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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    Stories of Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' navigating life in Tokyo as young adults. Yoshiki attending college and 'Hikaru' working to keep them afloat. Though the more open-minded environment allowed their relationship to grow into something deeper—closer than what it would have been in their small village, they still navigate a partnership that appears strange to onlookers.

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    05 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    after warren beats nathan up nathan goes to jerk off in his room about it

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    03 Feb 2026

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    'Hikaru' had felt good that time at the backroom of the gym. That much had been clear.

    What Yoshiki did not know, was the length 'Hikaru' would go in order to follow that feeling.

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    27 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    Yoshiki told Hikaru he can’t do things that make other people uncomfortable. That he can’t go around doing that kinda stuff.

    Hikaru brings it up a day later. He also asks to be taught some things.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    22
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    307
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    3,518

    18 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    Yoshiki may have gotten himself in too deep. Hikaru doesn't mind. He thinks he should go deeper, actually.

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    11
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    16 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    Hikaru discovers he can bruise, and feel the entire new sensation of “Pain.”
    He wants to explore this new sensation with Yoshiki.

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    Comments:
    20
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    312
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    3,986

    11 Jan 2026

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    Lately, Yoshiki's been attracting a lot of attention—both from humans and from sinister supernatural entities.

    Sinister supernatural entities that aren't [Hikaru].

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    3/3
    Comments:
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    11,860

    11 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    "Yoshiki distantly notes he could make a good photo shoot here for himself, perhaps with Hikaru as the subject. He and his true nature would be quite the combination with the gutted animals in large jars, with the human skeleton in the corner. They’re hiding in the closet with the skeleton now. Alone in school in a closed room where no one will bother to check on for hours on end. Yoshiki shakes his head, he’s here to extend Hikaru learning possibilities. Probably. He needs to focus on the task at hand."

    or A Very Tactile Biology Lesson, But Horny

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    113
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    1,075

    07 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    When a horror beyond his wildest nightmares walked into his life, wrapped in the skin of his dead best friend, not much needed to change. His relationship with Hikaru had always been laced with rotten secrets, threatening to tear him apart, limb by limb, and reduce him to a pulpy mess of flesh, and blood, and the sickly sweet feeling that crept through his bones when he caught a glimpse of Hikaru changing out of his gym shorts.

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    A collection of glimpses into Yoshiki’s mind as he discovers the sheer terror of being forced to confront one’s own desires.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    11
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    103
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    14
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    679

    05 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 44

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    “ I dunno,” Hikaru says, voice scratchy and throat burning, “Wanna tell me what ya saw? ‘m kinda flyin’ blind here.”

    Yoshiki flinches at the last sentence. He swallows, gaze full of something hesitant. Fearful.

    Fearful, fearful. Always fearful. When is Yoshiki ever not?

    “You… I…” Yoshiki says, voice shallow and tone hesitant. “You have wings.”

    It’s blunt despite the hesitance, just like Yoshiki always is. He-

    Wait, what?

    ———

    Or, ‘Hikaru’ grows wings one day. Yoshiki has no idea what’s happening.

    (Author is obsessed with wingfics. Sorry not sorry.)

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    275
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    04 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 24

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    Hikaru had been looking at him like that again. That intense, focused stare that raised the hairs on the back of his neck and made him feel like something hunted. A prey animal. Food. 

    "Do you want to feel it again?" 

    Yoshiki turned back to Hikaru. "Huh?" 

    Hikaru cocked his head, a playful smile on his lips. The look in his eyes didn't falter. "Do you want to feel inside me? You were staring." 

    Yoshiki sat up, and tried to brush it off. "You only want me to do that 'cause it feels nice for you, selfish." 

    Hikaru kept smiling. "It does." He pulled at his shirt, exposing more of his skin. "Is that bad?" 

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    Yoshiki fucks Hikaru's chest hole (but really, who's actually getting fucked?)

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    2,249

    04 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 50

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    He pressed his forehead between the sharp shoulder blades, closing his eyes and surrendering to a strangely cozy feeling. What they were doing no longer disgusted him; on the contrary, he sincerely craved those moments when Hikaru looked at him shyly with large eyes with red dots-pupils in the middle of the azure blue. This look always spoke for itself — the creature wanted. It wanted Yoshiki. It wanted him whole, to absorb him from head to toe, but still contented itself with little. And Yoshiki, like no one else, understood that each time he was moving further and further away from the point of no return.

