DerisiveH
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You are lovable, but only briefly.
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- Part 19 of TommyInnit-Centric Poetry
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Mercutio dies, but it's not as simple as that.
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Unheard as they are
This is their shout towards the heavensIt is hoarse and ugly and desperate
And as it happens
It is also regretted(Or, Jack and Niki succeed in their plan.)
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- Part 7 of TommyInnit-Centric Poetry
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A tale of mutually assured destruction (and the fact that neither one wants the other to die).
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- Part 18 of TommyInnit-Centric Poetry
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If something can be found, it can be lost.
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- Part 3 of TommyInnit-Centric Poetry
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A collection of poems centered on the TommyInnit character (not content creator) from the DreamSMP.
This is in a chronological order based on when the events the poems are centered on happened in the lore, not when the poems were published.
Sidenote: "a rebuttal" and "pity is preamble, apologies are hallow" are both the oldest poems here, and as a result I don't like them too much - feel free to skip them. <3 (though if you don't there's still some lines I like from them)
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Shane is cursed as a child so that he may never remember anyone he meets. He wakes up remembering nothing. Ilya Rozanov is the rival he can't forget: even when he does. A story told in endless firsts.
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23 Feb 2026
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ilya rozanov's search history by evilrussianprincess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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shane hollander shirtless
shane hollander sweaty
how to flirt with autistic boy
is it okay to ask someone if they’re gay
shane hollander freckles
shane hollander fight with scott hunter all angles
ilya rozanov funniest moments
loon attack survival rate
what is compatible
best flavored lube brand reddit
OR - Hollanov’s story through the years told through the Google search history of Ilya Rozanov
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04 Jan 2026
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take along my love with you by chai_lattes
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
11 Dec 2025
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#47, Pete McVries, has a girl back home. It takes a while to get him to open up about it, he’s cagey about his home life, the tinfoil wrapped package of cookies in his pack, and the photograph he keeps folded into quarters and tucked into his shirt pocket. Almost everyone’s tried to get a peek at it over his shoulder at one point or another, and Olson even gets a warning for interference when he tries to snatch it from his hands.
“C’mon,” Olson whines. “Why don’t you want us to see her? She ugly or something?”
“Prettiest thing you’ve ever seen.” McVries is finally coaxed into saying. “Big brown eyes, red hair, soft all over.”
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12 Dec 2025
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Gary Barkovitch has been hiding his whole life. From his classmates. From his thoughts. From the noise that won’t stop no matter how hard he tries to drown it out.
Now the voices have names. And they’re not leaving.Gary Barkovitch in Words on Bathroom Walls (Its not required watching in my opinion as the main thing i take from it is in the trailer lol. Barko has schizophrenia and during his first major psychotic episode he injures someone and gets expelled. He gets on a drug trial and goes to a catholic school to finish his senior year)
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- Part 1 of Gary Barkovitch is not Alone
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07 Dec 2025
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He repeats it a few times, scratches his neck, slaps himself again, and then falls into his bed. He groans at the way it bothers his bruised ribs, but he lays there in the pain, letting it cleanse him from his thoughts earlier.
Here, in the haze of his pain, he is whole, normal, pure. He is repenting, paying his dues, accepting his punishment. He doesn’t need his pa for that, he can do it himself, make sure he’s not some dirty gay.
Gary hasn’t believed in God in a very long time; in fact, he’s certain there isn’t one. But there has to be some truths in the world, and this has to be one of them.
Gary Barkovitch is normal. And if he isn’t, he’ll break himself until his bones set right.
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OR - All Gary Barkovitch's life, he has been the starving mutt wandering the edge of the street light, baring his teeth at any approaching person. Maybe, now in Maine, he can learn to lower his hackles and let people in.Series
- Part 1 of aijad-verse
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04 Dec 2025