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   What we don't say out loud by mitskisshuffle

   Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   27 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Sister Beatrice/Ava Silva
   • Ava Silva
   • Beatrice
   • Ava Silva's Mother
   • Lucas Silva
   • Camila
   • Lilith
   • Shotgun Mary
   • Ava Silva Needs a Hug
   • Cheater
   • marriedbutnotmarriedtoeachother
   • affair
   • Fling - Freeform
   • fuckerstolovers?

   Summary

   Ava Silva is married.
   Just not to Beatrice.

   Ava has built a life that makes sense on paper: a steady marriage, a home that feels safe, a husband who loves her with patience and trust. It’s a life she chose deliberately, one rooted in stability, routine, and the promise of staying. Beatrice is everything else.
   What starts as proximity turns into inevitability, and over time, into a secret Ava tells herself she can manage. Beatrice never asks Ava to leave. Ava never offers. They exist in the space between restraint and want, convincing themselves that rules make something survivable.

   But secrets have weight. Distance does too.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   15,497

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Kudos:

   26

   Bookmarks:

   6

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   267

   Bookmarked by Chrys0022

   28 Jan 2026