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This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.
He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.
But they don’t. They can’t.
Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.
Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.
But he always catches himself before it can linger.
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where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it
so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner
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17 Feb 2026
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Shane had mixed opinions on those types of college students. They were loud, reeked of booze and cigarettes, and were constantly red in the face from smoking, drinking, or screaming. However… they were also kind of hot. Like, super hot.
If fraternity boys constantly lacked in their brains, they definitely made it up with their brawns.
Tight traps, bulging biceps, their constant urge to flex whatever part of their body whenever they could… it’d be hard for anyone not to look.
They were eye-candy for Shane– it wasn’t like he’d ever actively seek out a relationship (romantic or sexual) with one of them. They were not his type anyway, personality-wise.
Or so that’s what he thought.
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Frat president Ilya takes a liking to college hockey player Shane Hollander.
You have big eyes, cute face, many freckles. I like. Join my frat.
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06 Feb 2026