe he’s just in the honeymoon stage. Or maybe this is how he’ll always feel—like every second he’s not touching Buck is a second wasted.
in which eddie is in love and a bit clingy about it.
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08 Dec 2024
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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29 Oct 2024
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"Guys, look what I found in my dumpster when I took my trash out before work."
Buck holds his phone out proudly, a photo of quite possibly the ugliest cat Eddie has ever seen gracing the screen.
"Jesus!" Chim exclaims, recoiling a little. "Buck, tell me you didn't pull a dead cat out of the trash."
"He's not dead!" Buck insists, offended.
"Are you sure?" Chim asks doubtfully.
Or: Buck rescues a lovable disaster of a cat, who rescues him in return.
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17 Oct 2024
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god, i have my father's eyes (but my sister's when i cry) by bucksprideflag
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Sep 2024
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“My grandparents are coming to town tomorrow.”
“You have grandparents?” Eddie’s brow furrows.
“Yeah,” Buck says with a hollow laugh. “I found out about an hour ago.”
Eddie leans forward, clearly confused. “So… where have they been all this time?”
“Boston, I think,” He mutters. “I don’t really know. I thought they were dead. Turns out they just didn’t care enough to be part of my life.” He swallows hard, his throat tight. “And now they just show up, after all this time? No warning. It doesn’t make any sense. I have no idea what to do,”
Eddie’s expression turns serious “You don’t have to do anything, Buck,” he says firmly almost , his protective “You don’t have to forgive them, or even let them back into your life if you don’t want to. This isn’t about them—it’s about what you need.”
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The one where Buck finds out he has grandparents, breaks up with his boyfriend, gets crushed by a ceiling and gets engaged in the space of a week.
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29 Sep 2024
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Buck volunteers to go to Australia to help their firefighters go up against catastrophic bushfires. He find himself sharing a plane with an old member of the 118.
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He smiles awkwardly at the guy he’ll be sitting next to, a slightly older looking, very buff, and not-at-all unattractive firefighter, and double checks that he has the seat number right before sitting down. ‘Hey man,’ he says politely, putting his backpack on his lap and unzipping it so he can pull out his phone charger and headphone adapter.
‘Hey,’ the other guy says. He smiles warmly, the tip of his nose scrunching up a little, and there’s just…something about it. Something that he can’t quite place. He looks so genuine, like he’s actually happy to see Buck, a random firefighter in a sea of firefighters, instead of just being polite, and it’s a little bit contagious, and a little bit mesmerising.
Buck figures it wouldn’t hurt to get to know this guy. At the very least, they’ll be sitting next to each other for the next fifteen hours. If they’re lucky, they might even be out fighting wildfires together once they land in Sydney.
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15 Sep 2024
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Buck is fucking frozen. His mouth is dry, and his brain is blank except for oh no, oh fuck reverberating in his frontal lobe. He can’t answer. He feels the pressure against the metaphorical closet door, the hinges creaking against the weight of the boxes crashing down.
“Are those… hearing aids?” He registers Eddie's voice through the ringing in his ears.
It takes him a moment before he can finally whisper it out. He feels his head nod against his will.
“Yeah.”
The door gives out.
or: how a conversation about tardigrades results in buck grappling with a disability he's suppressed, getting hearing aids, and realizing that the family he craves has been there for him all along. in that order.
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- Part 1 of hard of hearing buck
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30 Jul 2024
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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04 Jul 2024
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“So are we just not going to talk about it?”
Eddie turns the best he can in his seat to glance at Hen and Chim in the front of the ambulance. He doesn’t like the smirk Chim has on his face or the curious one Hen is wearing. He probably shouldn’t ask, but …
“Talk about what?”
“How your new girlfriend tried to kill your best friend.”
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Bad Things Happen Bingo - Allergic Reaction
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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23 Jun 2024
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“You are one of his people now, whether you guys stay together or don’t,” Eddie said, almost gentle now. “If you ever need him, he will be there for you, because that’s who he is. You’re his.”
Tommy’s throat ached. He wanted. “He’s like the sun.”
Eddie chuckled. This time, it actually sounded like Eddie.
“Yeah,” he said, his voice a rasp. “And the sun shines on everyone at different times.” You idiot, went unsaid.In the wake of everything, Tommy isn't sure where he stands with Evan. Eddie, on the heels of blowing up his life, is out of patience and fucks to give. He and Tommy are going to have words.
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30 May 2024
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“I thought I was going to die today.”
Tommy makes a wounded noise in the back of his throat. “Evan.”
“No. I know. It’s just that—if I hadn’t somehow ended up in that little pocket of space, I-I would have been dead. And I know that’s the job. You know? It's—it’s what we both signed up for.” He rocks forward on his feet, partially fueled by fatigue, partially fueled by this desperate fucking need to be back in the comfort of his boyfriend’s orbit. “But I’m just really—I’m really glad I get to come home to you again.”
Tommy’s face softens. “Oh, sweetheart.”
or; Buck gets hurt on a call. Tommy is a protective boyfriend about it. just. shameless fluff tbh.
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18 May 2024
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Eddie’s brow furrows as he scrutinizes him. “You good, Buck?”
“Yeah, I’m f–” Buck coughs again as he sits up. “I’m –”
Fine is on the tip of his tongue but what ends up coming out is a series of explosive coughs. It feels like there’s a vise around his chest that’s slowly tightening, and the coughing certainly isn’t helping him suck in the air he desperately needs. What the hell is happening to him?
BTHB: sneezing
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- Part 9 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
- Part 14 of Tumblr Prompts
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17 May 2024
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A case of mistaken identity has Buck in the line of fire when Amir comes seeking revenge on Bobby for the loss of his family.
Will Tommy and the 118 have to watch the man they all love die a horrible death in front of them - or will they be able to avert a tragedy echoing the one Bobby was unable to years before?
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17 May 2024
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“Oh,” Greg says, his face falling, “that’s Lucifer.”
Buck lets out something between a laugh and a cough.
“Lucifer,” he repeats.
“It's a long story,” Greg says, tugging on the collar of his polo, his name tag clinking. “He's—not exactly well socialized, and he really, really hates—“ he starts, except he’s interrupted by Eddie’s voice, the first words Buck has heard him say since they dropped Chris off at Hen and Karen's.
“Hi,” Eddie says, crouching right under the bright red sign – which, now that Buck’s close enough to read it, says DO NOT PET – and reaching his fingers toward the bars.
“—men,” Greg finishes, his voice weak, frozen mid-step like he’s not sure if he should be hauling Eddie away while there’s still time. “He hates men. Usually.”
or the one in which healing looks a little like ten pounds of dog with a mean streak.
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12 May 2024
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“Oh. You’re—uh.” Should he—say something? Why would he say something, though. Just because this isn’t something they do… Eddie’s clearly fine with this, initiating this, and Buck—there’s never a time Buck doesn’t want this, want this bad. So why would he say you have a bed right there and come off as a dick when they’re both perfectly fine with this.
Or, worse in ways that are both hysterical and heartbreaking, come off as vaguely homophobic or make Eddie uncomfortable about the way he’s currently spooning Buck like he’s been doing it all his life.
He settles for a lighthearted, “Are you drunk?”
Eddie sighs sleepily, breath tickling Buck’s neck. “Yeah. Kinda.”
or, getting little-spooned by his drunk best friend was not on buck's maid-of-honour checklist, but. it's happening
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14 Mar 2024