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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    14 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dean watched him from the corner of his eye. Sam’s phases of drunkenness were predictable enough to chart.

    1. Denial
    2. Talking. A lot.
    3. The slow drift into sleep
    4. Laughing at everything– primarily Dean’s height
    5. The depressive spiral if Dean didn’t catch him in time

    But this wasn’t on the chart. This was off the map.

    Some kids grew up wanting to be astronauts or rock stars. Sam grew up wondering if life was just something he had to endure until it finally let him go. A long, slow, waiting for an exit he wasn’t supposed to want.
    It had terrified him once. Now it felt familiar.

     

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    Or, Sam is targeted by a soul-feeding creature, Dean must confront horrifying illusions, his own guilt, and a force that preys on despair to save Sam from a death he almost wanted.

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    06 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Sam Winchester is twenty-two, fresh out of a psychiatric ward, living with Bobby and Dean, and absolutely not going to law school, as he was supposed to.
    Instead, he takes a job as secretary to Castiel Novak, brilliant, obsessive, and very particular about how he likes things. Very particular.

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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Sometimes the only way to get the fic you want is to write it.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    All Dean's thinking about is the fact that he's alive. When Amara says she's gonna give him what he wants most, he doesn't think much about it.
    Until he finds his father, walking along the gravel road.

     

    Also, lots of sam whump because you know me :)

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    11 Jan 2026