19 Works by DicedDevil

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    Sixty understood. He didn’t need to see the master vampire lurking in shadows. Didn’t need to hear his voice. He knew. The compulsion had returned, that chain buried in Astarion’s blood and bones.
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    Sixty saw the tears in Astarion’s eyes. He saw him inside himself, trapped, screaming. “It’s alright,” Sixty said gently. It wasn’t. It would never be alright.
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    “I forgive you,” Sixty repeated.
    Astarion’s composure shattered completely.
    Tears spilled freely down his face. “I don’t deserve that.”

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    Silence

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    A crossbow bolt split the air.
    Quinn moved before thought.

     

    Another arrow flew through the dark sky. This one wasn’t aimed at Sixty. It was aimed at Quinn’s exposed back.

    Sixty saw it.
    Not Graves.
    Not Damien.
    Sixty.
    “No!”

     

    “You always…” Their voice fractured, Graves tried to steady it. Damien tried to swallow the pain. “…you always stand in front of me.”

     

    The kiss wasn’t perfect. It was messy and bloody with both bodies trembling.

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    Patrick returned the next week, and the week after that. Always discreet.

     

    He began to think of himself as careful. Protective, even.

     

    Nathaniel began to look around more often. His smile tightened. He locked the door faster.

    Patrick mistook this for awareness. For understanding.

     

    “You follow me,” Nathaniel said. It wasn’t a question.

    Patrick felt something twist painfully in his chest. “I watch out for you.”

     

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    This work is heavily inspired by the show You! I watched the show when season 1 first came out and then haven't watched it since but I started watching it again all these years later so thoughts and ideas are forming in my brain

     

    This is using me and my friends Outlast OC'S, but it's kind of like in an au for them because this is definitely not canon for them (besides Nathaniel being a sex worker)

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    They were listed as CODEPENDENT SUBJECTS on the screen outside their doors.

     

    “Why would you do that?” Patrick whisper yelled.

    Nathaniel shrugged, eyes flicking to the camera that was always watching them. “You needed time.”

     

    Nathaniel’s image flickered to life on a monitor above the chair.

    He was restrained in a chair.

    Patrick’s heart stuttered. “No,” he said softly, stepping backward. “No, you said we were paired.”

     

    Patrick stood very still while the guards watched him for signs of regression. He gave them none.

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    “Oh god,” Patrick breathed. “No. No, no, no-”

    Patrick knew he had to stay calm for the both of them- well, the three of them.

     

    Minutes blurred. Or hours. Time didn’t exist.

    Then, finally-

    A cry.

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    Nathaniel spoke first. “What is it?”

    “Caramel,” Patrick said. “I think."

    Nathaniel hummed. “I used to hate caramel.”

    “Used to hate a lot of things,” Patrick replied.

    “Yeah,” Nathaniel said.

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    Nathaniel forced a grin, shrugging. “Yeah… just a long night. Nothing serious.” He dropped his bag by the door and moved to the bathroom, claiming he needed to wash up.

     

    “What if I can’t? What if leaving sex work… triggers something? What if I go back to everything I’ve worked so hard to escape?”

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    Nathaniel flinched. Not violently- just a twitch, a reflex. But it was enough.

    Patrick pulled back instantly.

    “No-” Nathaniel said quickly, blindly reaching forward until he brushed Patrick’s sleeve. “No, don’t… don’t leave.”

    Patrick froze.

    Nathaniel swallowed hard. “I just… I didn’t know it was you. Everything is… dark. Too dark.”

     

    “Don’t let go,” Nathaniel whispered into the space between them.

    Patrick didn’t.

    He couldn’t hear the plea- but he felt the way Nathaniel’s fingers curled into his. Felt the tremor in his shoulders. Felt how badly he needed someone to be real, present, solid.

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    5 times Nathaniel needs help from creepy men and Patrick is there

     

    + 1 time Patrick gets helped by Nathaniel

     

    + Talking and crying and comfort

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    Nathaniel paints Patricks nails because I want them to be happy

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    Patrick looked away. “Last night was… I don’t know what came over me.”

    A quiet breath of a laugh escaped Angel. Not mocking- more like he’d heard this all before. “Everyone says that,” he replied gently. “Especially men like you.”

    Patrick flinched. “Men like me?”

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    “I wanted to kiss you,” Patrick murmured. “Everywhere.”

    Nathaniel swallowed. “Yeah? …Everywhere?”

     

    Then Patrick dared to explore lower on Nathaniel’s throat.

    Nathaniel lost it.

    A full giggle-fit explosion, arms slapping over his face, knees pulling up, the whole disaster.

    Patrick collapsed next to him, laughing too now. “You are impossible.”

     

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    Ticklish prompt

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    He remembered the last time they’d spoken.

    Nathaniel had touched his arm- gentle, almost hesitant, and said, “If you don’t come back, I’m coming after you.”

    Patrick had laughed. Called him dramatic.

    He wasn’t laughing now.

     

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    Inspired the wife carrying her husband in no I am not a human

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    Nathaniel whispered. “Stay. For as long as you need.”

     

    Patrick’s voice was barely audible. “What if I need… more than just the night?”

    Nathaniel's throat tightened, God he cared about him so much it hurt.

     

    Nathaniel swallowed, heartbeat loud in his ears. “Then stay longer.”

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    The bed wasn’t exactly made for two grown men, so they lay shoulder to shoulder, awkward at first. Patrick exhaled slowly, the tremble in his breath giving him away.

    “Guess we’re too old for this,” Patrick muttered, half embarrassed.

    “Guess nightmares disagree,” Nathaniel replied.

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    Patrick hadn’t meant to stare.

    Really, he hadn’t.

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    Their hands trembled from the tension, the muscles in Nathaniel’s arm shifting under his skin, bicep tightening, forearm flexing and Patrick’s focus broke for half a second, which was all Nathaniel needed.

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    Patrick glared half-heartedly. “Rematch. But this time I’m gonna win.”

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    ARM WRESTLING FANFICTION

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    Dark. Too dark,

    His chest tightened.
    Not now, he pleaded to himself. Please, not now. He knew he had to be quiet, try not to draw attention to his hiding spot.

    The air felt wrong, thick, warm, unmoving.

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    But at night, when the city quieted and the distance between who he was and who he pretended to be stretched thin, Patrick drove. Aimlessly at first. Then with purpose.

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    As they drove through the city, Patrick felt a small, unfamiliar warmth unfurl in his chest.

    Hope, maybe.

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    Nathaniel had forgotten what it felt like to be held without fear.

    Most of his life had taught him touch hurt, voices demanded, tempers snapped, and love twisted into something sharp. He grew used to shrinking, to bracing for impact, to pretending he didn’t flinch when someone moved too fast.

    So when Patrick entered his life, calm and quiet, Nathaniel didn’t know what to make of him.

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