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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    The guy turns around, eyes wide and suddenly Dean feels like someone hit him over the head with a baseball bat. His heart stops for a second before it jumpstarts again, his mouth dropping open when he stares back into blue eyes he thought he’d never see again in his life.

    The world stops.

    “Cas?”, Dean whispers.

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    After spending year after year of his childhood in Camp Harvelle, Dean finally returns to it as a grown up, this time to watch after a bunch of kids as a camp counselor. He's looking forward to a fun, nostalgic summer, but what he didn't expect is the return of his childhood friend Cas. Or better known as: The guy who suddenly left camp when they were 15 without a word and ghosted Dean since then. Now Dean has to figure out how to deal with the backlash of whatever drove him and Cas apart and also how to keep the kids from trying to constantly get in trouble.

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    20 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    Cas is gone. Dead. Dean doesn't want to think about that. He doesn't want to think about anything really. He wants to let go. But Dean is one of those people that doesn't know how to do that, especially when it comes to family. His Family. His Cas. Because damn it, damn the fucking world and Chuck and all of it, the angel was HIS. And when he, oh when Dean really wants something, he's going to burn his life down before letting it go. Or letting someone take that "something" away from him.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “Nothing human can exist in the Empty,” Jack replied, shaking his head. “It would just - spit you back out, and probably kill you in the process.”

    “Then -” Dean pulled in a deep breath. Made his choice. “Then make me not human.”

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    19 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Dean is happy in heaven because you are happy in heaven. Heaven is a happy place. He is happy there until he isn't, until he starts having nightmares, until he starts doubting, doubting everything but most of all doubting what happened after the Empty took Castiel. How did he just accept that? How did he simply let Castiel go like that and then... stopped caring? That makes no fucking sense at all! And Dean isn't the only one that starts to question things. Castiel finds himself questioning too. What if someone actually did this to them? What if someone prevented Dean from properly reacting to his confession, to his death, preventing him from caring, prevented them from talking again?

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    19 Feb 2026

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    19 Feb 2026