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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Why not this one?"

    Because if she is real, then he has spent centuries mourning the wrong thing. Because his mistakes made her, and his redemption will unmake her. Because love is not wisdom, and he cannot tell the difference anymore.

    She was real. She had to be. She could not be.

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    30 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    “An Extinguished Star, reversed”, - the Vizsier says, tapping the card's crystal surface with a jagged nail. “A cataclysm, a dramatic rebirth and a new beginning, Lord Captain. Lightly tread; void is without limit: where one shadow is purged, hundreds rise in its steed”.

    Covers Act 1 and a bit before that + some cameos from other acts. Somewhat canon-compliant, with a twist. See notes for chapters POV list.

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    Ch.10: Her name was Amanar von Valancius, née Stubbs. She had guns, swords, void brandy — and no ribbons in her hair. Grandfather Nurgle crashed her party and Einrich Monteg was given a secret to keep.

    Heretical frivolities are greatly welcome in the comments :)

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  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Tav did everything to make Astarion believe her dead—and to keep him from ever discovering their daughter.
    Years later, he murders her former matron—the woman who tormented her as a child.
    It’s an apology in their mutual language, but mostly a message: he knows she’s alive.
    Now Tav must return to Baldur’s Gate to face him. But how much does he know? And has she come to forgive him, or get her pound of flesh?

    This is a sequel to Cruel World, Full of Cruel Things, but I’ve written it so you can read it on its own.

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    29 Aug 2025

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    “You can come back to me,” Astarion’s specter purrs. “I’ll be furious, naturally—violently so—but I’ll have you. Surely that’s better than starving in some damp cave?”

    I glare. “He’ll kill my baby.”

    My Astarion adjusts, seems to remember he’s not the real thing. “You can’t know that. He’s a narcissist, darling. If he looks and sees himself, he might raise it like a prince.”

    “And if he sees me?”

    “Then never give him the chance,” he urges. “Show everyone just how very hard you are to kill.”


    Tav ran. She slipped Astarion’s leash, left a charred drow corpse in her place, and went into hiding with their monster growing inside her—one that already has its father’s appetite.

    But when Minthara’s supply drop fails to arrive, Tav is left alone, pregnant, and starving in the Underdark.

    And the imaginary Astarion she’s conjured for comfort—the one shaped from her best memories—may not be hers at all.


    Tav has her Bella Swan/teen mom moment in the Underdark. I doubt anyone will read this, but it was so so fun to write.

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  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    None of his whores look like me.
    I’m disappointed. I tell him so.

    Fearing her old mistress, Tav agrees to become Astarion’s retainer—despite how he’s changed, despite how he’s broken her heart. She knows she’s trading her freedom for safety. She knows she’ll be a servant.
    What she doesn’t know is how much more he’ll demand—her dignity, her loyalty, her heart. And it will take all her cunning and violence to escape him.

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    26 May 2025