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    Comments:
    13
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    379
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    02 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    Is it selfish to accept this love, if Hikaru never had any choice but to feel it?

    “Yoshiki, look! Mincemeat cutlets!”

    “What’re ya talking about?” Yoshiki squints against the blinding snow through his bangs. The snowfall is thin and wet. It’ll probably be gone by tomorrow, but the cold seeps into Yoshiki’s core. Winter has come early this year. 

    It’ll have been a year soon. So soon. Just a few more weeks.

    Time refuses to stop, more of a monster than anything else Yoshiki has encountered.

    Or: Yoshiki grapples with whether or not “Hikaru” has the autonomy to truly love him if his companionship is the result of fulfilling a wish.

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    01 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    “He would never have done this,” says Yoshiki.

    “Done what?” says Hikaru.

    “Kissed me,” says Yoshiki.

    Or: A teenage boy's complicated, lingering grief and the eldritch monster who loves him.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Comments:
    18
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    223
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    1,269

    31 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 23

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    Night spills into the room like dark ink. The soft, steady sound of breathing is a quiet backdrop to Yoshiki’s growing dilemma.

    Or: Yoshiki can't sleep, so he takes matters into his own hands. (Then Hikaru does the same.)

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    2,599

    30 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 48

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    Hikaru grins, all wicked warm light in his eyes and sharp corners of his mouth that sometimes has Yoshiki questioning who the divinity is between the two white haired boys.

    Yoshiki feels their fingers intertwining tighter inside of Hikaru, the slip of coldwetslick between their palms and knuckles as Hikaru pushes their hands in deeper, up to their wrists.

    Hikaru gasps, one hand hovering down quickly over his chest like he’s about to grab one of their forearms but before any connection, he drops that hand back over his head, tangles a fist in the futon.

    “Ah, look. Good boy, ‘karu. You can take it.”

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    Comments:
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    3,611

    30 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 33

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    ‘Hikaru’ wiped a trail of spit from Yoshiki’s chin with his thumb, only to smear it further along his flushed cheek. Yoshiki’s eyelids fluttered, lashes wet as he made a small, embarrassed sound. ‘Hikaru’ didn’t even know what to do with this, seeing Yoshiki trembling yet yielding, as if the world could collapse around them and he’d still cling to him. To this monster.

    Unbelievable.

    Or, the one where 'Hikaru' is worried of how much Yoshiki trusts him.

    Yohika Kink Week Day 1: Asphyxia

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    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    265
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    33
    Hits:
    2,185

    30 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Yoshiki’s body froze instantly, collapsing sideways with a soft thud, his limbs going limp as if all strength had drained from them. His arms and legs sprawled uselessly, muscles unresponsive, pinned by an invisible force that left his heart hammering in his chest. Panic flared, sharp and cold, his breath catching in shallow gasps.

    “What the hell did you do!?”

    Or, the one where 'Hikaru's' spooky voice turns a wrestling match into Yoshiki's most humiliating defeat.

    Yohika Kink Week Day 2: Dubcon

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    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    195
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    2,308

    30 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Soo… you got a boyfriend?”

    Yoshiki blinked. “Hah. Why? You wanna ask me out on a date?”

    “… Maybe. Do you have a boyfriend?”

    Uhhh… no.”

    You never told me your name.”

    Yoshiki bit his lip. “Why do you wanna know my name?”

    Horror movie nerd? Check

    Questionable crush on your monster best friend? Check ✓

    Creepy stalker calling your workplace at night? Also check?!

    Yoshiki's just trying to survive senior year, but apparently the universe said: "what if we made it horny and terrifying?"

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    164
    Kudos:
    657
    Bookmarks:
    104
    Hits:
    9,308

    29 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    “I was checking out a violent impurity here. Thought I could handle it alone, y’know, no people around at night. But… it kinda dropped something on me.” His tone faltered, a nervous edge cutting through, and Yoshiki’s chest tightened.

    “Dropped what?” Yoshiki asked, stepping into the building, the air thick with sawdust and something heavier, wetter. ‘Hikaru’ didn’t answer right away, only a faint, “Just… come find me.” and the line went quiet, leaving Yoshiki alone with the echo of his own footsteps and the growing dread pooling in his stomach.

    Or, who said a mangled body could be this pretty.

    Yoshika Kink Week 2025 Day 5: Eroguro

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    1/1
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    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    87
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,014

    25 Dec 2025

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